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My stomach is empty

My eyes are sunken

They are dark and hollow

My skin feels open

Raw and wounded

Pink and fleshy

My heart feels heavy

My eyes feel glassy

My tears drip drip drip

But evaporate with the summer heat

My stomach goes plop plop plop

It feels gross and full

But in reality it is empty

My breath grows shallow

Then it's rapid and deep

My nose is runny

It's full of all the anxiety and shit I wish I could let out

But instead it's here

Mixed with real, raw, hideous, uncontrollable emotions

And here it will stay

Because I'm a coward

And I'd rather die

Than to be considered broken

AGAIN....

Originally released on: August 4, 2018