Love I keep
☆Faith☆ (A Series Of Poems)
Was it my ego inflated that prevented me from staying
Or was it your lack of words
Lost touches and affirmations
Did I ever really love you
Or were you a picture painted perfect in my head
Was I too cold-hearted in not taking you back
Were those 6 words really all I needed to say "fuck you" to the fog that has become our past
As times move backwards
And the sun sets as quick as the haze
Will you come to remember me again
The young girl I was in your head
The unsure laughter
The nervous side glances
The apologies always repeated
But the love in her heart insurmountable
Because I remember you
And I remember the pain
I gave it to myself when I realized I couldn't meet you halfways
That my insecurities outweighed my love
It outweighed my own body and that was hard to come to know
Because these months later it's still something I know I won't let go of
Written on: November twenty-something 2021