Chapter 80 When Gabriel got back, it was as if a flip had switched in him. His eyes were distant, cold, angry, âIf I wouldnât have come here today, I would have never known about my kids?â He demanded.
âYour kids?â I raise my eyebrows. âI carry them for eight months, and theyâre suddenly your kids?!â
âYou know what I mean.â
Î âNo, actually, I donât.â I scowl, âYou chose to give me divorce papers. I left you a voicemail telling you Iâm pregnant and that youâre welcome to be a part of the kidsâ life and I donât want anything from you if you donât want to be around for them.â
âWhat voicemail?â He asked, cutting off my little rant.
I tried ignoring his curled up fists. âThe one I left you, about a month and a half after I left.â
âI didnât get any voicemail, Sophia.â
I flinch at the coldness in his tone. I called you and you never picked up. I thought maybe itâs because I called from an unknown number, so I left you a voicemail but I never heard back from you.â
âOne voicemail! Thatâs how you wished to inform me, a voicema?â
I scowl. âYou should be thankful I did that, because I didnât owe it to you after you served me divorce papers and when I called you, your f*cking ex picked up.â
He takes a deep breath as if he was exasperated, as if it took every ounce of his will power to lean on the wall across me and not cross the distance between us. âI ran into Lily at a local cafeteria the day before you came home. We accidentally exchanged phones, and I didnât even realise it till I wat at my grandfatherâs, who told me you were home. And when I rushed home, you were gone!â
If I hadnât been manipulated by him before, I would have actually believed him. âWhy are you lying to me? What are you going to get out of it?â
âFreckles... what?â His lips parted, and the way he called me Freckles in that little, surprised gasp hurt. âWhy... Why would lie to you?â
âI donât know.â I raise my shoulders in a tiny, tired shrug. I saw her call. At my grandfatherâs house, I saw the caller I her. You left me there and had to return because she called. You lied to me about it being a work emergency, and you continued lying to me all the days I was there. And youâre lying to me now giving me some bullshit story about how sh you and you accidentally exchanged phones.
into âSophia...â he takes quick steps towards me, and stops in his way when I squeeze myself further aback into the chair, not wanting to be close to him. He takes a deep breath. âI didnât.. I wasnât...â He stutters.
I shake my head.
He goes on, âYouâre right, I did get a call from Lily. The only reason I didnât tell you that was because you were grieving your grandfather and I didnât want to upset you more. But I didnât he to you. I didnât come back for her. It was my grandfather on the other end, calling from Lilyâs phone. He called me back. He was diagnosed with colorectal cancer. I spent the three days that you werenât there flying to the best oncologist in America, and then meeting Lilyâs uncle Dr. Michael Grant at that cafe because if the paparazzi wouldâve snapped me at his clinic, it wouldâve been a PR disaster. Thatâs why I met him at the cafeteria and thatâs where I met Lily. She just wanted to know if was leaving you and going back to her, and I told her no, She left. Thatâs all.
I blink, processing every word he said. Unable to find a proper response, I settle on, âAlister has cancer?â
1/3 III Chapter 80 âA contract marriage,â he corrects me. âA means to an end. But you because so much more than that to me, Freckles.â His hands, shaking as they were, hold mine.
I ignore the way my hands burn under his touch, how a simple touch ignites a fire in me that I thought was long dead. âI will never leave you,â He promises.
âItâs too little too late, Gabriel,â I raise my shoulders. âI spent the entire time of our marriage scared that I would fall for you and you would leave me for Lily. I was always so terrified of you leaving me that I didnât realise that me leaving you was an option too.â
âYou have lied to me from the start, Gabriel. You became everything I dreamt of in a man while there was a girl waiting for you.
You knew it, and you let me fall for you any way, the consequences be dam*ed. And I was so crazy for you by the time I found out, I lived with any pieces you offered. You didnât even tell Lily that you wanted to stay with me till our six months ended. I was insecure all the time. I was left feeling foolish and rive at the end of itâ Tears I was holding break free silently. âSo, Gabriel, I donât care if you donât want to leave me now; because Iâm leaving you.â
I took my hands off him and got up and walked away, just like he had done to me six months ago in my grandfatherâs house.
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