Reborn Through Fire By Kazuya Higan Chapter 635
Reborn Through Fire
Chapter 635 Should I Forgive Him?
Kisa turned back and looked at him, âWhat happened?â
âIâll take you home. Itâll be quick.â
âBut, Mia is aloneâ¦â Kisa still had something to say, but she was pulled into the room by Jensen.
âBefore we go back, let me bandage your wound,â Jensen pushed Kisa onto the sofa. The manâs voice was husky and gentle, making it hard to resist him. The medical kit, left by the doctor who came to treat her injuries, was at the coffee table. Jensen opened the medical kit and took out the alcohol, ointment, and gauze. Jensen has always been a detailed man, but he was particularly meticulous while dressing peopleâs wounds. He squatted in front of her, skillfully disinfected her wound, applied ointment, and wrapped it with gauze.
On the other hand, Kisaâs mind was somewhere else. She was still very worried about Gilbert. âTo be honest, you donât really hate him anymore after what happened this time, right?â Jensen suddenly asked casually. Kisa froze, remaining silent.
Jensen looked into her eyes and saw the struggle within. âYou donât have to suppress your feelings.
You donât have to lie to yourself if you donât hate him anymore.â
âThatâs not it. I still hate him,â Kisa said. âItâs just the hatred for him isnât strong enough to erase my love for him.â
âKisaâ¦â Jensen continued dressing her wound. âNo one forced you to take revenge on him. You should follow your heart. From the start, I just wanted to motivate you to live by saying I would aid you in taking revenge.â
âSometimes, after holding onto an idea for so long, youâll forget why you even held on to it in the first place, only knowing that you have to persist at the end of the day, just like this revenge and your hatred for Gilbert. You have always been obsessed with revenge, but the hatred has faded. You only remembered to take revenge but forgot why you initially wanted it.â
âOnce you really succeeded in taking revenge on him, you might get lost and confused again,â
Jensenâs only intention was to wish that she would not dwell on her soâcalled revenge plan and ignore the important things in her life.
These days, Kisa was very confused as well. She hated the man in the past, but she was ready to risk everything to save him now. The man loathed her in the past but was willing to sacrifice himself for her life now. Perhaps both of them ignored their true feelings and thought there was only hatred between them.
Kisa pursed her lips and said softly, âYouâre right. There are things that you have to face to see clearly.
Otherwise, itâll always be blurry and easily misunderstood.
âAfter I return, Iâll find out the culprit for the fire that year with Gilbert. Iâd let go of my hatred for him if he did not set the fire. After all, hating someone is a tiring matter. He sent me to prison that year after thinking that I was the one who hurt Madalyn and kidnapped Sara. Now that he knows the truth, he has already apologized for what he did and doesnât even mention Saraâs name in front of me now.
âAfter resenting him for so long, itâs time to forgive him now, right?â
Jensen did not reply and continued treating the wound on her hands. Kisaâs eyes welled up, âAm I a loser? I just forgave him. But what was I going to do? Was I really going to let him die? I canât do that.
In the end, I was only trapping myself.â
Jensen bandaged her hands and pulled her pants up to apply ointment on her swollen ankles. âBe careful next time unless you donât want your foot anymore.â
Kisa bit her lower lip and grew strangely uncomfortable. After Jensen had put everything in order in the medical kit, he stood up and patted her shoulder. âIf you get tired of hating, it shows you donât hate him anymore. Remember, these are your own emotions. No one can influence you.â
âHe sacrificed his life to save me this time. I really think that he likes me.â