Chapter 15.

Chapter 15.

- Rebecca's P.O.V-

I started to wonder and think about Calum flying back here to be with me and i concluded it was a stupid idea. I understand Asthon flying over since Sasha is in a critical position and they could find another drummer quickly to fill in but having two members leave seems stupid and i dont want the fans to be crushed.

I knew if i paid good money to see my favorite band and two members were gone i would be distraught. I picked up the phone and quickly dialed Calum's number he picked up after the second ring.

''Hello Rebecca are you okay!?'' a panicked Calum said at the end of the line

''Hi. I'm fine Calum relax.'' i sighed

''How can i fucking relax when my wife soon to be mother of my baby has just been in a serious car crash. Do you know i could of lost you... both of you. Reb-''

''Calum. Relax.'' i repeated and heard him take a deep breathe.

''Better?'' i asked

''Better.'' he said

''Good... i'm calling because , well i dont think its a good idea you come ho-''

''Don't be stupid Becky, i know what your going to say and i'm coming home no matter what.''

''Calum you can't let the fans down like this , i understand you being worried but i'm fine and if Ashton's coming home to see Sasha i'll be okay with him... Calum please.''

''Bu-''

''Calum i dont want you coming home alright? Just promise me you wont. Some of the fans already hate me i dont want them hating me more. I promise you i'll visit in a few weeks and then we'll be together okay?'' i asked

''Yeah b-''

''Calum... promise me.'' i sighed

'I can't make that promise baby.''

''Cal...''

''I.. i'm worried about you and i miss you so fucking much.''

''I know you do. I miss you too but we'll see eachother soon. I'm fine , baby's fine. You've got a job to do and think about all those fans they need you as much as i do Cal.''

''I know baby. I know.''

''I gotta go , did you know theres a no phone policy in hospitals?' i chuckled

''Yeah everyone does.'' he laughed back

''I love you.''

''I love you.''

''Promise me you won't come?''

''Goodbye...'' he said leaving my question un-answered and a sigh escape my lips. I'll be so angry if he turns up here tomorrow.

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It's been two days since the crash i've been released from the hospital as everything seems to be going okay and i think Ashton scheduled to land today. Even though i've been released i'm still at the hospital sitting right next to Sasha in hope she will wake up. I didn't want her to wake up to nobody being next to her. I still don't know what exactly her injury's are ... i look over to the end of the bed where a clipboard is left laying on it... huh? one of the doctors must of left it. I get up and take the clipboard looking at the documents of Sasha's injury. Cut's , bruises , coma... , perhaps brain damage too early to tell.... oh god if Sasha had brain damage i dont know what i would do what if she forgot us?... forgot Ashton?. I carry on reading thats when i see it... no... it can't be.

- Third Person P.O.V-

Rebecca didn't know what she was getting herself into when she had started to read the files... the documents of Sasha's well being. There was reason that the doctors , nurses and workers have kept it from her. How can a pregnant women who has just been in a severe crash and her baby known to survive bet told that her sister in law's young fetus had died on impact of the crash. It would destroy her it would kill her... it would depress her and it wouldn't be healthy for the baby.

As soon as Rebecca read the word 'miscarriage' due to the impact of the crash. Her hands shook as a gasp left her mouth the clippboard falling to the floor.

A loud sob escaped her lips as she looked around the room and her eyes fell upon her best friend fighting for her life on that hospital bed knowing that she would wake up and be told her precious young not even fully developed baby is dead. Rebecca couldn't breathe she felt as if the room was closing down on her she turned around as tears rolled down her eyes and pushed the doors open running out of the room into the busy hallway and not falling... but crouching down on the floor and place her head in her hands screaming and crying until a few nurses rushed over to her said... she needed Calum more then ever now.

- Ashton's P.O.V-

When i was told that not only was my wife in a life threatening coma and that she could wake up not remembering me but also that a baby that i didn't even have no idea about had died on impact of the car crash the emotions going through my mind were the most extreme feelings of pain, loss and inability to cope. As soon as i was told i fell to the floor screaming and crying , this wasn't fair why did it have to happen to me. Whereas Rebecca was perfectly fine and so was her baby... i'm not saying that it should be the other way around god no because she's my sister and Calum's my best mate and i would not wish this on anyone else but why did this happen to me and Sasha what have we done to make god punish us.

After an emotional four hours i managed to book a plane ticket the next day back home i needed to be with her , i needed to be the one to be there when she woke up and be the one to comfort her when she woke up and heard the news.

Will she ever want to have a baby again?

Is she going to have to give birth naturally to it knowing its dead?

will there be a way for her to get rid of it?

Will she even wake up?

Is she going to remember me?

Will she want to be with me still?

How will she react when she finds out?

There just some of the questions running through my mind as i walk through sydney airport. I see a few fans but choose to ignore them... i'm not being harsh i need to get to Sasha. Shes my number one priority right now. I get in a taxi and head straight to the hospital i ignore the jet lag thats flooding over me and when i arrive at the hospital im shaking in fear. I rush inside and go up to reception.

''Sasha Irwin.'' i say out of breathe

''Your name plea-''

''Where is she god dammit!'' i yell

''Excuse me si-''

''please!'' i yell and slam my fist on the desk

''Sir if you don't co-operate yo-''

''Listen here miss i've just flown 8,849 miles to get here , thats a 15 hour flight. My wife is currently in one of these hospital rooms fighting for her life in a fucking coma after a idiotic driver almost killed her , i dont know whether shes going to remember me or not and to top it all off a baby ... my baby i didn't even know off died on the fucking impact so tell me the fucking room she is staying in or so help me god i will open every god damn door in this place until i find her.'' i yell.

''Sasha Irwin...critical care ward room 19a... enj-'' i dont let her finish i sprint down the halls and run up the stairs until im at the ward i then run down the hallway towards her room ignoring the protests of nurses.

I push the door open and rush inside my heart drops as i see her. Sasha.. my Sasha. She looks so broken , so pale , so thin and so hurt. The scratches on her face and bruises all over her body make my heart sink she connected to a ton of wires and a few tears fall down my eyes but i keep strong. I walk over to her and sit down in the chair. Wiping the tears with the back of my hand , i reach down and move a peice of hair from her face and caress her cheek gently feeling her soft skin under my touch. I wrap my hand around hers and squeeze it a little ,

''I'm here now Sasha... i'm here princess and i'm not leaving until your here back with me'' i whisper and place a kiss on her forehead , sinking down in the chair next to  her still holding on tight to her hand.

I almost jump out of my skin when i see another figure on the other side of the hospital bed , the persons head rested on top of the bed as i look closer i realize it's Rebecca.

''Becca?'' i question , her head moves slowly and she sits up looking over at me and smiling a little.

''Hi As-... WAIT ASHTON!!'' She screams and jumps up in her chair and runs around the bed wrapping her arms around my neck pulling me into a close hug.

''Hi.'' i chuckle a small amount and hold on to her with one arm , my other arm still occupied holding Sasha's hand.

''I'... I'm so sorry ab-'' her eyes are all glossy and i can tell shes been crying , i shush her and pull her back into my arms kissing her head.

''It's okay , its not your fault. Hey i'm glad you and baby are fine.'' i smile a little pulling away.

''I... i'm just so sorry'' she starts again crying harder i pull her into me once again and try to calm her down. She must feel awful as well but its not her fault seriously its not.

''Hey i can take it from here man.''

-  Rebecca / Becky's P.O.V -

I'm awoken by my name being called by a familiar voice.

''Hi Ash-... WAIT ASHTON!'' I gasp and jump up running around the bed and wrapping my arms around him tight.

''Hi'' he chuckles lightly , no emotion really in his tone of voice nor laugh.

''I'... I'm so sorry ab-'' i try to aplogise but choke up in my words

''It's okay , its not your fault. Hey i'm glad you and baby are fine.'' he pulls a fake smile but its nowhere near a genuine one ... no dimples visible on his face

''I... i'm just so sorry'' i try to apologies again i feel so bad for being here all pregnant and healthy while shes laying th-.

I'm torn by my thoughts with another familiar voice

''Hey i can take it from here man.'' Calum speaks... i pull away from Ashton and my mouth hangs open.

''I know , I know we agreed for me not to come bu-'' i don't let him finish i run up to him and jump into his arms wrapping my arms around his torso and nuzzling my face into his chest.

''Thank you for coming.'' i sniffled holding him close.

''I wouldn't of not come.'' he says , i look up at him and he looks down at me. He has a cute little smile on his face and i reach up on my tippy toes to plant a kiss on his mouth.

''We'll leave you to have some time alone.'' Calum says to Ashton while still looking at me and takes my hand in his walking out of the room.

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QOTD - Favorite part in this chapter??

Mine is the part Ashton is hugging Rebecca but he still holds onto Sashas hand aww<3x