That's crazy (that i still miss you)

That's crazy babe

Still recall the day that you left me

Tear-stained pillows, sunken bed frame

I finally finished the cookie boy

I finished the rest of that beer you bought me

Crashed out right after

Cried hysterically when I got home on Sunday

So many actions and words I wish I could decipher

Like how you were so sure of us when we first touched

But after the second night you came over

Well, you basically forgot I was a girl you could one day come to love

And in those messages, I thought I could see your heart

In those messages I thought you were brave and smart

So much for cosmic magic and fates intertwined all at once

So babe I've gotta ask you, Is a 'Midas touch' what it was?

Did you really need an out and were confused?

Did you really need to prioritize yourself and pursue your truth?

Did your words ever ring faithful?

Is your heart truly as hollow as I've now made it out to be?

Is there something I did wrong?

Is there now a girl by your side who's better than me?

Is it because I didn't let you slip your fingers inside of me?

Even though I let you hold my flimsy flame

Do you ever think of me and regret your decision?

Do you ever think of reaching out but remind yourself that you're still the same guy who broke my heart a month ago?

Do you ever wonder how I took your absence?

I'm tough as nails, but my heart melted for you and it still hasn't hardened

Babe I wish you could tell me

Sometimes I wish you'd return

But the self-love inside of me convinces me otherwise

A true man would've never thought to pursue me just to become unbothered

Your paragraph of an apology still makes me squirm