Sorcery is Love Trickery

The anxiety and the shaking

The perplexing feeling in my core

It rises like a Phoenix and I feel my heart rate soar

And unbeknownst to you

And unbeknownst to myself

It is the creation of a new feeling

It's the creation of love itself

A sorceror has taken cupids place

This magical concoction is brewing

I want to stop it in its place

But soon enough, my heart's cauldron will be overflowing

I bite my tongue in your presence

I feel my words will never be good enough

I can't make any eye contact

I'll get swept up in the tunnels of love

And my stupid dreams only further complicate fleeting feelings

They may mean nothing, but I always find a hidden meaning

Like breaking up with an old flame just to try to catch your attention

Or wanting to impress you and your face becoming my latest obsession

Like I want to hide my obscenities and heighten my likeability

Like I want to stay up all night and talk about all your feelings

Like I want to get to know you because I already like all the little things I saw

Like I haven't felt this way before and I'm afraid to feel it more

Like I'm intimidated by your greatness and I try to play it off as cool

But I don't feel this way with anyone else who looks like you, so I have to rule out mere admiration too

And I try not to think about it because then it means what I feel is true

And I can't have that happening

Because damn it ****** you'll never feel the same way I do

Written on: December 2, 2022

A/N: best poems come from false love ❤️ 😍