Not Normal

They talk about boys

I find it a bore

While I'm thinking of the future

They think of the radest youtuber

I worry about making new friends

They're full of 'em and the gifts keep comin'

I want a boyfriend

They have tons waiting in line

I want to look pretty

It's written all over them

I want to be normal

They're extra; superb

I don't want to be a geek

To feel lame

Uncool

I don't want to be in a high school labled as a first class nerd

I'm a runner

I believe I'm honest and kind

At least most of the time

Yet I'm also a bitch

Ranked a 0 in perkiness

I'm not perfect

Not at all

I'm just a ginormous major flaw

Antisocial

Alone

Can't carry a conversation

Is depressed half of the time

Not in it

You can see it

I'm not normal

And it's not just because

I don't want to be alive

Originally released on: Feb 15, 2018