Chapter 7.

(It's 1am... sorry for messy chapter :P )

Chapter 7.

''Becky Wake up.'' i hear Calum speak softly, i'm awake already but don't want to leave this bed and face reality of Calum leaving today.

It's probably selfish of me but i really don't want him to go , i dont want to forget how it feels to have him here every day , hour , minute , second. I mean i wont physicallyforget since i'll visit him as much as i can but i wont be able to have him hold me in our own bed until the tour is over.

''Rebecca.'' he says again , i let out a sigh and turn around looking at him already dressed in black skinny jeans and a baggy blue jumper.

He gives me a weak smile and i smile back , grabbing his arm and tugging him back to bed. He chuckles and slides in next to me resting on his elbow , his other arm pulling me close.

''I have to go some time babe'' he speaks

''Not yet'' i groan and he laughs , giving in and pulling me even closer kissing the top of my head.

''I can cuddle for a little more , i guess.''

''Good'' i say and nuzzle my head into his chest and feel the warmth of his breath on the top of my head.

His arm tightens around me and it makes me feel like he never wants to let go. I look up at him and smile.

''You know that feeling you get when you know you're exactly where you're supposed to be?'' Caum asks.

''Huh?''

''Like everythings perfectly in place?''

''Like now right?' i ask

''Yeah.'' he smiles , i lean up to place my lips against his. The kiss is gentle and slow , we pull apart both smiling. I rest my head back on his chest. His heart a drum under my ears , fast but steady.

''Im going to miss you ,'' i say to Calum , nuzzling my face into his neck.

''I love you more.'' he says and i laugh a little ,

''I mean i'll miss you too of course i just thought you were uh ... going to say you love me and i was ju-''

''Calum , shut up'' i laughed and i place my lips on his.

****

We were having to leave in a minute so i had a quick shower and changed into a short sleeved daisy print jersey dress. I slipped on some black pumps and grabbed my bag and Calum's beanie placing it on my head and making my way into the living room.

''Car should be here in a bit'' Calum spoke , looking up from the tv. He was sat on the sofa snuggled up with Promise on his lap stroking him.

''Hey thats my hat'' Calum pouted

''Mine now.'' i smiled and plopped myself down next to him.

''Rebecca.''

''Mm?''

''I heard you being sick this morning.'' he said , i let out a sigh.

This morning at about 3am i woke up and was sick. I woke up because Promise was yelping in his sleep so i went to check on him then i felt sick and went to the bathroom and threw up. I swear to god Calum was fast asleep and i wasn't even that loud.

''Oh. I'm fine.''

''No Rebecca you're not.'' shit what if he's found out what if he's realized...

''You need to see a doctor , because i'm worried about you.''

''I'm fine Cal.''

''I really don't wanna leave you alone if your feeling bad.''

''Cal-''

''I can book a later flight , just so i can look after yo-''

''Calum!! It's fine relax.'' If he wants to suspend his flight because im 'ill'' god knows what he would do if he found out i was pregnant ... probably cancel the whole tour or refuse to go. Rebecca!! You can't hide this from him forever he has to find out. My mind screams ...

''Cal-..'' a knock at the door interrupts me

''-lum.'' i finish , Calum stands up and walks over to the door opening it and closing it.

''The drivers here we gotta go.''

''Okay.'' i say silently and get up , i place Promise in his bed and close the gate around him. I take Calum's hand and walk out to the car with him. We both get in the back and Calum turns to me ,

''What did you want back at the house?''

''Don't worry , don't matter now.'' i smile

''You sure?''

''Yeah.'' i nod and look out of the window biting my lip.

****

As we arrive at the airport the paparazzi is going crazy , Calums arm is securely around my waist as we walk in with our heads down. The security doing there best to control the mob of paparazzi surrounding the building. We head off to the gate that Calum has to go through and meet up with the others.

Ashton's standing there hugging and holding Sasha in his arms. She's crying her eyes out hugging him close her head on his chest.

Luke's taking pictures with some of the fans and Emily's making some of them laugh at her stories about Luke.

Michael and Sophia is the most heartbreaking , Michael's holding his daughter Kimberly who had her tiny arms around his neck and Sophia was holding Daniel in her arms as they all pulled in for a group hug , you could see the tears fall from Michael's eyes as he was witnessing his little girl fall apart because she was going to be away from her dad for a long time.

I let out a deep sigh and walked over to everyone , i turned to Calum and smiled wrapping my arms around his neck. He rested his head on my shoulder and let out a deep breath which turned into a sigh.

A group of hormonal teenage fans make a run for all of us it seems that they've all found out what gate the boys are leaving out. I'm caught in a huge mob of screaming girls and i'm starting to feel dizzy and breathless. I gotta get out of here...I turn to Calum and mouth ' i gotta get out' and he nods walking away so the crowd will follow him making it easier for me to move away from the crowd. I walk for a bit and sit down at one of the chairs.

*****

Once the boys have socialized with the fans a bit they ask for some private time to say goodbye's to us , the friends and family. The fans are very loyal and step back allowing us to say our goodbyes.

We walk a bit closer to the departure gate until im told that i cannot go further. Calum tries to persuade the women informing us on this , but she wont budge. The other boys do the same but she clearly takes her job wayyyyy to seriously.

''I...''

''Call me when you land,'' i say in his ear

''I'll call you every chance i get , i promise.''

''I love you,'' i tell him and he tightens his hold on me.

''I love you too.'' I'm a wreck , tears are falling down my face like a waterfall and i can't seem to stop , Calum pulls back a little and wipes his thumbs under my eyes , i close them as he catches the falling tears.

''Shh... don't cry'' he says rubbing my back and pulling me into him.

''I'll be back before you know it.''

''Yeah , you will' i breathe out

''I love you , be careful and call me if you need anything. Okay?'' he cups my face with his hands

''You too... okay.'' i say he kisses me and it feels great , knowing that i wouldn't be kissing him for awhile.

Calum pulled away by his manager and moving him along. Just in time because a swarm of fans were coming ahead to get last glimpses of the boys.

As i'm walking the opposite way to the fans its hard to get out and then i realize... i haven't told Calum. My hearts beating fast as i turn around and physically push through the swarm of fans and push past security.

''CALUM WAIT!!'' i scream , Calum turns back and his eyes snap to mine and he runs over pushing the security guards off of me.

''Mam you are not allow-''

''Wait..''

''Mam please do no-''

''PLEASE 2 Minutes!!'' i beg

''You have two minutes make it fast.'' she sighs and walks back over to checking people in.

'''What is it?'' Calum asks , ... its now or never.

''Calum what i've been trying to tell you for weeks now is tha-''

''CALUM COME ON THE FLIGHT IS ABOUT TO LEAVE'' Luke yells

''Hold on.'' Calum mumbles , knowing Luke can't hear him he ignores him.

''Yeah...''

''Well what i needed to tell you was that...''

''CALUM!!!'' Liz yells , security comes over to Calum and Calum raises his hand.

''One second.''

''Mr Hood we need to go now'' the security guard speaks.

''What is it Rebecca?'' he asked worried

''Nothing... it doesn't matter'' i chuckle

''You sure... 100% because i need to go now.'' he is honestly getting dragged away by security gaurds.

''Its fine ... i'll tell you another time, i love you''

''TELL ME WHEN I LAND...'' Calum yells. Well there goes another chance. No run run run tell him.

''CALUM !!! '' i quickly grab the sleeve of his jacket he looks back

''I can't ... Becky i have to go'' he says as people start barging past him to get on the plane , i see airport security running towards us its now or never.

''I'm pregnant!'' i say , Calum's face drops he is staring at me watching as i shake the security gaurds off and am escorted out of the area im not meant to be in. Calum's still standing in his place looking like he's seen a ghost. CRAP CRAP CRAP!!

*****

'''Hi babe , just landed really jet lagged :-(. Sorry can't call you right now i'll call you tomorrow.

Love you xx Cal'

That was the text i got from Calum the following night... so he doesn't want to talk to me.

Wow. I've arranged a doctors appointment for tomorrow at 12 and im very anxious since Sophia know's i've asked her to come with me and she happily obliged... she says Calum will come around its just alot to take in i guess.

I changed into sweats and a baggy top and climbed in the bed , the room seemed much more bigger , quieter and colder then before. Promise is laid out on Calum's pillow keeping me company and i finally take time to realize how big this apartment actually is... its terrifying really. I take out my phone and reply back to Calum.

''Hi we need to talk. Love you too ps: The room is cold without you xo.''

Seconds later he replys back

''I know we have alot to talk about, goodnight Miss you :s xx - Cal''

'' Speak to you tomorrow , Night xx''

''Sweet dreams xx <3 - Cal''

I plug my phone into the charger and leave it on the nightstand , pulling the covers up to my chin and closing my eyes to the sound of the clock ticking.

*****

''Mrs Hood, the tests show you are 100% pregnant. Congratulations'' Dr Owen says , my eye's widen and my heart drops. In a way i knew i was pregnant it was obvious i had all the symptoms and all the tests said i was. But i guess a part of me was still grasping onto the hope of this all being a misunderstanding . Sophia gives my hand a tight squeeze and gives me a sympathetic smile.

''What are my options for if i don't want the baby.'' i speak quietly

''Well , we have two options , either aborting the baby in the womb or you could have the baby and put it up for adoption. But its entirely your choice Mrs Hood if you feel like youre not ready which i see no signs that you are not then choose whats best. But i'm sure you and Mr Hood would make wonderful parents. But whatever you choose make sure its both of your decisions and make sure its what you both want, not what you think you both want.'' she explains , i nod and stand up taking my bag.

''Your first scan will be in a few weeks... that's if your wanting it. If no-''

''Yeah. Yeah i want the scan. I'm keeping this baby. Just wanted to know my options'' i say

''Alright , just fill out some forms at reception and we'll see you in a few weeks.'' she smiles , i nod and stand up walking out the room.

''You're gonna keep it then!'' Sophia asks

''Yeah. I'm not going to kill it nor am i letting somebody else take him/her and regret it years later''

''So you're going to tell Calum.''

''Yeah. Tonight.''

''Youre going to come to Sasha's tonight? We're all going to sleep over and have a night together.''

''Sounds good.'' i nod and head out of the Hospital dodging the paparazzi and getting in the car.

******

A/N

Chapter 7. Done

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