Chapter 31.

Chapter 31.

''So whats going on with you and Logan then?'' Sophia asks grabbing the popcorn bowl and tossing a few at me from the opposite sofa.

''Nothing , We're taking thing slow.''

''Aren't you and Calum still legally married'' Emily spoke walking into the living room.

''Yeah not for long though.'' I replied

''Wait what?''

''I got the divorce papers.'' I told Sophia

''Wow so this is the end?''

''I guess so. He's with Pia and im with Logan. he did cheat on me I don't think I'll ever be able to trust him. again ''

''Luke cheated on me and I forgave him.'' Emily said

''He kissed Ana Emily. Calum fully slept with Pia.''

''Still!''

''I can't believe you forgave him.'' Sophia said

''Shut up!''

''Anyway is Calum cool with it.''

''I dont know.''

'Wait you haven't told him?'' ... ''Rebecca!!'' the girls chorused

''Not yet.''

''So wheres that British loverboy.'' Sophia said

''Hey back off. '' and with that final sentence there was a knock at the door and a British accent say my name through the letterbox.

''I'M GETTING IT.'' Sophia jumped up

''NO I AM!'' Emily squealed

''Guys!'' I laughed following them towards the door. I opened it revealing Logan he leaned in pecking me on the lips while the girls behind me coo'd.

''Girls night I forgot.''

''Right. Logan this is Sophia and Emily. Girls this is Logan.''

''Hello Ladies nice to finally meet you''

''Hi'

''Hey''

After a great night with my best friends. I was missing my gorgeous little babies , I let Calum take them for the night. Well he offered and I couldn't really say no to a night off but I was missing them like crazy.

Calum text me saying they were on his way and i figured this would be a good time to give him his side of the papers. I walked towards the door pressing the button on the phone to allow him into the apartment building. Before I knew it he was at the door knocking , my breathing was a bit uneasy and I found myself holding my breath.

''Hey.'' he said , he placed the baby carriers on the floor.

''Ugh are they alright ? Did they sleep well? Were they too much to handle?''

''Relax they were fine.''

''Of course they were.I missed them so much.''

''I...We... They - They missed you too.'' he laughed nervously. I looked back up he was staring right at me those two big brown sparkly eyes.

He leaned towards me and I found myself leaning in as well. I couldn't control myself my mind was screaming this was wrong so wrong... but the need for his soft lips on mine was too much to handle. Calum placed his right hand at the side of my neck rubbing his thumb across my cheek. Another knock was placed on the door causing me to shuffle back and look at my feet. Calum coughed and then looked elsewhere.

''I'll put them into their cribs.'' Calum said picking up the baby carriers and walking down the hall. I opened the door once again revealing Logan it made me feel even more guilty

''Hi Rebecca.''

''Hey.''

''You doing anything tonight?''

''Uhm...''

''BECKY I CAN'T FIND ROSALIES BEAR.'' Calum yelled coming into view

''Oh...'' Logan said ,

''Its not like...He was bringing back the kids.''

''Oh yeah I knew that.''

''I need to sort something out i'll call you later okay.''

''Yeah alright... I'll be next door but you know that'' he laughed , I nodded giving him a smile and a peck on the cheek then closed the door. Calum walked back up to me right up to me pushing me gently up against the wall.

'FLASHBACK'

'So what you wanna d-'' before i could finish my sentence i was pushed up against the wall , and his soft plumb lips soon connected with my own... i was a bit taken back at first but as soon as i figured out what was happening i kissed back.

I hooked my arms around his neck , standing on my tippy toes to give him more a deep kiss. I pulled away for a second and looked into his beautiful brown eyes , a smirk formed on his lips.

''I've wanted to do that for so long'' he smirked , I blushed a little...Okay a lot!

''Did i kiss you better than that Matt kid'' he whispered into my ear, his warm breath sending shivers down my skin.

I nodded and bit my lip , he moved his head lower and began , kissing down my neck...finding my weak spot he nibbled down on it and i let out a small moan. I could feel him smiling against my skin as he pulled way. He smiled at me and pecked my nose , i let out a small giggle but i frowned slightly.

''Whats wrong love?'' he asked

''Just...what are we going to do , i can't go out with you Cal , Ash would kill me'' i pouted

''He would kill me too , '' Calum sighed , there was a moment of silence before Calum spoke again , he lifted up my chin so i would look at him and said

''He wouldn't have to know , we could just...sneak around'' he winked , a blush crept on to my face and i nodded.

''I would love that'' i giggled , he cupped my face gently with his hands and pressed his lips to mine once more. He kissed me repeatedly , pushing me back on towards the wall. 'So what you wanna d-'' before i could finish my sentence i was pushed up against the wall , and his soft plumb lips soon connected with my own... i was a bit taken back at first but as soon as i figured out what was happening i kissed back.

It was so long ago ; our first kiss , sneaking around , it was a long time ago and I needed to remember why we're in the situation we are now. I pushed Calum back shaking my head. I walked away from Calum he stood in place shocked and embarrassed.

''No Calum. No.''

''What do you mean no? Before that ass knocked on the door you were waiting to kiss me.''

''Do not call him a ass Calum. He was there for me when you wasn't.''

''Like Pia then...'' he spoke harshly his eyes widened and followed me as I walked away.

''DON'T FOLLOW ME.'' I yelled

''Becky I didn't mean it you know i didnt.''

''You said it Calum... Look you need to take these , sign them and then we're done okay.'' I shoved the papers into him then pushed him backwards towards the front door.

''What Divorce papers? You cannot be serious.''

''We're with other people Calum. Please just leave. I don't want this anymore im done with playing games''

''Becky you know i'm sorry. I've told you a million times but you need to know that I am so fucking sorrry. I regret this so much you do not understand.''

''I..''

''Becky Im being punished enough by the media and the fans. I've lost everyone including my family and my best friends. I cannot lose you for good please.''

''Wha-''

''The band its over. We're breaking up they are about to drop us the lable. They cant deal with me and Ashtons hatred. I'm losing everything and I dont care. I dont care about any of that fame or fortune I care about losing you my wife they girl of my dreams. I fucked up so bad Rebecca so bad. I was so scared but im ready to be a father i'm ready to be here for you.''

''I...'

''Please.'' his eyes were watering he was... Crying? Calum was crying the only time i've ever seen him cry was at... the funeral.

Flashback.

We walked into the ceremony i had my hand in Calums and i gripped it tight seeing the small delicate white coffin laid at the front with flowers surrounding it. I stopped mid isle catching my breathe , Calum stopped and stood in front of me cupping my cheeks.

''It's going to be okay.'' he whispered , wiping away the new tears beginning to stain my face

''-I don't understand why this had to happen, and I'm sorry for all the pain you went through..... I'll see you in Heaven.'' as ashton spoke the final words he broke down on the stage in front of everyone. He fell to his knees and sobbed until my father jumped up out of his seat and ran up the steps to wrap his arm around him and help him down the stage.

Looking around the room everyone was in tears including myself and Calum shed a few tears as well holding me close to him.

''I'm scared Rebecca. If I lose you as well i'm done with everything...'' he said I pulled Calum close to me instead of kissing or doing anything like that he hugged me tight. He cried on my shoulder and I was there for him.

''I'm so sorry. I'll always be here for you Calum. But we cannot live like this.'' I whispered

''Just take me back please I love you I still love you!...''

''What? No Calum you need to stop.'' I said pulling away.

''I'm sorry Calum. You need to leave.''

''But...''

''Look Calum I'm here for you we can still be friends for the sake of our children we will still be friends. But nothing more than that. You need to understand that. You cannot undo what you did and undo the way I feel about you now. I'm sorry.'' I said and with that I closed the door and let the tears from my own eyes gush out.

A/N

I added Faling for you parts for the flashbacks.

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I had writers block so sorry if its not that good. Its a filler chapter

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