My Cycle
☆Faith☆ (A Series Of Poems)
There are plenty of days where all I want to do is nothing
I'm saddened, weak, empty
The halls surround me with loud shouts of "you're useless" or lingering open ended silence
Sometimes I can't decide which is worse
Most of the time I don't need to
All I know is I need to strive for excellence
And yet with little motivation this seems impossible, reckless
Out of one problem and into another
That's the cycle of my life
Can never be somewhere close to happy
Manic is one thing, depression another, anxiety follows
My mind constantly wanders
And thus is the cycle
A bed of dust and negative thoughts
Without anyone to rely on
And nothing to keep me going
These thoughts and this cycle
Is the only thing I can rely on
Originally released on: Jan 5 2020