I remain still as I watch Naomiâs retreating back.
Her movements are stiff at best, her legs carrying her with a force that rattles her bag and makes her short dark hair swish in the air.
She dressed differently today. Her pink dress stopping at the middle of her thighs in a girly kind of way. While I hate the idea of anyone looking at her like that, I canât help being sucked into the view.
Even as the droplets of water slide down my chin and collarbone. Even as laughter and mockery echo in the space.
My first instinct is to run after her, catch her and kiss her. Maybe fuck her.
It doesnât matter what I do as long as Iâm near her, breathing in her peachy scent and having her by my side where she fucking belongs.
But I canât leave when the whole campusâs attention is veered in the wrong direction. Itâll keep escalating from now on and Iâm possibly the only one who can fix it.
It took fucking it up for me to step up.
So while everything in me is itching to follow after Naomi and grab her by the throat, I canât.
The door rattles from its hinges as she slams it shut on her way out. The murmurs and jabs echo louder in the air, mixing and heightening until her name is on every fucking tongue.
My teammates are laughing like whores without clients. The cheerleaders are whispering and giggling. Briannaâs mouth is open in a shit-eating grin that I want to jam Joshâs nonexistent balls inside of.
Reina massages her temples while Lucy and Prescott have some sort of a mojo silent communication thing going on between them as they stare at each other from across the table.
Naomiâs friend, or ex-best friend, judging from the way her cheeks are streaked with tears, stands up. Probably to follow Naomi.
âSit down, Lucy,â Brianna orders with a venomous tone. âOr else youâre out of the inner circle.â
âI donât care about that.â Lucyâs chin trembles as she turns around.
I wipe my face with the palm of my hand and let the bottle of juice drop in my backpack. âSit down.â
âI need to make sure sheâs okay.â Lucy sniffles.
âYou shouldâve thought of that before the whole show took place. You might not have been present when the bet was on, but you suspected it, yet you chose to turn a blind eye because of your position and your privileges. So donât pretend youâre all worried now that the deed is done. Shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down.â
Fresh tears flood Lucyâs cheeks as she drops to her seat with a whimper. She sniffles in that involuntary way people do when theyâre flooded with emotions. Or thatâs what Nate told me once as we watched a boring movie with great acting.
Prescott jumps up and stands by her side, then places a hand on her shoulder. A red hue covers his cheeks as he glares at me. âWhy the fuck are you taking out your anger on her? Itâs not Lucyâs fault that you accepted the bet and Naomi finally found out your intentions toward her.â
âMy intentions toward her?â I repeat with mock laughter. âYou couldnât begin to figure out my intentions toward her even if you and the whole campus spent sleepless nights trying.â
âWhat the hell?â Briannaâs brow furrows. âIt was just a bet and itâs over. The bitch finally learned her place.â
My gaze falls on her and she stiffens. I donât even glare. People spend energy to express their anger because itâs foreign to their nature.
Not me.
All I have to do is drop the mask and let my true self shine through. I stare and allow the rage Iâve been stifling since I was six years old to pour out in somber doses.
Even my voice has the lethal, calm edge I often alter so that I donât appear to be a psycho. âCall her that again and Iâll make sure you learn your fucking place, Brianna.â
âBut sheâs right. It was just a bet.â Josh comes to her rescue like the little bitch he is.
âWhether itâs a bet or a game, itâs none of your or anyone elseâs business. If I catch anyone, and I mean anyone, trashing her or bullying her, Iâll fuck them up until they wish for death. And I donât mean physically. Iâll find the fault in their existence and screw their lives over with it so theyâll never be able to be functioning pieces of shits again.â
All the murmuring, laughter, and jabs come to a halt, and for good reason.
Iâm not the type who makes idle threats.
Or any threats at all, really.
Being raised in the heart of power didnât teach me to abuse it or to make use of it whenever necessary.
On the contrary, it made me more aware of my resources. Having that type of influence at the tip of my fingers is a guarantee, but not if exercised poorly.
I only make threats when absolutely necessary. To protect myself, for instance.
And her.
Because at some point, Naomi has become an undivided part of my being and Iâd use all the power I have to make sure she stays safe.
And happy.
And fucking mine.
âRelax, dude.â Owen laughs, trying to lighten the mood. âNo one will bully her.â
âOr make any bets about her again.â I meet Reinaâs blue gaze.
Sheâs stopped drawing circles on her temple and is watching me with a slight smile. It almost appearsâ¦victorious.
What the fuck is she celebrating when Naomi is already out of reach?
âI mean it, Reina,â I say. âFuck with me and Iâll fuck with you.â
âYou canât fuck with me, Bastian.â
âAsher is coming home this weekend, so I very much can. Youâre well aware of how he loves making your life hell, so donât put me in the fucking mood to instigate it.â
Her smile drops and she sucks in a breath. Itâs not as noticeable as Breeâs huffing or Lucyâs sniffling or Prescottâs hushed soothing words, but itâs there.
Naked for my eye.
Our own queen bee has a weakness and Iâll use it to make sure she leaves Naomi in peace.
Because this might have started with a bet, but it was never the beginning of us.
And it sure as fuck isnât going to be the end.
We have a bond now. A sacred connection that people spend their entire lives searching for.
We found it together.
I found her.
Someone who accepts me just the way I am without trying to fix me or any of that bullshit.
In fact, she gets off on my real nature as much as I get off on hers.
And thereâs no way in fuck Iâm letting her slip from between my fingers now thatâs sheâs finally close.
If I have to chase her, so be it.
Iâll run after her until she realizes there was no escaping me in the first place.
Because thereâs one thing my toy doesnât realize yet. Or maybe itâs buried too deep for her to recognize it.
Sheâs mine.
Body and fucking soul.
And it all started the day she got off on having me chase her in the woods.
Or maybe it started the first time I saw her three years ago when she smiled while she was crying.