Chapter 30: chapter 30

Kissing away insecurities...!!🔹🔹🔹Spruha's POVI left him with a heavy heart and disappeared from his sight. I wanted to move ahead in this relationship with him , but not this way! I understand , there are such small problems in the relationships. But never knew , it would make us both this toxic! I would go with this...Varad , is being obsessed! Too way out! This will harm him as well as me. I am his. Always and forever! And I know , this seperation hurts , but all I now need is the space! From him. And from everything. And just , want to be me. I want some peace. No wonder how much I tried , yesternight I forced myself to sleep. I cried all to swip my pain away. There's nothing like that! You both need to talk! Conversation is the best way to get out of all insecurities and fear! Talk with him , tell him how much you love him and how much he matters you!! Distance will only take you more apart!! I heard a voice from within me. But my mind was too unstable to focus on it. I couldn't concentrate in lectures. After that day , I didn't see him. Nor anyone talked about that. Prisha once came but I denied saying her anything. I want to see him. You cannot ignore me like this , varad!! This hurts... Says , the one who hurt him! My subconscious mocked me 🙄How can he do this??? He is already done with me??? Will he leave me alone???There won't be us anymore??? 😢"Hey Spruha!!!" "Spruha..!??" "SPRUHA..!!!!!??????" I heard my name aloud. "Huh!?" I looked at prisha , who looked worried for me. I know I was avoiding her but.... "Spruha , listen. I know something's wrong with you and Varad. I don't mind , if you don't want to talk about it... But , please don't ignore eachother! I know how bad it is!! It hurts! Whatever it is , you both talk over it. Communicate with eachother , and solve your problems. Don't hesitate in anything. Tell him what worry's you , let him tell you... Think about it. I know you can't stay without talking with him. Even he. I saw in his eyes!!! Even today , when we were in the lab...he saw us. In the whole lab filled with students , his eyes searched you.. He's hurt! I know something have happened and he's guilty for his actions. Don't pull it much! This anger and ego is keeping you away!! He loves you so damn much , Spruha!!!!!! You get me , right?? Now talk if he asks you!? Okay...??" She said all... And I nodded. I agreed to this. Maybe I over reacted when he actually wanted to talk about us. He was coming towards me..!! He looked pale. Did he cried?? Oh my god! 😢 I can't see him like this!? Can I just , hug him..?? I kept looking at him , in mere fraction of seconds , he was infront of me. Our eyes met. He gave me a chit and went. Excuse me..??? Did he just ignore me like again...?? 🤨"Arrgghh , stupid!" I muttered under my breath and read the chit. Meet me at gate no.4 after classes. Pleaseee! Did he just.... Demanded me??🤨 Ohh!!! But the pleaseee  with extra e's melted my heart! ...Varad's POVI hate myself!!!!!! Why did I did this????? I know I hurt her!! But I never did it intentionally. 😢I know I over reacted. But I was so angry!!!! I did wrong. I shouldn't have touched her like this.... I know she's not wrong... It's just my insecurities...!!! And this Shivam just puts more fire into it. Shivam!!!!! This all is because of him!!!! Duffer!!! I could see all but her crying! Never...!!!!! I cursed myself , for doing so. But my anger and ego kept me away. I thought over it. I couldn't stay without talking with her like this.... Not with so much guilt and too many doubts. Shantanu knew something was off between us. The outburst that day , was too much. I told him everything , when he said we need to talk. And clear our misunderstandings! Correct! We need to talk! The whole night , I kept thinking about how to make her talk??? I know she's so stubborn! And she looks more cute in it! Jokes apart! Okay... So , yes! I called Shantanu at 2 in the night and asked him. For which he cursed me but later gave me an idea!!! ...I wrote whatever came to my mind and folded the small piece of paper. I walked towards her. Ohhh!!! I so want to embrace her tight in my arms... And leave her never! I handed the chit to her looking into her eyes... I wanted to kiss those pink lips of hers... No!! Varad! Not now! First talk... I backed off and moved. I heard her cursing something and a smile crept my lips. Can't wait... To finally see her!! ...I stood out my car waiting for her. I know today Dubey sir was absent and so spruha's last lecture won't happen! I am just waiting for her to come soon... Soon , I saw her taking steps and coming towards me. No one talked only our eyes..! "What is it?" She asked."Umm... We...we need to talk!" You could have been more awkward 🙄"Huh!!?? Is there any?" She said. "A lot!" I whispered moving closer to her ears... Ohh!!! Her vanilla perfume!! Haye Haye!! And that fruity smell of her hairs!!! I missed it so much! ❤️She shuddered at my proximity! I like the way , I affect her..!!! "Whatever!" "Pleaseeeee" I said and she finally sat in the car. It were 5 minutes and she was glancing at me every now and then."I didn't kidnapped you 🤣!" I said. I saw her making her faces! Oh she looks so adorable! My baby...!!! "We are heading to a place , which is my favourite. And I always visit here , whenever I am hurt or sad." I finally said to her.. She seemed worried , when she couldn't see any cars or trucks and people's anymore. We were in the outskirts of the city. "We are here!" I said and we moved out of the car. She was in awe! when she saw the view infront of her. "This is Vasundhara. The tree house my grandpa named after my grandma. This was their secret place to visit! Which daadu told only to me! After daadi died , he always came here to have memories of her..!" I said to her and she smiled. I took her inside. It was a small home , with one room. Once in a while , I always made a visit here! ..."So...." I said as we settled on the sofa while she kept admiring the view. "Huh??" "We need to talk!" I said. And she hummed in response. "Spruha.... I am sorry for whatever happened that day. I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have... Touched you like that..." "I know. Even I was wrong. We both should have asked eachother. We kept assuming things and---" she was saying aand there were tears in our eyes... "It was nothing like what you think about it varad! Shivam is like a brother to me. He didn't misbehaved with me. It was actually... We were having fun. I don't know when you came and---" she is crying. "Spruha! It's okay. Please don't cry. I can't see you like this." I said and wiped her tears. "You know.... Shivam came yesterday to me. He apologized for whatever happened. Everyone knows something has happened between us. He said sorry. He's blaming him for this..." She said and I felt guilty! "I swear varad! I didn't do anything intentionally 😭" she cried. I took her in my arms and stroked her hairs. I kissed them gently. "It's okay , baby" "Who is this Sonu??" She asked as she wiped her face. "😂😂😂" I couldn't stop laughing. "Huh!? Don't laugh varad. You don't wonna tell , fine. I am leaving!" She said and got up. "Areeee Sunogi!!! " and I held her wrist , loosing her balance she fell on me and her soft hands landed on my chest , that was screaming her name!!! She tried to get up but I held her waist and bought her closer. Latter what is did , was surprising. She didn't denied our proximity and adjusted herself in my arms. Her head was on my chest , listening to my heartbeats. "Sonu is like a sister to me. She is my mom's friend Nalu aunty's daughter , studying in the same college as us. She has participated in the football match for the juniors. When , she came to know that I was there , she came to me. At that time , we already had a quarrel and I was disturbed. So I went there and tried to distract my mind. Then she came. Sonu's real name is Sonali , we call her Sonu with love. She's like a baby sister to me just like my Dimple." I said and she looked at me questioning. "Dimple???" "Dimple , my sister" I said and she grinned. "I was not knowing , you were standing there. I was just teaching her. I am sorry , you misunderstood things." I told her. She was in the same position as before and just hummed. "Spruha! Please say something!" "It's alright. Thank god , our misunderstandings are clear now. We should have talked about this before. We both were angry! And didn't talk" She said. "Hmm.... I missed you! I just didn't wanted to hurt you. That's why I never came to see you. It's been days , since I heard your sweet voice" I said and blushed. "I missed you so much 😘" I said caressing her cheeks. "Chal jhoote.🤭" And she tried moving. "Ahh!! Then let me show you!!" I said smirking and looked in her eyes. She kept saying No. She kept looking deep in my orbs.... I moved her with me , and hovered upon her , making her fall on the sofa. Her breath hitched and she shuddered at my touch. I smirked , seeing my little kitten. Her eyes popped open when I closed the further distance between us. "I love you" saying I sealed my words with a liplocking kiss. My lips met hers and it was bliss. I didn't let her reciprocate and kept smooching the petal like lips which I missed so much!!!! I nibbled her lower lip making her shiver and moan in ecstasy. Her hands circled my neck and I let her kiss me. I loved the way we were. Happy to know , that she urged me with the same need like I needed her.... I made sensual moves on her waist making her arch her back. We kept kissing eachother... It was a kiss , full of love , promises and much more.... I kissed her assuring I will be with her forever and kissed away all our insecurities...!!! When she was short of breath , she pulled out and was panting heavy. I rubbed her face , wiping the sweat drops. I traced my fingers on those lips I just kissed....which were now red and swollen...She looked away blushing and I chuckled at her act. I made her sit on my laps. I couldn't get enough of her.!! I cupped her face and smooched every nook and corner of her face. I pecked her lips again and again. There were tears of joy flowing through our eyes. "I love you" she said and again I captured her lips in a scroching hot , passionate kiss 😘❤️We kissed eachother....wiping all our insecurities and made ourselves feel the love in eachother's embrace...💓⏯️⏯️⏯️Sanu ik pal chain na aaveO sanu ik pal chain na aaveSohniye tere binaHeeriye tere bina~LOVESTRUCK Varad ❤️Tennu vi ik pal chain na aaveTennu vi ik pal chain na aaveRanjhana mere binaMahiya mere bina~LOVESTRUCK Spruha ❤️~~~Another update 💃🏻Love love love 🙈❤️ No more distance , no more doubts.... Only love!!!Okay! I couldn't see them apart anymore!!!  #SpruhaVarad❤️ are reunited!!!