A man who couldn't conquer

They say you get heartbroken by an older man at 19

You're only 3 ½ years older and I'm 20

But for someone with no experience I'm practically a teen

I hope one day you talk to God and you tell him to send me endless apologies

I hope one day you wake up in a panic

I hope one early morning you're drenched in a cold sweat

You don't know what brought it up

But you know its time to confess your sins

You enter a small box and say a prayer

Tell the priest you tried to take a girl's virginity on the first date

Tell him you got real close to it

Brag about the wetness you touched but didn't taste

And in slow whispers you'll hesitantly let it out

Don't forget to tell him that this girl was so innocent and devout

She thought it was a mutual love affair

You'll chuckle then say you were playing with her heart and loved seeing her in despair

Recall the moment you almost let instinct take over

She told you "no" but fuck, you wanted to plow her hole

And in being just a little bit more honest

You reveled in touching her breasts a little longer

So turned on you had to take a bathroom break

Had to leave because you knew she wouldn't relieve your hardened ache

What a tragedy you couldn't spread her legs

It was her soul you left tortured instead

For some real weird reason

You're surprised you told him the truth

Yeah, you liked this girl

It was unfortunate you couldn't tame her into a woman despite two nights in her bedroom

October 9, 2024