Dear Naomi,
Iâm your new friend.
Or at least, I hope to be.
Teachers in school told me itâs a good idea to have a pen pal to help improve my English. So I thought, why not learn from someone whoâs living in the States, huh?
You must be wondering, why you? Good question.
I observed you once. Donât ask me where, because I want to keep that a secret.
But back then, I noticed two things about you.
One, you have a beautiful smile that reminds me of peach blossoms and falling snow. Donât make me choose between the two, because I dig both. So imagine my surprise when I found both of those traits in something as simple as your smile.
Two, youâre so real that if anyone attempted to get inside you, theyâd probably drown from how deep you are.
I volunteer to take a tour, though. If youâll let me.
Did that come off too strong? Forgive me. I tend to do that with people Iâm eager to learn about. And there arenât a lot, for your information.
You must be wondering, how the hell does this freak know my address? Which is another good question, but Iâd rather not answer that right now.
Not because Iâm a stalker, though you probably think I am at this point, but because Iâm not even sure youâll see this, let alone reply.
Before I move on to the boring chore of introducing myself, let me tell you what compelled me to write this letter.
And yes, I know I mentioned the teachers, but we both know thatâs an excuse to get your attention, a lame one at that.
My real reason is: I want to get to know you.
The girl behind the rare smiles and the âfuck the worldâ attitude. The girl who wears her black hair short and her lips pink. The girl whose headphones seem to be her only friend (what do you listen to, by the way?).
That might give me a few points on the creep meter, but I wanted to be honest with you. No secrets and no lies.
I promise Iâm not a dickânot for long, anyway. And Iâm not some sort of an otaku as youâre probably thinking right now. If you donât know, otaku is a geek in English, or so I was told.
Now that all of that is out of the way, allow me to do the introductions.
*clears throat*
Iâm Akira and I was born in Japan. Tokyo, to be exact.
In Kanji, Akira is written with the characters for âsunâ and âmoon,â so Iâm sort of like the whole package, having both sunlight and moonlight. Am I a catch or what?
Iâm a senior in high school, so weâre similar in age and you donât have to worry about old geezers. Unless thatâs your thing. Iâm not judging.
So now, the million-dollar question: Can you be my friend, Naomi?
Awkward silence.
More awkward silence.
Did that sound pathetic? Desperate?
Probably. At any rate, interpret it in your own way and let me know your reply.
If you donât want to, simply donât send back anything. Iâll move on after a week or so.
But if you do reply, Iâll probably do a yearâs worth of victory dances.
Just donât get any ideas about what this is. I can only be your friend, Naomi.
If you go and fall in love with me, Iâll have no choice but to disappear.
And thatâs just sad.
And unnecessary.
Impatiently waiting,
Akira