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TW: Eating Disorder

My leg constantly shakes

It's constantly moving

Burning what goes on inside

The passion is gone

Left only is emptiness and sorrow

Emotionless

Hunger

Death

Pangs

I must do this

But I can't

I shan't

I won't

These bad thoughts shouldn't hurt me

But they do

They scar me

They've past the protectors

It's left shattered

I'm empty inside

Bad thoughts haunt me

They won't go away

So instead I dream about life

And how maybe one day

I won't feel bloated and astray....

Originally released on: Jan. 24, 2018