Chapter 6.

Chapter 6.

One test , two test, three test , four. All reading positive , i'm three weeks pregnant... my husband doesn't even know. My husbands leaving on a year tour around the world... what am i going to do? I can't tell him otherwise he will panic and cancel the tour and i cant do that to him , the fans and the band. Maybe i'll get rid of it... what!!! No i can't do that i would never do that... but am i ready? Am i ready to be a mother? Probably not but there's not a lot i can do now. I made this mess now i gotta carry out the consequences... but what about Calum do i tell him now or later on? I can't leave it too long what if i forget on telling him , he comes home from tour and BOOM surprise we have a baby... shut up Becky stop being stupid tell him tell him now!!

''Calum...'' i called , swallowing hard

''In the bedroom'' Calum called back , i walked out of the main bathroom and into the bedroom Calum was doing a terrible job at packing his clothes for tour. I'll tell him later... i say in my head. I still need to go to the doctors to make 100% sure i'll tell him after i know.

''Here let me help , you're Doing a horrible job'' i giggled and walked over to him unpacking his clothes and beginning again.

''Alright , do you want some lunch? I can go make us something?''

''No thank you'' i declined the offer not feeling up to eating

''You still not feeling good?'' he asked

''Yeah... i think it was something i ate.''

''Maybe the food from the restaurant yesterday'' he suggested , i nodded and carried on folding and packing clothes.

''I'll be back in a minute.'' he said , i nodded and looked over to Promise who was sitting beside me wagging his tail excitedly. I smiled and pet him , i looked around and let out a sigh.

''What are we gonna do Promise this is all such a mess.''

****

''Rebecca , Sophia's on the phone'' Calum said passing the house phone over to me , i nodded and stood up from where the suitcase laid picking up the phone.

''SO... tell me what happened. You haven't called or text since yesterday'' she squealed

''Hold on , a second'' i spoke walking into the bathroom and locking the door.

''Well?...''

''I'm pregnant...'' i mumbled , Sophia squealed on the phone and i rolled my eyes

''Congratulations oh my god i'm so happy for you. I cant wait to tell Michael he wont bel-''

''No No you can't tell him ... you can't tell nobody Sophia!'' i panicked

''What why?... wait you haven't told Calum have you?'' she gasped

''No i haven't please please don't tell anyone promise me you won't... please'' i cried down the phone tears spilling from my eyes as the thought of Calum finding out i was hiding this from him and he had to hear it from a tabloid or something.

''Becky it's okay... calm down i won't tell anyone i promise... Are you going to book a doctors appointment to make sure?''

''Yeah.'' i sniffled

''But Becky , you have to tell Calum before he leaves he has to know it will kill him if he finds out you kept it from him especially something this big. This isn't just about you its about both of you'' she sighed

''I will... just not yet.''

''Why wont you just tell him now , get it over with?''

''Rebecca are you in there i need to piss??'' Calum knocked on the door , Sophia laughed on the other side of the line softly.

''Yeah one second'' i say and flush the toilet pretending i was using it and not hiding away.

''I have to go... i'll talk to you later.'' i said

''Alright Call me if you need me okay?''

''You won't tell anyone will you? Not even Michael Beca-''

''I promise , now stop worrying and spend time with your man we only have one day Love ya''

''Love you too bye'' i said and hung up. I wiped my eyes quickly and walked out of the room smiling at Calum.

''Bathrooms free now'' i said

''I dont need to go.'' he shrugged

''But...''

''It was an excuse to get you off the phone.'' he smirked walking over and wrapping his arms around my waist kissing me softly.

''How about we go take Promise for a walk yeah?''

''Oh no Cal , i still feel really si-'' as much as i wanted to go i had to make me looking 'sick' believable.

''Fresh air might help pleaseee'' he pouted , i sighed and gave in.

''Mmm you're probably right let me just change''

''Alright i'll go get Promise'' he grinned whistling and walking off.

I put on some blue skinny jeans , a white t-shirt , white converse and because it was quite chilly out i decided to wear my green parka coat. I walked out of the bedroom and placed my hand in Calum's as we exited the apartment.

****

It was a beautiful day , the sun was shining and there was a cool breeze so it wasn't too hot or cold it was perfect.

''Can't believe you leave on sunday'' i sighed

''I know , i'll be back before you know it and you can visit me too''

''Of course i'll visit you.'' i smiled

''Good.''

Once we got to the dog park we let Promise of his lead. He was already trained well so we didn't have to worry that much. Calum lead me over to a tree and plopped himself down on the grass pulling me down with him.

''So what are we doing tomorrow?'' i asked

''A bit of this a bit of that.''

''Right...''

''I'm kidding i've planned it all. We'll go out for dinner then have a nice walk on the beach then we can go home and cuddle and stuff.''

''Stuff? '' i raised my eyebrows up , Calum wiggled his and i burst out laughing hiding my face in his chest.

''I love you.'' i whispered

''I love you too baby'' Calum sighed kissing me on top of the head and pulling me closer to him. I closed my eyes and let out a deep breathe ... shall i tell him now?..

''Um Cal i have to tell you something.'' i spoke breaking the silence. I opened my eyes and stared at him he also had his eyes closed.

''Mm?.'' he asked opening eyes looking at me catching me staring at him , i blushed and Calum deeply chuckled a bit.

''Yeah what do you want to tell me?'' he asked , i took a deep breathe looking around the park. It's now or never... wait is that?

''Paparazzi...'' i mumbled sitting up from our previous position

''Where?'' Calum asked sitting up , looking around , i pointed around the park where multiple photographers were hiding in bushes some sitting on benches and others just being plane obvious and standing a few meters away.

''God dammit , lets go before it gets out of control'' Calum mumbled standing up and helping me up. I called over promise and hooked his lead back on to him. Calum grabbed my hand entwining our fingers and we began to speed walk out of the park. The pap's being too clever and having at least twenty standing outside the park gate all screaming stuff and snapping pictures. I would say i'm used to this now but it still scared the shit out of me. I made Calum stop walking so i could pick up Promise the last thing i want is for one of them twats to step and crush on my damn dog. Calum began pushing through the crowds of pap's pulling me with him. There was soon a large crowd of fans , paparazzi and news reporters surrounding us shouting out ridiculous rumours and firing questions at us. I regret not taking the car here now , Calum told them to back off but they wouldn't listen backing us up against the fences of the park.

''Calum.'' i whispered , this was too much. Calum wrapped his arms around me pulling me to his chest and he took out his phone and rang someone to help us out. I closed my eyes as the flashing of the lights were beginning to drive me crazy my head was spinning.

''REBECCA IS IT TRUE THAT YOU CHEATED ON CALUM?''

''IS SOPHIA CLIFFORD PREGNANT AGAIN?!''

''CALUM WHEN DOES THE TOUR START?''

''CALUM SIGN MY BRA''

''CALUM I LOVE YOU ...'''

''REBECCA CAN I GET A PICTURE WITH YOU?''

''REBECCA OVER HERE SMILE ... SMILE''

Question after Question after demand after rumour i couldn't handle it. My chest began beating fast and my breathing became short and fast. I felt like i couldn't breathe properly i was getting chest pains. Tears started falling from my eyes as my breathing continued to worsen i grabbed Calums sleeve and tugged him. He looked down from his phone and looked into my eyes.

''Rebecca are you alright?'' i was gasping for air i didn't know what the hell was happening

''Rebecca can you hear me? Rebecca?!'' he panicked, my eyes flashed from his face to all the camera flashes and the people screaming , taking photos and yelling.

I don't know what was happening to me all i knew was i felt dizzy and light headed so i sat on the ground choking on air not able to breathe. Calum was panicking and telling me to breathe and asking if i could hear him i could but i couldn't speak. He yelled at everyone telling them to get help and move away. He took his hand in mine and looked as if he was going to cry. I closed my eyes and tried to block everything out and breath normally again. When i opened my eyes again a women was knelt next to me wearing a paramedic uniform i focused my attention on her.

''Rebecca i need you to close your eyes and take deep breathes okay?'' she spoke softly , i nodded and closed my eyes again trying to even out my breathing.

****

''Come on ... careful'' Calum spoke softly , leading me into the bedroom where he helped me undress and climb into bed. Calum removed his un-needed clothes and climbed in next to me pulling me close and rubbing circles on my back.

''You okay now?'' he asked

''Yeah much better'' i sighed

''I can't believe that happened its my fault''

''No it isn't Calum! You can't blame yourself because i had an panic attack.''

''Yeah but it was my id-''

''No... stop it i don't want you blaming yourself okay?''

''Alright.'' he sighed into my hair

''Are you still feeling poorly,'' he asked

''Just a bit not that much'' i smiled weakly

''Lets just get some sleep then.''

''Put the tv on there might be a good movie on'' i smiled , he nodded and switched our tv on flicking through leaving it on the notebook. I grinned because i loved the film , i switched positions so my back was facing Calum's his arms slung around my waist so we were spooning.

After a few moments of silence i still remembered i needed to tell Calum about the baby.

''Calum?'' i spoke quietly , there was no reply , i turned over to see him sleeping peacefully i sighed and stroked a few strands of hair from his face and nuzzling into his chest closing my eyes and falling asleep.

******

My eyes fluttered open and widened as i threw the covers over me jumping out of bed . covering my mouth and running into the en suite bathroom. I flipped open the toilet seat and began throwing up. Great just great. Once i had finished puking my guts up i flushed the toilet , washed my hands aand tied my hair up in a messy bun. I turned around facing a tired looking Calum with a pout on his face.

''What happened?'' he asked

''Nothing go to bed , i'll be back in a minute '' i said pouring bleach down the toilet to clear it up

''Were you sick?''

''Just a little bit , i'm fine go back to bed. Calum ignored my request and grabbed the bleach bottle from my hand. Placing it on the side and taking my hand in his dragging me back to bed and pulling me close to him.

''Shall i cancel our plans for tonight?'' he asked twirling my hair

''No... i'll be fine'' i smiled

'' You sure? I don't mind canceling and just cuddling all day'' he smiled back

''Calum its fine i'm feeling better now''

''You sure...''

''Yeah. Now sh go to sleep its only seven'' i hushed and closed my eyes again.

****

I placed Promise down on the floor taking off his lead and walking into the bedroom.

''Finished packing?'' i asked

''Yeah. Hey Sasha said that everyones going to go out to that new club down near the beach for awhile tonight if your feeling okay maybe we can meet up with everyone after our dinner. We don't have to go bu-''

''Sounds good..''' i smiled

''It wont be a late one since we gotta get up early but it will be fun.. wait you want to go?''

''Yes , that's what i said didn't i ?'' i laughed and kissed Calum wrapping my arms around his neck

''You're in a better mood'' he grinned ,

''Mhm'' i said while kissing up his neck and pushing him on to the bed smirking.

****

Calum paid the waiter the owed amount and i left her a large tip because she was such a nice women and the food and service was great. Calum took my hand in his. As calum said i look ''HOT'' tonight. Security was tight after my little scene yesterday so Calum had made sure there were security here for us , i slid into the black range rover with Calum and Calum told the driver directions to the club.

We step into the club , hundreds of sweaty bodies dancing around to the music playing loudly. We head towards our group as we spot Ashton and Sasha doing some crazy dance that makes me cringe because hello thats my older brother there he is embarrassing himself. We all exchange hello's and i go stand with the girls while the boys go order drinks at the bar.

''What drink do you want i'm buying?''Michael asks me

''Oh i'm fine at the moment'' i smiled politely

''Come on just one drink... i'll get you a vodka lemonade yeah?''

''No Michael its fine honestly , maybe just a coke for now'' i smiled

''Coke?... come on '' Sasha laughed

''Hey maybe she's pregnant'' Luke chuckled , i swallowed hard and shook my heat laughing nervously.

''Totally... go on get me a red wine'' i say. Sophia looks at me and widens her eyes i mouth over to her ' Don't worry you can have it.' she laughs , nods and puts her thumbs up grabbing Michael's shirt and pulling him to the dance floor.

I dance with the girls for a bit and the boys eventually join us. Calums strong arm goes around my waist , his right hand on my hip his lips pressed to my neck as we moved to the music.

I gasped as Calum forced my hips back , my backside pressed firmly to his crotch , as the heavy , slow base thumped around the room. He spun me around moments later his palms placed on my lower back pushing me forward into his body.

Calum's gaze fell to my chest he smirked at the new view he had. He dipped his head to the side and pressed his lips against my neck. My breath caught in my throat as his hand ran up the inside of my thigh and hitching my dress up , his fingers skimmed over my underwear he began tracing patterns over the lace making me whimper.

''Calum'' i spoke

His index moving my panties to the side as his finger rubbed over me gently. Pleasure shooting through me as he added more pressure to the sensitive area. I stopped him because i realize we were in public and any creep could be watching , i wrapped my fingers around his wrist. He frowned his eyes darkening.

''Later' he growled then walked off leaving me breathless and my friends to stare at me and giggle.

The boys go sit in a booth playing drinking games while me and Sophia sit at the bar and Sasha , Emily dance like idiots on the dance floor.

''So have you told Calum yet?'' Sophia asks , i look away from her eyes and shake my head fiddling with my fingers.

''Rebe-''

''I know , I know i have to tell him , every time i try something happens and i choke up.'' i sigh

''Well you either tell him tonight , tomorrow morning or you have to tell him over the phone and face to face would be better trust me.'' she says , i nod and take a sip of my lemonade.

****

My feet are sore , the music has given me a headache and im absolutely knackered. I hug the girls and tell them i would see them tomorrow , its only ten but i think they'll all leave soon because the boys have to be up early. I walk over to the booth the boys are sitting in and Calum's having a conversation with Ashton , he looks over and up at me and smiles a little. None of the boys are drunk because they know they have to be up early tomorrow and a hangover would be the worst thing to have.

''Ready to go?'' Calum mouths , i nod grabbing my bag from under the table

''Alright lads , we're off.''

''Aw man...'' Luke whines

''Cya tomorrow Lukey'' he says , i laugh a little as his nickname for Luke and Luke smiles waving , I wave to the other boys and Michael wiggles his eyebrows.

''GET IN THERE HOOD!'' Michael yells

''Ew too much info she's my sister guys'' Ashton groans , Luke throwing his head back laughing.

''Bye boys'' i roll my eyes and Calum's arm finds it way around my waist pulling me close to him

''You alright?'' he asks as we exit the club and shoved in the range rover by security

''Yeah , just tired'' i laugh

''Okay... hope your not too tired'' he winks and i roll my eyes

''Good luck'' i say

''Hey... its our last night i think Mr Hood needs some love'' he points down to his crotch and i scoff and laugh at the same time.

****

As soon as we got out of the car Calum dragged me inside the apartment building and up the steps to our home. He fiddled with the keys opening the door and shutting it fast behind us. He moved my hair to the side , kissing my neck , nibbling and sucking. I turned around to face him my chest rising and falling heavily.

''I'm gonna miss you so much'' he said

'Me too'' i sighed

''Good... jump'' he smirked , i did as told his hands gripping my thighs , i wrapped my legs around his waist as he kissed up my neck earning a low moan to push past my lips.

His hands moving down over my bum squeezing it tightly. Calum walked us over to the bedroom kicking the door closed and placing me slowly on the mattress. He chucked his t-shirt to the floor his hand fumbling with the buckle of his belt as he popped the button open and tugging the zipper down. He steppe out of his jeans then trailing his fingertips across my torso continuing their was to the zipper of my dress. He slowly tugged it down , a smirk growing on his face. His eyes darken , the bulge becoming more noticeable as he continued to watch me as he helped m wriggle out of my dress.

He lifted my up gently so he could slide the dress past my hips and unclasp my bra tugging it off leaving my chest bare. His fingers hooking into the waistband of my panties pulling them down past my knees. Calum desperately straining against the black material of his boxers. I removed them my hands reached out his eyes widen and my fingers wriggled into the elastic on his hips. Calum groaning lightly.

Lips were pressed to mine in a heavy kiss. My hand travelled up to his hair , twirling it between my fingers then fisting it in my hands. Calum groaned in approval. My breasts pressed to his chest as i tugged his hair guiding his head to the side as i placed kisses down his neck.

Calum right hand gripped the head board , as he smiled at me leaving feather like kisses down my neck. He positioned himself at my entrance causing me to whimper. His lips kissing below my earlobe making me let out a small moan and tilt my head back. I bit my lip and released it as our bodies pressed against one another.

''Please...'' i whispered , Calum nodded knowing he needed this as much as i did. He slowly slid inside of me causing me to gasp out his name.

Calum's head dropped down to my chest his lips leaving wet kisses across my collar bones. He gently began sucking at the skin as he pulled back. A throaty groan escaped from Calum as he rocked into me. I bite down on my lip to stop me from crying out. His hips continuously moving gently but the pace becoming a little faster. My hands rested on his bare back , another thrust making me curl my fingers and claw into the skin as he entered deep inside. Reaching closer to my high i could feel the fuzzy feeling in my stomach and my walls start to close.

''Rebecca..'' he moaned , sending me into pure Ecstasy. Thrusting into me once more i reached my high , he released seconds after me. My body shaking , our breathing were heavy. He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me into him. I winced as he withdrew his eyes never leaving mine.

''I'm gonna take a shower... come join me'' he whispered kissing my temple. I nodded and got up placing my hand in his as we went into the bathroom for round two.

****

I left the bathroom changing back into my underwear and one of Calum's t-shirts and crawling into bed my mind wandering off i still had to tell him. After a few moments the shower cut off and Calum entered the bedroom with just a towel around his waist. He grabbed some boxers and jogging bottoms and strolled over to the bed , he slipped under the duvet. His hands puling me closer turning me to face him.

''I have to tell you something'' i whispered

''What?''

''That day at the park i never got to told you...''

''Yeah?...''

''That ... i um.'' i couldn't do this... no i have to make sure i have to go to the doctors before i tell him. What if he leaves me? What if he finds someone prettier on tour because he has a fat pregnant wife , what if he wants to get rid of it? All these questions flew around my head making me light headed.

''I don't want you to go'' i whispered , making up a quick excuse. Even though it wasn't really an excuse i didn't want him to go.

''I know baby. I have too i'm sorry'' he sighed pulling me into his arms , i began crying. I don't know why maybe it's because i dont want him to leave maybe because i'm freaking pregnant!!

''Shhh... it's okay i'm here'' he hushed kissing my head and rubbing circles on my back. I wrapped my arms around his waist and cried into his chest. This is such a mess everything is such a mess. My fingertips gently grazed over his skin.

''Calum?'' i whispered looking up at him. His eyes were closed and he was breathing calmly.

''Mmm?'' he mumbled

''I love you.'' i said , his eyes fluttered open him letting out a goofy grin. He shuffled around a bit to place a tender kiss to my lips and pushing the loose strands of hair out of my face.

''Good night , beautiful'' he said

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