chapter 25
UNKNOWINGLY MIND BOGGLER
Neha's POVPast" what I am in now is well satisfied to me I don't need any freedom or anything from you, what you said "I need you without any relationship" I hate you for these words I really hate you to the hell. Don't show your face to me again bye.. ....." I took my handbag and luggages from the car and hired a Cab without seeing anyone's face, Stephen tried to Stop me yet I became deaf by Akhil's words. PresentCab halted in front of my home, I handover the fare to driver and before got off i wept my tear and made my face as causual. I rang up the calling bell of my home within few seconds, door was opened by my Appa yet his face didn't have any happiness for my arrival, without any welcoming word he got inside the home ' what happened to Appa why he is looking pale and not speak to me'. With this thought , I got inside the home with luggage and placed the bag on the table then near to Appa ,while i hugged him, he slumped on sofa. " What happened to you Appa, you don't utter a word and your face is faded...." I questioned him yet he freed from my hug. His face didn't show up any emotion. "Nothing da, your dinner is on the table, eat it, good night....." Before he finished the sentence he strode towards his room without bothering about my answer he shut the door. It just not weird yet beyond that while i glanced Appa's behaviour. I was exhausted by this whole wrath day while I skipped the dinner and getting upstairs to my room. My room was peculiar space for me who participate silently in my sadness and gladness. I rolled on the bed without a wink of sleep 'how the day started with happily I bought gift for him to convey my love but unfortunately it end with tragedy ' while it clearly picturized what was Akhil's thought about me. Really his words gave enormous angry and worries to me, just for physical need he approached me to be in living- together yet for his fame and handsomeness many girls would fall for him while he had choosen me then cursed my frist baby Love. His words were encircled my mind and ear, it was heavier my heart, I tried to suppress my pain yet It couldn't happen as well as my sleep couldn't hug even in early dawn after that I was slowly drifted into sleep.Sheela Aunty voice heard yet I couldn't open my burning eye's while after some struggle I opened my eyes which gave blurred vision, "why you make me awake up Sheela Aunty....." I questioned her by rubbing my eyes for getting clear vision. " Bhai! Said you to come down Neha Papu......" I glimpsed the clock which showed 10 o'clock. " OMG! I slept for long time, I will come soon, inform this to Appa, Aunty...." I got up from the bed and done my morning Chorus while wrapped shawl around my shoulder. I titled towards downstairs to meet Appa, He was in formal custome, sat alongwith kishore uncle on the couch and some luggage were packed in traveling bags ' I think he is going to somewhere, yet his attitude shows same emotion like yesterday ' " Welcome uncle, Good Morning Appa...." Eventhough I washed my face it couldn't hide my reddish eyes, swollen cheeks and pale face, Appa sketched my face clearly and questioned me, " What happened to you ? You didn't sleep well ......" He uttered by true affection. " Nope Appa, I am fine it's just a travelling tiredness. Where are you going, your things were packed....." Suddenly he rolled his eyes in exasperated expression.'why Appa stared me',I perplexed by his vision, " I am going to Kerala alongwith Kishore to see Aadhi who had surgery on his head ...." I was flabbergasted by words, " Appa..."i searched for words before that " I know everything Neha whatever you hid from me, Now you think that how do I revealed everything, yesterday I went to our garment there kamini and karan discussed about Aadhi I was Overheard everything, Neha, you and your Sister affected by crisis how would you try to solve by yourself. What you are thinking about me, I know i have problems in my heart but not a heartless human....." I startled by his worrying face. " Appa sorry, please forgive me, you're our precious person Appa hence we hide everything for your wellwish ....." I kneeled down in front of him and took his hand by myself. " I don't need sorry from you Neha it just my worry, eventhough I am alive my kids are facing their problems without my concern....." Appa stood me up then I sat beside him while he embraced me slightly. "Take care here Neha, I will go to Kerala for Ragavi's help and you no need to worry about my health after I consulted with doctor I am getting ready ....." Appa and Kishore uncle took their luggage, they booked tickets in flight instead of booking in train for saving time.After send them I fell on the couch without having mood to work. ' I have great lovable father, Eventhough he is sick he is not allowing his children to suffer, Indian culture and Indian parents are also responsible for their young ones while after they obtain 18 they wouldn't leave them alone,always along with them as well-wishers yet some jerks doesn't know it's value, They should like Donkey doesn't my camphor smell cases it's 100 % worked in Akhil. Being an indian how he didn't believe in marriage and Love. My mind smiled at contemptuous manner about my thinking, I didn't want to think about him yet I couldn't do it for a fraction of seconds, I am in love with him truly while my trance was broken by calling bell sound , Sheela Aunty opened the door. I stood up to recline my position for sat, I heard a familiar voice , I tilted my head towards corridor it's Stephen bhaiya, " welcome Bhai...." I welcomed and gestured him to sit on opposite place of mine. "How are you Neha ?..." He questioned me, "fine bhai..."I invited him for a coffee but he refused it then he forwarded me a parcel by his Boss name, " It's New phone Neha and this your broken phone ...." He handed overme, meanwhile I checked the pricetag of new one and asked Sheela Aunty to take some amount in my cupboard.Stephen bhaiya refused took the money yet it placed the money in this hand. After he went away I opened the new one and log in my email id while syn the phone it's showed his face which I saved in gallery, automatically I felt for his mischievous smile and deep brown orb. His eyes were so captivating, liked a magnet it's pulling me closer, "OMG, Akhil is my intoxication, I hate him yet I love him forever...." Tears rolled on my cheeks.I still rememberbecoming intoxicated from simply breathing you in                       - Chelsea CarrollKeep smile ðð ð keep reading ððð