Chapter Chapter Two
Cyber Love
I was tucked up in my bed, the covers up to my neck nearly falling asleep. I had the quickest dinner and was waiting for Zeke to call me. I didnât know when, but he was usually online at this point in the night. I was tempted to log onto my PlayStation to see if he was online there. In typical fashion as I went to get up my phone rang. I quickly jumped back into bed, taking a deep breath.
âHello," I spoke quickly, getting comfortable.
âHey." Zeke breathed out and his voice made in between my legs thump. âIt feels so weird to talk to you like normal people.â Zeke chuckled and I grinned.
âWe are normal people,â I laughed. âIt is weird to hear your voice though how long have we been playing that game?â
âForever like four months.â Zeke paused as I laid down, balancing my phone on my face. âMy voice hey? You like it?â I rolled my eyes at his blatant flirting, even though I liked it.
âYeah you have a sexy voice," I slammed my eyes shut, wondering why on earth I said that. I was never normally that forward, my lack of boyfriends told anyone that. I normally found it hard to meet men, even though my whole life is pretty male orientated. A lot of men wouldnât want to talk to me online after finding out I was a woman, Iâve been victim of stupid boys telling me I canât game and asking me to get my tits out. Majority of my friends were male and they had attempted to set me up loads of times but it never worked. Maybe I was picky but when a man starts explaining grand theft auto to me I pretty much switch off. My mum was in desperate need for me to meet someone and give her grandchildren, I donât know why she complained, my sister was pushing out kids quicker than a rabbit.
âOh really it's sexy hey?â Zeke breathed out, his voice was dangerously turning me on.
âOh no you're a big head what a shame." I giggled and I heard Zeke laugh.
âWhat do you look like Sasha?â I swallowed hard, surprised he wasnât just asking me for a photo.
âErm what do I look like?â I asked myself unsure all of a sudden.
âYou donât know what you look like?â I heard the humour in Zeke's voice and I covered my face with my hand.
âIâm blind," I said seriously. Zeke burst out laughing and I couldnât even hear him talk through his laughter. I hadn't even spoken to him for more than twenty four hours but all he seemed to do was laugh. I loved it, the sound made my heart get giddy.
âIf we didnât meet through a game I would believe that. Sasha you crack me up. What colour is your hair then?â
âNaturally? Brown but it's currently like a rose gold kind of colour."
âI have no idea what rose gold is," Zeke's words made me burst out laughing now and I turned around to my other side.
âLike dark pinkish â I giggled. âI have kind of blue, greyish eyes.â
âAre you white?â
âYeah, boring English. What about you?â I closed my eyes, getting ready to listen to him talk.
âIâm not white. My parents are Nigerian. My eyes are hazel I suppose or a really nice brownâ. I giggled at his words. âI have short hair, kind of shaved. Does that interest you?â Zeke asked and my cheeks turned bright pink. It did very much so.
âIt does, tell me why are you single?â Now that I had his description, I knew he was attractive. That and his sexy as hell voice told me so, he had to be.
âProbably because I work and then game,â he chuckled before taking a breath in. âIt's a madness, I don't want to get too heavy on you". I sat up at his words, worry set in as I spoke.
âWhat do you mean?â I could hear the panic in my own voice.
âDonât hang up on me." He said and his voice was serious. I felt my stomach drop.
âOf course not, what is it?â
âI got out of prison about six months ago. I did six years". My mouth suddenly became ridiculously dry and my brain racked for something to say. Prison? Zeke just got out of fucking prison?
âOh" is all I could muster.
âYeah that usually does that to women,â he sounded sad and I tried to pick my voice up.
âWhat did you do? If you donât mind me asking?â I rattled out.
âDrugs, I sold them, I didn't do them. Are you going to run away from me now?â I appreciated Zeke's honesty and we had only just really spoken, ignoring the three months of messages.
âNoâ I said firmly and I meant it. âAre you behaving now?â I tried to bring humour to it. I relaxed as Zeke laughed.
âOf courseâ. It didnât sound convincing but I ignored it. âI have a good job, my friend got me in and Iâm grateful for him. Luckily my offence wasnât violent so it's okay". Zeke's voice changed and he sounded serious. âSo no girlfriends while away for six yearsâ.
âThat must have been crazy rough," I replied, laying back down.
âYeah I suppose. What is rougher is trying to figure out the outside world, probably why I game so much. Donât have to leave the house then". I giggled, âAgreed. Thatâs my favourite plus on it as wellâ and it was. I was an introvert at heart and had no problem not seeing anyone for weeks at a time.
âHow did you even get into your job? You're so lucky," Zeke breathed out, his voice a lot happier.
"I did game development. Iâve always loved games. As part of uni I had to do work experience and I was so lucky to be at Rockstar. They gave me a job after."
âDo you enjoy it?â
âI love it. It's not all games though, numbers and data. I probably do need to get out of the house though." I chuckled even though I didnât necessarily believe it.
âWant to come to Manchester?â His voice was flirty and I closed my eyes, my heart racing.
âI would love to. Donât have a reason to go though.â
âWhat the fuck?â I burst out laughing at his response.
âShut up, would you come to London to see me?â
âYeah of course. Iâm not sure if Iâm allowed because of probation but I can find out!â Zeke laughed.
âI would like to see your photo," I spat out.
âYou would?â Zekeâs voice was low and it made me excited and nervous at the same time. If he gave me a photo I would have to give him one to right? I racked my brain if I already had one I liked.
âYeah," I breathed out.
âSasha, you're very forward." He laughed and I went bright pink.
âSorry." I whispered, feeling like an idiot.
âShut up, I'm playing with you. Video call me". I sat up, my heart racing.
âNow?â I muttered out.
âYeah why not, or do you have to wait for your boyfriend to leave?â He chuckled again and I rolled my eyes.
âShut up. Okay.â I got up and quickly walked to my mirror, I looked okay right? I had taken my makeup off but my hair was sitting nice naturally and with my lamp on in my room I think I would look okay.
âHang up, Iâll call you back". Zeke spoke.
âOkay." I breathed out pressing the red button. I sat back in bed, straightening my tank top. I didnât have a bra on but I donât think you could tell. My whole body jumped as my phone rang, I sat up uncomfortably but hoping this was the best angle and took a deep breath, holding my phone in front of me, I pressed the green button. It took a minute to load and I let out my breath as Zeke appeared on my screen. Fuck he was gorgeous. His skin was a beautiful brown and I couldnât see one imperfection, his smile was huge and my body shivered in a good way when I spotted his gold tooth next to his front one. He had bad boy written all over him and it made in between my legs get wet. I attempted to squeeze my legs together for some kind of friction as he finally spoke.
âHey, you didnât mention you were so cute". I smiled like a mad woman looking down from shyness.
âYou failed to mention you're also very cute.â I whispered looking back up at him.
âIâm glad you think so," Zekeâs smile hadnât moved and it made me grin.
âYou have a beautiful smile," I told him.
âThank you, are you sure you're the person who I spoke to online you were never this niceâ. I put my head back laughing.
âYes it's me and I was flirting with you like crazy so donât try it.â Zeke laughed and I rolled my eyes at him.
âYou were? Well it's been a while since a woman flirted with me so thatâs my bad. I like your top. No bra?â I nearly choked on his words as he laughed, putting his hand on his head.
âI didnât think you could tell." I said looking down, my cheeks burning.
âOh I can definitely tell. Let me see them,"
âWhat?â I stuttered out.
âYour breasts, let me see them". I was taken back by his boldness and shyness ripped through me.
âIâm shy," I whispered.
âDonât be, I know they're beautifulâ. I looked down, my shyness going nowhere. âOkay let me take my top off then". I looked up as Zeke removed his top, moving back so I could see his beautiful chest. I involuntarily bit my bottom lip. Jesus he was gorgeous. Clearly working out in prison had done him wonders and every muscle was defined. I looked harder at the tiny screen as I saw a deep scar going up from his stomach to his right peck.
âWhere did you get that scar?â I asked and then regretted it.
âPrison" he simply said and I nodded. âNow your turn,â his face was cheeky and I took a deep breath. I definitely wasn't ready for this but I didn't want Zeke to think I was some sort of loser.
"Ermm" I muttered out, my heart hammering in my chest. I watched Zeke's face, I couldn't gage what he was thinking but fear ripped through me. He thought I was pathetic.
"What's wrong?" He chuckled slightly. I ran my hand over my duvet, my shyness not going anywhere.
"I don't know," I responded, honestly. Zeke let out a breath, which wasn't helping my anxiety. He went to talk but I jumped in first.
"Sorry, I'm not as brave as you". I whispered. Zeke laughed, running his hand down his face.
"Don't say sorry. It's okay". I nodded at his words, not believing them.
"I just". I didn't know what to say, I wanted to talk to him more before anything like this happened.
"You just?" His voice was still soft and it calmed me.
"Can we talk first?" I felt stupid but smiled back at him.
"Of course. Sorry I'm thinking with my dick". I burst out laughing, my hand to my face. "Sorry Sasha, I feel bad now". I looked at the tiny screen at him. He looked guilty and I grinned at him.
"I'll flash you," I giggled.
"What?" His voice was high as I held my phone in my left hand. "You don't have to do that, seriously I'm sorry. Did I put pressure on you?" I shook my head, he didn't, not even a tiny bit but I felt insecure, I don't think I had ever spoken to someone as attractive as Zeke and it was freaking me out. I was just like any normal person really, wishing they looked a bit better then they did. I wished my hair would grow longer than to my shoulders, wished my hips weren't as wide and wished my plump lips didn't make people ask me if I ever had work done to them. "Sasha, talk to me". Zeke demanded and I rolled my eyes.
"You're very attractive. I'm sure I don't match up," I whispered. I watched as Zeke burst out laughing, his hand over his eyes.
"Stop it. I mean it, stop it now, you are beautiful. Come on," he rolled his eyes and I took a deep breath. With my right hand I lifted the bottom of my tank top, ripping it up quickly. I went bright red as I put it back down.
âHappy?â I asked, moving my phone forward.
âVery happy. Fuck Sasha I canât imagine all the men you play against not knowing how beautiful you are.â I giggled, my head down.
âI think if they knew I was a woman they wouldnât want to play against me anymore.â
âIs that why you give nothing away that you're in fact very much a woman?" I looked up and raised an eyebrow at Zeke as he chuckled.
âI suppose. Iâm sick of dudes schooling me on games Iâve helped develop".
âWow, that's a humble brag if Iâve ever heard one." He laughed and moved around now laying down. âYour breasts are beautiful, I want to see all of you". Zeke breathed out and my heart thumped against my ribs.
âYou do?â I asked nervously.
âOf course Iâd pay for you to get a cab to Manchester at this pointâ. I laughed attempting to lay down myself. I finally got comfortable and looked at the screen again. Zeke was biting his plump bottom lip and it made me go weak.
âTell me what you like?â His voice was dark and my knickers were soaking wet.
âWhat do you mean sex wise?â I asked keeping my eyes on him.
âYeah, tell me how you like it. Are you a rough kind of girl or romantic?â
âErm." I had no idea how to answer this question, I had only slept with three people before and none was mind blowing.
âI donât know," I muttered.
âYou donât know? Youâve had sex right?â His voice was gentle and it made me smile. âYeah nothing amazing I suppose maybe I donât know yet, you go first." I spoke, hoping to get some inspiration from him.
âHmmm, I asked the question but donât know my own answer.â He chuckled and I rolled my eyes at him. âI want to say rough, looking at you now I would love to slam into you, my hand round your throat.â
âFucking hell," I breathed out, my voice way to horny for my liking.
âOh you like that image, yeah?â I went bright pink again and dragged my hand through my hair.
âMaybe" I giggled.
âWhatever you want. I would love for you to taste me firstâ. I rolled on my back, my clit throbbing.
âZeke, god!â I said laughing.
âYou donât want to?â He asked me and I nodded, I very much wanted to. âWell then I need to speak to probation quickly because I need to see you.â I burst out laughing, my hand to my chest.
"You're so blunt," I laughed out loud.
âSorry, am I making you uncomfortable? I just said I hope I wasn't putting pressure on you and then said thatâ, he tried to laugh, his hand over his face.
âNo you're not I promise,â Zeke was doing quite the opposite.
âGood, tell me if I am. I donât really have a filter and Iâm gobsmacked how beautiful you are. I need to cum on them tits pronto.â
âZeke!â I shouted while sitting up.
âSorry, sorry. I canât help myself.â He was cracking up, laying on his side. âItâs a compliment I promise.â I smiled at him as I laid back down.
âI need to go to bed." I said sadly and Zeke groaned.
âIâll call you tomorrow? Pick up where we left off?â He asked me and I nodded, trying to wipe my huge smile off my face.
âYes please."
âOkay Iâll call you earlier and be prepared to touch yourself because Iâm taking you there tomorrowâ.
âStop, you're such a pervâ I rolled my eyes.
âYeah I know. Night Sasha"
âNight Zekeâ.