You never really held me
☆Faith☆ (A Series Of Poems)
You never really held me
So why do you lie and say you did
You never really saw me
You just stared at my lips and chest
Looking back at the texts
the compliments were so fucking hollow
I think of the letter I wrote and the rich details
Contrast common words with the metaphors and the deepest heartfelt melodies
I saw the future in every opening you left
You saw a body to relieve your mind from stress
I hate to make you the villain
But you've left me with nothing but regret
At the end of the day, it was never about you
It was about me and the way I view myself
It was my attachment and relationship to people and romance
It wasn't the soulful connection between two souls from fate's tell
It was a moment where I thought I had fully carved out love from a barren tree
Turns out it was internally hollow all along
The foundations weren't strong enough
Because instead of standing tall when you left
I felt an axe rip the roots out
Nothing left but the remnants of orange autumn leaves
Constant disappointment
Classic man
Classic me