look that i am not
☆Faith☆ (A Series Of Poems)
It's been in my head
All the way in the back
A storage cabinet under a heavy weight labeled "DO NOT OPEN"
It has 3 multi-colored hearts
And the idea of loving someone while hiding behind a closet
A love too pure for the rest of the world to judge
A love that has taken so long to see
To feel
To touch
And when I see someone who lives in my dreams
& we're together in a delightful fantasy
It all makes sense
But when I look in the mirror
It all falls apart
That isn't me... "I'm wrong"
Online all these girls are perfect
Their faces crystal clear
And their hair in perfect tufts
These bobs behind multi pierced ears
But my bobbed hair is straight
Flat against a wall
It seems unkept
Hiding the red dots I put medication on
And although I feel all these emotions
I feel all this love
My brain tells me "no"
Because I don't look like the girls that girls seem to love
Written on: Feb 24, 2021