Chapter 29.

''I did something bad Becky...'' Ana started to speak , she was nervous she looked down at the floor fiddling with her hands.

Chapter 29

I couldn't believe what I was hearing does no man now days know not to cheat on his woman?

''It was just a misunderstanding...''

''You fucking slept with him Ana.''

''It ... We were drunk.''

''So that makes it okay? Well does it?''

''No... I-I'm so confused Becky.''

''Is this why you didn't go through with your engagement to Adam?''Ana nodded. I let out a deep sigh throwing one arm around her shoulder hugging her softly from the side.

''I still love him Rebecca, I know its bad. I know he's with Emily now and it's my fault for leaving him but he... he chose to do it. So does he still have feelings for me or was it just a mistake?''

''Ana... You need to talk to him. You also need to tell him to come clean to Emily or I will.''

''NO! You can't do that please.''

''Ana , Emily is my friend and if you don't remember I know what it is like being cheated on. Call him now and tell him to tell her.'' I handed her the phone and walked out of the room to go check on the twins.

*****

It's been two months since I've had the kids. Calum hasn't come back... not that I thought he would (Okay some part of me thought he would).

I've been handling the kids fine with the help of everyone I really have a great support system. Logan is a great help , he helps me get around. Calum sends a paycheck now and again. I leave them on the desk in the corner of my room ... I don't want his money.

The guys have been on tour for a month and a few weeks now. I don't really get involved with them anymore , of course I speak to Ash now and then.

Apparently there has been deep tension between Ash and Calum because of the whole situation. I told Ashton to not let this get in the way of the band but I fear it is. I can't control them both though , they can do what they want. I hear them on the radio and turn it off , I see an interview on the tv I switch it over. I see a article or a tweet and I scroll down. I do not care anymore. Seems rude but I have two children to focus on , on my own.

Calum P.O.V

Call me all the names in the book I know. I didn't think Rebecca would want to see me so I left the day she got to come home. I cant be a dad I'm not what she needs.

Look how I scared Rebecca that night. I knew it was for the best that I wasn't there. I send her and the kids money to get by the least I can do. I've been back on tour , yes i'm still with Pia. Its complicated. Me and Ashton don't really get along everything is falling apart. My minds a mess. One minute i'm glad im here the other I want to be home with my children and wife.

I was sat in a interview , it was just one of those things we have to do. I was sat below next to Michael , Luke and Ashton above. We answered a few questions played some games then things got heated. I answered a question about Pia then cracked a small joke then.

''I don't find you entertaining at all.'' Ashton spoke , disgust in his face. The other boys looked around awkwardly.

''Calum you were dating Ashtons sister due to recent events ashton what do you think about the cheating scandal?'' we were told by management to never answer these sorts of questions... but he had other plans.

''I don't see how you could ever cheat on someone... But people do and it shows what absolute asshoes they are.''

''I like your t-shirt by the way'' Luke said to the interviewer trying to turn around the interview but I wasn't letting Ashton humiliate me in front of hundreds of people watching at home .

''No , I agree. I made a mistake and Ashton needs to get over it.''

''How can I get over my best mate... supposedly best mate , cheating on my sister while they were married... When she was pregnant with his kids.''

''It was a mistake everyone makes them. We've moved on.''

''Oh I'm Calum hood. I marry , get girls pregnant then abandon the kids... But its fine because it was a mistake everyone makes those right?.'' Ashton mocked me.

''Great advice to the male fans Calum.'' He laughed , along with the other guys. I think they were laughing out of awkwardness to be honest. I just got up and walked out of the room.

*****

Rebecca.

I had just put the twins to bed and was now cuddled up on the sofa with Logan. Yes me and him are dating but we're taking it slow.

We both don't want to rush things , I know its not ideal since Calum left only two months ago. I've come to a realization that Calum most likley will not be coming back anytime soon and I need somebody around and Logan has been there from the start to help so when he asked me on a date of course I obliged.

Logan leaned in towards me smirking , I smiled wrapping my arms around him twirling a strand of his brunette hair. His breathe smelled like peppermint as he leaned in closer our lips a centimeter from apart then boom there goes Rosalie screaming her lungs out. Logan let out a groan and I began laughing I leaned up pecking him on the lips then we both sat up.

''I'll check on her.'' he offered ,

''You sure?''

''Yeah , UNCLE LOGAN TO THE RESCUEEEEE'' he yelled zooming out of the room in a superhero pose making me laugh.

I turned my attention back to the television focusing on the content , I heard a loud groan and stood up walking towards the bedroom.

I covered my mouth as I giggled. Logan was holding Rosalie in the up in the air a patch of sick on his black t-shirt. She always had a love for being sick on Logan and it made me laugh every time it was even funnier because she would let out a small smile when she did it. I took her from Logans arms and bounced her up and down a couple of times until she fell to sleep. I placed her back into her crib and turned my attention to Logan.

''Is this her way of saying she loves me or hates me?'' He chuckled

'' I guess she's trying to say your sick get it?''

''That would such a bad joke...'' he face palmed into his hands

''Oh come on it was hilarious''

''I would kiss you right now but I have a bit of a problem.''

''Go take a shower smelly.''

''Alright be back in a few , ''

''You can just use mine I dont mind , Think I have one of your t-shirts in the top draw. Just throw the other one in the bin or give it to me to wash''

''Alright be right back... KIDS LOOK AFTER YOUR MUM.'' He laughed tossing the shirt , I eyed his body and he did a little pose making me roll my eyes and let out a small giggle.

I walked into the utility room , throwing the top into the washer and adding the washing power and pressing go. I walked into the kitchen and put the baby bottles into the ultraviolet sterilizer. I turned on the kettle and took out the breast milk i produced last night which I saved for this morning. There was a knock on the door , Ahh Ana has arrived.

''I'LL GET IT.'' Logan called , allowing me to pour the milk into the bottles and give it to the kids before one starts screaming the whole apartment down.

Calum P.O.V

I knock on the white door waiting patiently. The key I have seems to no longer work and I don't blame her. The door opens revealing the brown haired kid from last time and I almost back track to see if I have the right door.

''Calvin...'' he says

''Its Calum.'' I correct him ,

''Sorry.'' he apologizes , I step forward and he steps back allowing me in I widen my eyes noticing his bare torso. I suddenly feel awkward , out of place and like this was a big mistake.

''IS IT ANA?'' the familiar voice yells

''Not exactly.'' Logan speaks staring at me. I hear her walk and suddenly feel my feet move backwards.

''This is a mistake i'm sorry.'' I said to him and walked out of the door my feet running down the stares.

Rebecca

''Who was it?'' I asked. Logan staring blankly at me , he looked around closed the door and shrugged his shoulders.

''Just someone trying to sell something...'' he lies, he's a terrible liar I catch a glimpse of hair running down the stairs and it hits me.

''It was him wasn't it?'' Logan just replies with a simple nod. I drop the bottles of milk on the floor and run out of the apartment , down the stairs and into the car park. I spot his car and jump in front of it , he hits the breaks the car stops a couple of centimetres from me. He slams his hands on the wheel undoes the seat belt , open the door and slam it.

''REBECCA ARE YOU CRAZY I NEARLY HIT YOU!'' He yelled

'' You were going to leave again.'' I whispered...

''I I...''

''You do not leave me for two months to raise two kids on my own , then turn up and run away when I get to the door Calum!''

''I s-''

''NO! I will not let you come in and out of my childrens life when you want to. It isn't fair.''

''I'm sorry - no shut up , Rebecca I know what you think of me. I can never forgive myself trust me , I hate myself for what I've done but the only way I can make it up to you is to be here now. I know the irony since I just left ... Again. But I saw ... Liam-''

''Logan.''

''-Whatever... I saw him and figured you moved on with him you're happy they probably think hes their dad now... I just I freaked out so I ran.''

''Were you going to come back?''

''I don't know...''

''Calum what are you... Oh Hi Becky right?'' The tanned blonde said holding her hand out , I looked her up and down... you've got to be kidding me.

''Shes Joking right?'' I spoke

''Pia go back in the car i'm coming.'' I didn't even notice her.

''I can't believe you fucking brought her here.''

''That is rude.''

''Excuse me I was not talking to you take your slutty little ass back to the car.''

''Whoa! Bitch you want to go there?'' she snapped making her way towards me

''Yeah I fucking do.'' I lunged forward Calum stepped in pushing me back , he turned around.

''Car.'' She groaned and walked back into the car.

''Leave.''

''Becky.''

''Just go.''

''I'll call you. Rebecca I'm going to see my kids.''

A/N

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