Its all your fault

pic of Eleanor as a little girl!

so cute!!!

*buzz* *buzz*

I groggily wake up to my alarm blaring at five in the morning, yes five because I have to get up and prepare breakfast for my idiotic brothers and 'father'.

I hate them, well deep down I love them and I know there's the old protective, caring brother in there but that's like deep deep down.

Want to know why I hate them? well because they abuse me including the rest of the pack and they have been since I was 6 which also was when my mother died.

*flashback*

"Mummy what's going on? " I say frightened.

People are running all over the place frantically and I can hear shouts and scream.

My mummy looks at with a panicked face but quickly gives me a reassuring smile.

"Its ok sweetie we are uh were going to uh play a game ok! "

I look at her in confusion but instantly smile when I hear the word game.

" ok mommy what game?"

She grabs my arm and starts taking me towards the house. She stops looks at me with tears in her eyes and says

" We're going to play hide 'n' seek ok! So you hide I count".

I look at her confused as to why she's crying and say " Ok but why are you crying?

She looks at me sadly and says " I'm not crying sweetie I've just got something in my eye"

She takes a big breath then says " now I love u so much Eleanor don't ever forget that now go hide I'll count"

"Love u too mummy!"

As soon as I see her counting I run upstairs into my mummy's room and hide in her closet

I'm hiding there for a while now so I go downstairs to see if maybe mommy forgot.

While I'm walking I here my mommy crying and these men talking I gasp and start running down but quickly hide behind the wall so they don't get me.

I want to go help mummy because she's crying but I'm scared the big men will see me and hurt me.

After a while when there still making mommy crying I'm about to go out when I see them stab mummy.

I scream and run up to her because the men have left.

I start sobbing and crying hysterically not able to stop.

My brothers and daddy walk in they look at mommy then look at me and what I see daddy do is something I've never seen him do.

He looks at me with so much anger an Disgust and says

"You killed your own mother!!"

*flashback ended* .

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Straight after that my dad convinced my brothers , Troy and Brent that was my fault and now they hate me.

And I became mute.

I get out of my bed and make my way over to the bathroom.

I have to be quick because If I'm late I get a lot of abusive whacks.

I start brushing my teeth getting a look at my tired olived skin face and my tangled mess of dirty blonde hair. My eyes are golden , strange I know, and I have a crooked nose from when my brother punched me after I was late.

i'm 16 years old and my wolfs name is Lexi.

After doing the usual I get changed and make my downstairs to hell.

I decide to make pancakes and I'm happy when I see no one has woken up.

*1 hour later*

I have finished the breakfast and dishes and can see my brothers making there way down.

Brent stares at me in disgust but Troy just ignores me.

Brent is worse then Troy. Brent hits me more, and Troy normally ignores me or will just not even look at me.

they start eating not even saying thank you.

They look like they enjoyed them but when they're finished Troy leaves but Brent stays and slaps me saying they where disgusting.

I flinch, then he leaves thankfully and I start doing the dishes.

As i'm doing the dishes I hear someone come in and smell the most delicious smell ever.

it smelt like mint and pine trees. I hear Lexi purr and say Mate!

I turn around and what I see makes me gasp.

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it was my mate...

Cole Parris , the soon to be alpha.

I see him sniffing the air and looks at me with love my wolf purrs and I smile.

But my smile instantly disappears when I see him look at me in disgust.

He pushes me up against the wall, I breath in a harsh breath as my back makes contact with the wall. I look up to see his eyes are filled with anger.

He looks up and what he says breaks my heart

" You are not my mate your worthless person don't ever look at me. "

I start breaking down in tears and I see regret come across his face but it soon disappears and is replaced with disgust.

Im too busy sobbing hysterically I don't realise he has left.

I stand up and start walking to my room and packing.

As i'm packing I hear my wolf Lexi say

" i'm so sorry he did that sweetie, his wolf was crying as well, but you don't deserve this you need to leave this place"

I love my wolf she has been there for me since I was 6. yes I know we only supposed to meet our wolf when we shift but I somehow met mine earlier. I only met her once when I  first shifted   but haven't since because my dad wouldn't let me.

I reply back saying " your right Lexi lets get out of this hell hole."

she hums in agreement but is still crying from of what our mate did. He didn't reject me but he might as well.

I finished packing which wasn't much because my dad didn't let me have much stuff.

I run downstairs and start running into the woods. I hear Lexi say to shift so I think of turning into a wolf. I think about my pure white fur and my golden  eyes.

I open my eyes and see paws, We howl in pain and take off

goodbye

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I've been running for hours and am really tired I see that it is dark and find a lake.

I stop there and drink out of it.  After I have drank some water I shift back and change into a grey top, black hoodie and black tights.

Im sitting there enjoying the view when I feel myself fall asleep.

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I wake up to feel myself being carried I freak out and jump out of the persons arms when I manage to escape I look up and instantly get into a fighting stance

I then look up and see.....

Aloha! I'm back! I'm not dead!

I hope you guys like it and sorry for the mistakes I suck at English haha

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