chapter 16

⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩𝗕𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 , 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 , 𝗮 𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗹𝗹. 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘄 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲. 𝗗𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗲𝗳𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 , 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁!? 𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗹.. 𝗜𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗲 , 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝘂𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆... 𝗢𝗳𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲 you can.... 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂  𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱. 𝗛𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴♡⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧Feelings...??? 🔹🔹🔹Varad's POVGod!!! Did she really took that thing seriously!? I never knew.. this cute little Kittie of my was so furious!? I really felt bad after she left. I never saw since that day. Okay baby , I was wrong.. but why so serious!??Baby!? Like is she your baby varad!?? Yes she is!! What it has to do with you!!??♥️ Well , I am your heart.. and it beats faster than rajdhani express whenever she's around 🤣 and I seriously get tired bruh!? 🧠 And I am your mind!!!! You think of nothing but always her. Spruha Spruha Spruha , is the only word I remember!! Fuck!!!! How stupid of me!!? 🤦🏻‍♀️Ohh god!! Spruha! You're death of me🤦🏻‍♀️I didn't saw her after that incident. If she's really sad I couldn't see her like this. When I get to see her.. I am going to apologise to her._________It was one month since that day. Today was the last day for exams... So surely shell be free. I need to talk with her. I came out from my classroom and was on my way to the 1st floor to meet Shantanu. Yes , she was in my classroom but not me😒I saw her coming out and she seemed quiet happy! Her beautiful smile made my day!! I was observing her keenly. She was so engrossed in her thoughts that she bumped into me. My strong arms as always took her in my arms (✿ ♡‿♡) we were looking into eachother's eyes.. What a beautiful view! Suddenly she moved out of my embrace and we both stood straight. She was shy after whatever little gestures took place a few moments ago between us.. "Hey" I said.. to start a conversation."Sorry" she said , adjusting her dress and looking around. God , did I made her nervous!? "Hi" I said again. I was wondering those charcoal grey eyes of hers... "Umm.. hello!" Finally she spoke. "Umm... How... How was your paper?" God!!! Stop stuttering Varad!!! "Good..good very good!" She said. Aww my baby (灬º‿º灬)♡She seems happy... C'mon varad speak now."Umm.. can we talk!?" I asked only to see her shocked expression."Whattt" she literally shouted. Oh god! I just asked for a talk!? "Umm.. actually.." would it be fine to talk now!? "Yah!??" She said with an expected look."That day you went...." Words weren't coming out of my throat. God!! Why it's so difficult!? We are not even a thing , but I didn't want to upset her..There was utter silence for whole 3 seconds. The deadliest seconds of my life ╮(╯_╰)╭"Were you really angry!?" I asked her."Yess" she said with her saddened face.My heart ached after hearing this. (╥﹏╥)But I didn't want her to go so I kept defending me."Ohh , look I am really sorry. It's you... Actually it's not what you expected.." I said. "Whattt" she retorted. What whhattt!? Oh shit.. not what you expected.. think before you speak varad!? (ب_ب)No no. Shit she's leaving. "Spruha" I called her name matching her pace and held her wrist. So soft... Shut up for god's sake. And concentrate."I am sorry. If you didn't liked I won't do that. Okay!?" I said in one breath looking into her eyes.I could see her melting under my gaze. Her cheeks were turning a shade of pink and that frown was curving into a smile! ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡I still didn't left her eyes and we kept staring... Untill to hear a voice which pierced my heart ಥ_ಥ"Hey babes" came the voice and we both turned to the voice owner. Shivam pagal ʕಠ_ಠʔI looked at Spruha and she was already looking at me. There was guilt in her look. Shivam ke bacche , abhi hi aana tha tuzhe!? ಠಿ_ಠ[ Shivam , idiot.. was there a need to come now!? ] She was struggling to loose her grip from my hand. I won't let her go. Instead , I tightened the grip. She again looked at me and I nodded a 'No' Why this idiot has come when we were talking!? ಠ_ಠAndha hai saala!? ರ_ರ[ Is he blind , idiot ] And how dare he call my Spruha as 'babes' how dare he!??? BLOODY IDIOT , STUPID I want to beat him hard 😡I was so angry!!!!!! It were only her pleasing gazes which were keeping me sane infront of her. I looked at her for the last time before leaving. I went away from her without uttering a word. I was hurt. No.. you were jealous! Mocked my heart (눈‸눈)Haha , jealous me.. HELL YESSSS!!!!  I was freaking my mind out after seeing that Shivam Pivam saying such cheesy-endearments to my Spruha! How dare he!?? I moved away from their sight. I don't know what came upto me , I was driving fast... My mind was still holding that thoughts. Stop!!! You're just out of your mind. Calm down and drive safely. If you're driving with such speed , I pray for Spruha to see you fit and fine the next time!? My subconscious mind mocked me. Elsewhere , my heart would have defeated me versus him... But this time it was right. And I need to calm down. ..I was furious. I didn't want to hurt anyone. I straight went to my room for a shower. My anger slowed , as I closed my eyes and beautiful sight of my angel came in my view 😍 You and I just have 'that' connection ♥️And...I would to give it a name.. for your story.I don't care even if this is the so-called-infatuation , all I know is I have feelings for her and that she is mine... Only mine. She is the one I always think of first in the morning. It's her beautiful smile that's melts me inside..It's her presence , which makes me have what people call it like having-butterflies-in-your-stomach...She is the one for whom my heart's beat super fast when she's near me....It's her.....It's always been her! Because when I met her eyes for the first time I knew there was forever in those beautiful doe eyes of hers! ⏯️⏯️⏯️