Chapter 20.

Chapter 20

Walking into the hotel room , i looked around at the clothing laid everywhere across the room. I sighed picking up the clothing and folding them. I hate messy rooms , i took a tour of the room and noticed Calum wasn't in the living room area. I sighed walking towards the bedroom my eyes widening at the sight in front of me...

The room was dimly lit with vanilla scented candles which i presumed were stolen from Ashtons room. Rose petals scattered on the king sized bed forming a love heart, the petals carrying on the floor towards the en-suite bathroom.

A full bubble bath with candles lit around the edges was displayed it looked like heaven. I walked back to the bed and picked up the note reading 'enjoy' left beside a box of chocolates. I smiled to myself and jump when i felt two warm strong arms appear around my waste and pecked kissing being left on my neck trailing up to my ear.

''I missed you so much'' Calums voice whispered , i turned around in his arms and looked at my handsome husband. His skin glowing , his eyes sparking , his smile shining. I leaned in and placed a small kiss on his lips.

''God i missed you too.'' i said as he pulled me into a hug kissing my head softly.

''Now princess go take a bath , i'll unpack your clothes then we are calling room service , we're watching some movies together and making up for all those cuddles and kisses you owe me..'' he smiled , i nodded smiling then walked into the bathroom.

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We watched a couple of movies and ate a lot of food , Calum didn't complain he knew i needed the food. We went over the plans tomorrow which involved a concert at 'The wiltern' venue which is an hour away. I'm really exited for the concert because i haven't seen the guys play live in such a long time!!

I was laid in bed next to Calum in his arms , one hand drawing shapes on the side of my arm the other caressing the bump. He hummed a few songs quietly and i was fading in and out of consciousness.

''Calum...'' i whispered forcing myself to open my eyes.

''Mhm.'' he hummed , '

''Is... Is Ashton okay?'' i asked turning myself around to face Calum on my side.

''Yeah... he's getting there. He's still depressed but we're all trying our hardest to help him.''

''Oh... maybe i should go see him''

''Rebecca its 1am you can see him in the morning.''

''Okay.'' i sighed placing my head into the crook of Calums neck. He turned to face me and begin twirling a piece of my hair slowly.

''He needs you more then you think Becky.''

'' I know.'' i whisper

''Goodnight princess.''

'Night.'' i said closing my eyes and letting the gentle movements of Calum twirling my hair guide me into a deep sleep.

*****

I woke up in the morning alone sitting up and looking around the room. I decided to go find where Calum had got to and if he wanted to go get breakfast somewhere if he hadn't already eaten. I find Calum sitting on the sofa guitar in hand tuning it. I walk up behind him wrapping my arms around his shoulders and peck him on the cheek.

'I thought you left me.'' i pouted walking over to sit myself next to him.

'' I wouldn't do that now would I ?'' he smiled lazily.

His hair was all messy from where he had just woke up and his eyes were all droopy. He was wearing a long sleeved jumper and his signature black skinny's. I loved morning Calum he was so cute! Calum placed the guitar down and got into a more comfy position my head falling on his chest as we laid there on the sofa my hands playing with his.

''You're so beautiful'' Calum whispered , he'd been staring straight at me for twenty minutes i blushed a little and shook my head.

'I mean it Becky , your're so fucking beautiful and i'm so lucky to have you.'' he said his tone serious. I sighed and he pulled me closer then leaning towards me to connect his lips with my own.

'How about you go get ready and we go get some breakfast... yeah?'' he asks after a little while of cuddling.

'Okay' i reply back , he gets up taking my hands to pull me up and leads me to the bedroom where i go and get ready.

When i was finished getting ready Calum grabbed my hand entwining our fingers as we walked out of the hotel room and towards the elevator. We were joined by Luke and Emily , Luke had a few love bites over his neck and i laughed looking towards Emily who bit her lip. They must of had a wild time last night , Calum walked over to stand next to Luke as they began talking and laughing.

'Someone was busy last night.'' I whispered to Emily , she laughed and slapped my arm blushing like crazy.

''Shut up.. But yeah it was so good.'' she said i scrunched up my face.

''I didn't need to know that.'' i laughed

''I bet this is the longest time you haven't had any in a long time' Emily said as we walked out the elevator making our way to the room where breakfast was being served.

''Oh shut up!'' I laughed walking over to grab some food.

Once i had everything i wanted which was alot! I walked over to the table where Luke , Emily , Michael , Sophia , Kimberly, Daniel and Calum were seated. But no Ashton... I brushed it off and went and sat next to Calum. He gave me a small smile and i smiled back , as i began to eat. I thought Ashton might of just been still sleeping but now i was getting worried.

'Wheres Ashton?'' i decided to ask , everyone went silent.

''I tried to get him to come down this morning he wouldn't have it.'' Luke said

'I dont think he slept much last night.'' Michael said looking down at his plate of food

''He just needs time to himself...'' Sophia said as i was about to get up to go get him. I sat back down nodding then letting out a brief sigh. I hated seeing him like this it must be devastating for the guys to see him this way.

''We can go see him after okay? Bring him some food up to him'' Calum whispered into my ear , i nodded pushing back my plate.

''Are you okay princess?''

''Yeah i'm just feeling a little sick. Morning sickness i guess.'' i said.

*****

I walked down the hallway up towards Ashton's room as i placed a knock on the door. There was no answer so i kept knocking until i knew it would annoy him. He'd eventually have to answer the door at some point.

'Go away.' he yelled . I looked towards Calum who gave me a reassuring look.

' Calum ... can i speak to him on my own maybe it will be better.'' i say. Calum nods pecking my on the lips once then walking back to the room ; I sigh and knock one last time.

'It's Rebecca Ash... just me.'' i called. There was a moment of silence and then the sound of movement and locks being twisted the door opened revealing a messy haired Ashton. His hair was alot longer and curlier since i last saw him. His eyes were red and cracked show he had been crying. He walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge fiddling with his hands.

'I brought you a banana' i said waving it in the air. There was no reaction from him i let out a deep breathe then placed the fruit on the side table.

'You've got to eat sometime Ash.'

''I will...later.'' he mumbles pulling the sleeves of his t-shirt down to curl his hands inside them.

I walked over to him and sat down next to him , we both just stared at the walls , floors , ceiling. For awhile before either of us decided to speak i dont think we both knew how to exactly speak.

'' Ash. I'm So-''

''Don't apologise. Please don't ' he said running a hand through his messy hair. His voice was breaking and i grabbed his hand squeezing it tight.

''It's okay to cry Ashton.'' i whispered. Then he broke down like a hurricane. He let out a yell and held onto his hair pulling it i wrapped my arm around my older brother and pulled him into my arms to comfort him while he cried and screamed.

*****

After Ashton's little outburst i got him to take a shower , have a shave , get dressed and made him something to eat. He spoke to me what was on his mind and we agreed on getting him some counseling sessions so he can actually talk to people who can try and help.

When he was finished i got him we had to go to soundcheck now. He grabbed a beanie and some glasses and nodded , i sighed that he felt he had to hide behind the glasses so the fans wouldn't see his pain. He cared so much about the fans and hates to see them worried.

'Ready?' i asked him he nodded. I wrapped my arm around his waist hugging him and walking out the room.

We walked towards the elevator where everyone was waiting for it to open , we approached them. The boys all had shocked expressions and so did the girls then the smiles broke out on each of the guys faces.

''What are we waiting for we got a show to do !'' Ashton said jumping about in the elevator. I shook my head smiling placing my hand in Calums as he walked us into the elevator.

''How did yo-''

''I'm smart.'' i laughed cutting him off placing my lips on his for a quick peck.

''Mhmm.'' he smiled.

We walked out of the hotel waving to the fans then getting into the cars that took us to the venue the guys were playing their already was fans outside so me and the girls went through the back doors because Sophia had the kids and we didnt want to create a large crowd.

The guys went the front entrance so they could meet some fans although Ashton decided to come the back way with us to. I guess it very overwhelming ; He helped Sophia take in Kimberly while she pushed Daniel in the stroller.

Us girl helped unpack the guys clothes and make up that was needed for tonight. We also helped unpack the merchandise and set up the merch stand. We also all put on some part of the merchandise i mean we have to promote it don't we?

We watched the guys rehearse and i watched as Ashton played the drums a bit different he was going a bit rough on those drum lets just say. He wasn't even following the song anymore he was just bashing the drums in anger the guys stopped mid lost boy and turned around to Ashton who kept playing.

''Ash..'' Michael spoke up walking over to him , the other guy all walked up to him. Ashton broke the drumsticks and screamed out as he burst into tears again.

''IT'S NOT FAIR.!'' he yelled out standing up and walking across the stage.

We all looked at each other and i decided i would go and check on him , i walked in the room his face was in his hands again and he gripped his hair pulling it. I sighed walking over and sitting with him rubbing his back softly.

'Ashton is this too much? Maybe you should just cancle the rest of the tour if its stressing you out you're clearly not happy Ashton. Please i hate seeing you like this.'' i said. The other guys and girls entered the room at the same time i spoke.

'Yeah , Rebecca's right the fans will understand' Luke said

'Exactly you need some time to get your life sorted again Ash' Sophia said

'You won't be letting us down Ash.'' Michael spoke

''It's fine with us this way i can spend time with Becky while shes pregnant.' Calum said. Ashton pulled away from me looking up at us all and standing up.

' I DON'T CARE ABOUT THIS BAND ANYMORE I JUST WANT SASHA BACK!!'' He yelled

''No no no , come on kids out we go' Sophia said pushing Kimberly out of the room and picking up Daniel as Ashton began to scream and throw clothing and stuff around the room.

Calum and Luke restrained Ashton , as Michael went to check on Sophia and the kids. Me and Emily just watching them trying to calm Ashton down.

'YOU NEED TO GET A GRIP ASHTON. MOVE ON OKAY!! I KNOW YOUR UPSET BUT YOU NEED TO DO THIS OKAY?!' Luke shouted

'No you don't understan-'

'Yes i fucking do. I've also lost two people i loved remember.'' Luke said referring to what had happened in his relationship with Ana.

Ana had a miscarriage middle of Luke and hers engagement and after that Ana went back to live in Brisbane leaving Luke behind because she felt like it was her fault that they didnt have a baby. Luke was distraught and it took him awhile to get back to himself but ended up finding Emily along the way. Ashton looked Luke in the eyes and calmed down sitting on the sofa.

''Its just so hard.'' Ashton mumbled , Luke sat next to him pulling him into a hug

''I know. I know... but this is what you're going to do. You are gonna kick some stage ass tonight and you're going to play like there is no tomorrow. You're going to make that kid of yours happy. He or she i watching you up there and admiring you okay?! Play for them. Show them how amazing and talented their father is.'' Luke said , Ashton didnt speak for a moment then nodded.

'You're right.' he said. Luke got up walking over to Emily who pulled him into a tight hug , bringing up the past had got them both emotional.

'' We're gonna rehearse Mrs all America in a minute , Join us when youre ready.'' Calum said walking out of the dressing room to go back on stage.

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The venue is filled with excited voices,the screams and chants coming from the audience of fans waiting for the boys to arrive , the air is filled with electric, and then as the lights go down.. the voices turn into frenzy, the music blares and euphoria enters the room. The boys open up with eighteen and they look good. They look exited and happy and you can see the passion as they play.

''WOOOO MICHAEL KILL IT!'' Sophia screamed watching her husband prance around the stage happily.

''YEAH DAD KILL IT !'' Kim squealed fist pumping the air. She looked so cute with her black safety headphones on with little tally logos on the sides of them. We all started laughing as she pointed to a sign that say 'Michael you look like the Grinch'

' I told you !'' she exclaimed jumping up and down.

'' GO ON LUCAS SING OUT THOSE LUNGS' Emily yelled out ,

'' GO ON BABY!!! SLAP THAT BASS!'' i yelled out laughing as Calum looked up at me poking his tongue out and winking.

'GO ASHTON!!'' Kimberly yelled we all smiled at her and joined in.

''COME ON ASHTON !!! WOOOO'' We all yelled together he looked up giving a small smile and carried on playing. His drumming was on point tonight and i could tell he had taken Lukes words.

****

''Hey guys i'm Luke'' Luke waved smiling

'' HELLO i'm Calum''

''Hi i'm Michael.''

''I'm Ashton and we are . . . 500 YEARS OF WINTER'' Ashton yelled out making the audience burst out laughing and screaming overtook the room

''Okay we're actually 5 seconds of summer because we're not punk enough to be 500 years of winter..'' Luke said

''Well i'm punk anyway'' Michael said making the crowd go into another frenzy.

''No you're fucking not.'' Calum laughed hard.

''Guys hey stop swearing , Michaels kids are here. '' Ashton told them off

'Yeahh'' Michael said pointing up to us and waving , the crowd all aw'd and waved at Kimberly who waved back. We all waved back in that matter then they began to speak again.

' Sorry dad.'' Calum joked smiling

The guys starting playing a few more of their songs some old , some new , some covers. They played a few songs that the fans screamed out as well they loved getting the crowd involved with the stuff. A few bras and other stuff was thrown on the stage.

' Okay guys we're gonna stop for a minute because i have some news to announce' Calum said.

''Now you guys know Rebecca my beautiful wife i pregnant right?'' he yelled the fans screaming and squealing.

''Well at the last scan we had found out some important news... WE'RE HAVING TWINS !!'' Calum yelled the whole crowd went mental screaming louder then before.

''OKAY SO THE NEXT SONG.....GOES BY SOMETHING LIKE GOOD GIRLS ARE BAD GIRLS''

*****

A/N TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

So plot twist it wasn't Pia Mia in the room :D It was cutesy Calum.

YAYY TWINS. Fun fact i wasn't planning on twins but you all kept expecting it so i thought i might as well.

Poor Ashton i hated writing this :( More of Ash story in the fan fic spin off 'Amnesia' but i wont start that until this book is finished but i've made the trailer >

OKAY I LOVE KIMBERLY !! Isn't she cute

also ;( Poor Lukeyyy now you know what happened with him and Ana.

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