Chapter 135 (MIA The week passed. We spent our days visiting Alexâs favourite spots from his childhood, and he didnât leave my side for a mun any day after the incident at the cafeteria. It was as if he thought I was a porcelain doll who would break any moment, and maybe I would.
The first two three days, I was still reluctant about being in public. Eventually, I got more and more comfortable.
On todayâs roster was shopping and then dinner at a restaurant that was co-owned by Gabrielâs friend, Zach. He was apparently Skyeâs father. I hadnât had the chance to meet Alexâs little fangirl yet.
I loved shopping. I loved shopping without a budget even more I loved trying on dresses, and it looked like Alex was having a field day giving his opinions on everything 1 put on. He bought everything I touched, even the ones I didnât quite love, and didnât still till I had a whole new wardrobe.
âI had such a great day,â I tell him as soon as we were back, not minding how loud I was because there was nobody at home.
Aurora was staying in her own apartment since we saw her last week. Ronan was out at a party. And Gabriel and Sofia were at some charity gala for tigers, I think he had mentioned.
âI had a great day too,â Alex hums in response.
âYou didnât even buy anything.â
âI had fun pampering you. I donât like shopping for myself.â
My brows narrow a little. âYou have a great wardrobe.â
âI have a stylist who buys them for me.â
âWow.â I teased, âThe big bad Alex King of the mafia had a stylist He shoots me a smile and I shake my head looking around the house. Apparently, Sofia was a painter, and the house was filled with paintings she made. Like dozens of them.
âYour dad is obsessed with Sofia,â I commented, looking around a little.
âObsession your wife runs in the family, Iâm afraid.â
Heat rises to my cheeks. âAre you flirting with me, Mr. Whitlock?
âWhat if I am, Mrs. Whitlock?â
âHm..â I buzz with a blush, walking closer to him while he sits on the couch.
I gulp, cautiously making my way onto his lap. He freezes at the contact as if he hadnât expected me to do it.
Even I hadnât expected myself to do it.
You need to be careful, or I might think you like me,â I whisper, our breaths mingling.
âI more than like you, Mia,â He replies with sincerity in his voice, and without thinking twice, I lower my lips onto his to quickly brush them together in a peck.
He stiffens under my touch, his hands curling into fists at his sides.
173 Chapter 133 I pulled away Why arenât you touching me Boule flickers in his eyes. âAni 1 allowed to?â
+83%
Every time I had screamed my hangs out when he tried to get closer had really made a mark on him. I nodded.
Ha hands rakse, one of them holding my cheeks as he pulls me back in to kiss me, and devours me whole. He was soft, gentle, something I hadnât known Alex to be, as if he was savouring every second.
I could feel him grow hard underneath me, and desire reflected in his eyes when I pulled away.
I was breathless I thought he would want more, his hands would linger to take what he had a right on, but he doesnât. Instead, he rests his forehead on mine, the tips of our noses almost brushing. âYou have no idea how long I have been waiting to do this,â he says, surprising me.
âHow long âSince I last stopped.â He kisses the top of my forehead. âIn case you havenât noticed, Iâm a little addicted to you, Mia.â
âThatâs good, because I feel the same way,â I smile softly.
âAre you ready to finally let me in?â He asked. âPlease, baby. Iâm dying here.â
The smile from my face vanishes and I reluctantly nod while trying to scramble off his lap but he doesnât let me. He pulls my legs on one side of his and puts his arms around me, allowing me to rest my head on his chest.
âLet me hold you so you remember that youâre safe now,â He tells me. âAnd so that I remember youâre safe now too.â
âIs it okay if I donât go into details?â
âI will take whatever you give me.â
â1-I woke up to see Dominic all beaten up and bloodied and tied in front of me. There were two of them- a ginger and a blonde.
The details are a little fuzzy, but they beat Dominic in front of me. I somehow managed to open one of the ropes binding me and I tried getting away but... but one of them grabbed me and held me down.â
A sob rakes through my body as memories flooded in me, ones that I had suppressed in the weeks that had passed.
Alexâs hold on me tightens. âWhat did he do, love?â
âHe... he held me down,â I repeated. âI was really weak, and I fought back. I.. I kept wriggling my way out but he was too heavy.
He kissed me forcefully and then his hands slipped under my clothes.â
I could feel Alex freeze beneath me in the truest sense. I close my eyes, digging closer into him, a sob escaping me. âI kept calling for you,â I cry, âI thought maybe by some miracle someone would listen.â
Alexâs chin rests on the top of my head. âIâm so sorry, Mia. Iâm so f**g sorry.â
âI got so mad at you for not protecting me. I got so mad at you for marrying me. I was so mad. I could feel his touch on my skin all the time for days. He took his time, you know? He pressed on my wounds when I moved too much, he...â I couldnât finish, a sobbing mess by then.
Alex doesnât even reply to me. I couldnât see his expression, he just holds me tighter and tighter like he was trying to pull me into him even though there was no space left between us.
âDid he. He finally speaks up, âDid he...?â Alexâs voice breaks.
2/3 17:55 Tue, Jul 23 GB.
Chapter 133 27 85%
11 +5 I shake my head. He just touched himself while touching me. I shut my eyes through all of it, but he stopped when he got a call.
He told the blonde they had to leave because the Bratva were on the way. He considered shooting me but I think he got orders otherwise. He mentioned something about this being a call to the King family to not fish in waters they donât belong to.â
âThank God he didnât...â Alex doesnât finish his sentence. âMia,â he pulls me away from him and I reluctantly look at him. Rage pools his eyes like I had never seen before, almost on the verge of psychotic. He looked like it took every bit of his restraint to not burst out. âI will kill every man in the Italian organisation if I have to until I find your culprit, and when I do, I swear to God, we will give him a life worse than death.â
Silent tears streak down my face.
âI should have never dragged you into this mess,â he curses under his breath in a language I donât understand. âI should have never forced you to marry me. I donât know what I was thinking: I knew I gave up the mundane life the moment I willingly decided to join the Bratva, but I swear, I got selfish. I thought I could have it all with you. I really thought I could...â He pauses, gulps. âIâm your culprit just as much as that man. Iâm so f**ng sorry, Mia.â
I shake my head, the tears not stopping. âYou found me.â
âAfter I became the reason you were taken, hurt... abused.â
I shake my head, sniffing. âItâs not your fault.â
âBut it is He retorts. âItâs my fault. I made you marry me, itâs my f***g fault.â
1 shake my head.
âBlame me, baby. You were right. I should stay away from you.â He adds on, âI donât know what I was thinking this week, trying to make you happy again.â
âI was happy,â I tell him, âThis week was the happiest I have been in a long time.â
He looks at me with an emotion I donât understand, his eyesâ rim red. âHearing all this from you, I... it makes it all real. I think a part of me hoped all this while that it wouldnât be this bad. They wouldnât have...â
Rage flickers in his eyes.
I blink, and more tears fall.
I snuggle back closer to him, and it takes him a moment before he puts his hand around me. Alexâs breathing was uneven.
âIâm safe here,â I whisper, referring to his arms.
Then youâll stay here,â he promises, and I close my eyes, feeling his touch after days, hoping it would erase the bad memories and nightmares.
1 fall asleep that way.