Part 11
The Four
Tone
I've haven't felt like this since the first time I laid eyes on Tonya. I loved Tonya with everything in me. I knew she was destined to be my wife and the mother of my children. If she just would've trusted me, we would still be together. When Leah first came up to me, I had to keep myself from laughing in her face. I would've never risked losing Tonya over another woman, especially not Leah. Everybody know what type of female Leah is. Ran through to say the least. Word got around that she wanted me. I thought it was hilarious, until her brother called me. I owed him a couple of thousand, and he said if I gave Leah some attention it would be taken care of. Just a little attention? To cover my debt? Sign me up! He told me to meet her at some bar and gave me 2 thousand to spend on her. I never even heard of the bar. It was bougie and nice. Me and Tonya was living paycheck to paycheck at the time, so it was nice to live carefree and spend money wildly for one night. I got too drunk and fell asleep at her spot. That's all I did......FALL ASLEEP. When Tonya found out, she tried to kill me. Wouldn't talk to me, wouldn't look at me, she was acting like she hated me. She was nine months pregnant with our baby girl, so I tried my best to keep her calm and happy. Nothing worked. She finally took me back after our daughter was born, but I was still giving Leah attention FOR THE MONEY. I knew she would be mad if she found out but in my head...... she didn't have no money and I didn't have no money, so WE needed Leah! Everything was going good until Tonya got pregnant again. Leah was perfectly fine being the side chick as long as I kept promising her that I would leave Tonya eventually. She would stop believing my lies if she found out that Tonya was pregnant again, so yea I tried to convince Tonya to get an abortion. It was the only thing that made sense at the time. We weren't living paycheck to paycheck anymore, we moved into a bigger apartment, and life was good. I thought of having Leah on the side as a good paying, part-time job. When Tonya wouldn't get the abortion, I didn't know what to do. With another baby on the way, we needed the money more than ever. I could never break up with Tonya, so I forced her to breakup with me. I came home one day without any underwear smelling like the gold bar dial soap. See, Tonya only bought dove soap for our spot. When she saw that I was missing my underwear, she asked to smell my d*ck. When he caught the sent of that dial, my ass was grass. Leah's brother offered me 200k to marry his hoe ass little sister. Guess what I did? Married her and now Tonya and my kids don't have to worry about anything financially.
I know it's wrong, but I was so happy when that nigga caught pneumonia and died. I just knew I could finally explained what really happened and Tonya would take me back, but I found out that she's dating Charles. If she thought I was trifling, wait until she finds out the truth about him. I thought I would be stuck with Leah forever, until Char came along. This girl is different. She got her head on straight, and she doing big things with her life. She wants to be a surgeon. I could get used to saying "Yea, my girl a surgeon." I know she only came on to me because she was mad at Leah and Tonya, but I don't care. I'm taking this opportunity to make her fall in love with me. I thought Tonya was my soulmate, but I'm 99.9% sure that Char is the one for me.