I come to with a scream. Eyes clamped shut, feeling as though Iâve been ripped out of a nightmare, I scream and I have no idea why I am.
My head feels fuzzy. My body aches. Wherever I amâwhatever happened to meâIâm lying down on something lumpy, my hands trapped in front of me. I canât move them, and the realization that I canât has me screaming louder.
Until I hear someone snap at me and I jam my jaw shut in terror that, whateverâs going on, Iâm not alone.
Someone scoffs, and I screw my eyes even tighter. Itâs as though, if I canât see it, the troubleâs not there, and oh my God, what is going on?
âShh. Thereâs no need for that.â My head feels fuzzy, but I know that voice. I canât quite place it yet, but I know it. âCome on, Ava. Stop with this princess crap. They might treat you like that on the West Side, but the East End is different.
East End? What am I doing on the East End?
The last thing I remember, I was in downtown Springfield. I was at the flower shop and then⦠and thenâ
Bobby.
My eyes spring open, and Heidi Foxâformer third-grade teacher at my school and current waitress at the Devilâs Playgroundâis standing over me, a look of annoyance on her face. Sheâs not wearing half as much make-up today as the last time we met, and while sheâs not in the same uniform, her current outfit would definitely fit in as one of the clubbers.
Glancing down, avoiding the way she rolls her eyes as I start to panic, I see that Iâm stretched out on a couch. My hands are cuffed together in front of me. I donât know where this room is, but apart from Heidi, a small table, and the couch, itâs empty. No windows, either, and the only door is positioned directly behind Heidi.
If I could even flop off of the couch with my woozy body and my cuffed hands, Iâd still have to get past her to leave, and something tells me that Heidiâs standing next to the couch to prevent exactly that from happening.
Bobby drugged me, I remember. With whatever was in the vial he injected me with, he drugged me and I have no idea how long I was out for, why he did it in the first place, and where I am now.
âWhatâs going on?â I ask Heidi. âWhereâs Bobby? He⦠he shot me with something, I donât know why, but Iâm⦠where am I? Why do I have cuffs on?â I rattle them, the metal biting into my skin. âI want them off. Can you help me get them off?â
As if in answer to each of my questions, Heidi simply shows me her forearmâand, at the very least, I know the answer to that last one.
Can she help me get them off? Probably, but Heidiâs not going to, is she? And the fresh tattoo on her skin explains exactly why not.
The last time I saw her at the Playground, she had the red devil horns inked on her skin, like everyone else who works for the Sinners Syndicate. Not anymore. A dragonfly with teal and green wings is covering up Linkâs mark.
A dragonfly.
At the beginning of the summer, I had no idea what that would mean. Since entering the life as Linkâs bride, Iâve had a crash course in all things organized crime. From the hierarchy in each family, to the unspoken rules they all follow⦠and what each brand means.
Linkâs is a devil.
The dragonfly is the mark of the Libellula Family.
Trying not to show how freaking out I am that Iâm in cuffs, lost, and staring at a woman whoâs wearing the brand of the man whose soldier I shot a month and a half ago.
Keeping my tone light, I say, âI thought you worked for Devil?â
For Link?
Heidi raises her eyebrows. âYou mean your husband?â
She knows. Iâm not surprised that she does since Link introduced me to the Sinnersâand sheâs Bobbyâs girlfriendâbut the way she says it? Itâs almost a sneer, like I did something wrong by being Linkâs wife.
Welp. If sheâs wearing a Libellula tattoo, I probably did.
âThe Libellula Family are my husbandâs rivals,â I say, not even trying to deny my relationship to Link. âItâs one thing for you to trade loyalty from the Sinners to another syndicate.â I think. Iâm not so sure about that part. âIâm assuming Bobby did, too. But why bring me here?â
Heidi looks slightly uncomfortable. âDonât blame, Bobby, okay? He did this for me.â
âI donât understand.â
âHe was never going to rise up the ranks as a Sinner.â She scowls now, and thereâs no doubt itâs meant for me. âThey had him on babysitting duty, for Godâs sake. If I want to get out of teaching, we need money. Both of us. He wasnât going to get it with the Sinners. But Damienâ¦â The way she whispers his name is so reverential, I want to throw up. âHeâll take care of us. And all it cost was finally getting you away from Devil and taking you to him instead.â
The urge to puke is even stronger now, and not only from the effects of whatever Bobby drugged me with. I did this. My jealousy and my need to prove to Link that a relationship canât be built only on âownershipâ⦠I did this.
How much do you want to bet that Bobby wouldâve sold me out to my husbandâs enemy long before now if I gave him the chance?
I thought he was being friendly. That I was being sneaky. Idiot, Ava. He didnât just tell me about Linkâs frequent trips to the Playground out of the kindness of his heart. Especially since, when I arrived there that first night, Link wasnât even there. Heidi was, though, and I have no idea what would have happened to me if Link didnât show up when he did.
He was smart. He insisted on bodyguards when I left the penthouse, and what did I do? Sneak out againâwhile Bobby was on dutyâonly to be relieved when I saw that the soldier had chased me down because it meant I didnât have to rely on a rideshare.
Oh, no. I just served myself up on a silver platter for him. Now Iâm on the East End, at the mercy of Damien Libellula, and no way to contact Link.
Something tells me, even if I somehow find a way to get these cuffs off, it wonât matter. My phoneâs probably long gone, and so is any chance of getting out of here.
No. I refuse to believe that. There has to be a wayâand I get to believe that for about two seconds before the door behind Heidi pulls outward, replaced by a slender man in a black suit.
His skin is a deep tan, his thick hair as black as coal with a single grey streak along the curve from his left-side part. His eyes, however, are a pale blue that seem even lighter compared to his dark coloring.
Heâs a handsome man, and he carries himself like he absolutely knows it. Iâd put him at about forty or so, with a countenance of a man who demands results. Like a CEO or a⦠aâ¦
âMr. Libellula,â Heidi breathes out when she sees him standing there.
Crime boss.
âMs. Fox,â he says, tilting his head in her direction. âHowâs our guest?â
âI did what you told me to. I sent the text when she woke up and kept her calm until she got here. Can me and Bobby go now?â
The man flicks his fingers at her. âIâll have Vin contact him if I need you again.â
âYessir.â Heidi bows her head, backing away and out of the room. âOf course. Thank you.â
âClose the door, would you?â
As soon as she does and itâs just the two of us, itâs like she was never here. He doesnât just demand results. He commands attention, and I canât help but give it.
Looking down at me, he tsks his tongue. âCuffs, really? For an unconscious woman who couldnât hurt a fly.â He pauses for a moment. âUnless, of course, she has a gun.â
Holy shit. Holy shit.
He knows.
Giving me a smile that makes his heartbreakingly stunning, he crouches down so that heâs at my side. âBut since we both know you donât, I see no reason why she should be trussed up like this.â
Dipping his hand in his pocket, careful to keep his jacket closed though I canât help but notice the bulge at his hip telling me that he does have a gun, he pulls out a tiny key. Within seconds, he pops off one cuff, then the other. Taking them away from me, he shifts and tosses them on the empty table with a clang, then slips the key back into his pocket before rising up to his full height again.
âThatâs better,â he says. âIsnât it?â
I rub my wrists, but stay quiet.
âVery well. Maybe we should get introductions out of the way. You, of course, are Ava Crewes, née Monroe. But do you know who I am?â
I do, but I canât bring myself to say his name out loud.
Taking that to mean that Iâm clueless, he shoves up the sleeve of his suit jacket. Unbuttoning the white shirt underneath, he rolls it to his elbow, revealing a tattoo.
Itâs a massive dragonfly. At least six times bigger than Heidiâs, the wings wrap around his deceptively muscular forearm, in shades of blue, purples, and green.
âYou see this?â he purrs. âIt isnât just my calling card. It represents my family.â
Not the family. My family.
And thatâs why I know exactly who this is: Damien Libellula, in the flesh.
The same man that sent Joey after me and started this whole thing all those weeks ago when I shot himâ¦
I donât think thatâs why Iâm here. From his sly comment before, itâs obvious that Damien knows that Iâm responsible for what happened to Joey. Not just responsible, either. I mean, I killed him. But if this was just about revenge for that, would he really have gone through all this trouble?
Or does this have everything to do with the man whoâs been protecting me ever since?
âYou must be wondering why youâre here,â he says, so conversationally, youâd almost thing he wasnât a notorious gangster. âThe answer is very simple. I didnât take you. Devil gave you to me. A peace offering, as it were, between our two families.â
See now, that? That finally gets me to find my voice.
Pulling myself into a sitting position so that I could look up at him with scorn, I tell him, âYouâre lying.â
âAnd why would you say that?â
âBecause he loves me.
It might be in his own way, and thatâs on me for disregarding every time heâs whispered it while we were together in bed because I wasnât ready to reciprocate, but he loves me.
And even if he didnât? I belong to him, and he will never, ever let me forget that. Whether I belong in his world or not, if thereâs one thing I know for sure, itâs that he would never go through the trouble of marrying me⦠of moving me into his penthouse⦠or claiming me in front of the Sinners Syndicate only to pass me off to another man.
The man is planning a wedding behind my back because he probably thinks being doubly married means Iâll finally admit weâve had a legit marriage all along⦠no way he just tossed me to the side like Damien wants me to believe.
Instead of pushing his lie, he says, âHow well do you know Devil?â
âIâve known him nearly my entire life.â
This time, Damien tuts. âI didnât ask you how well you know Lincoln Crewes. I asked you how well do you know Devil.â He pauses for a beat. âDo you even know how he earned the name?â
I donât answer him because, honestly, I canât. It took years before I realized that the Devil of Springfield and my Link were one and the same, and by then, I purposely avoided hearing any of the lurid rumors people were spreading about him.
Thatâs all right. In his cultured voice, watching me closely for my reaction, he tells me explicitly how Link became the Devil of Springfield.
He probably meant to shock me. In a way, he does.
I had no idea that Link got the name because of me.
When heâs done, thereâs only one thing I can ask: âHow do you know? I mean, how can I know that you didnât just make all that up? You already lied once before.â
âThatâs true. And when you see Lincoln again, you can ask him all about it. But how do I know? Very simple. We worked for the same guys those days long before we branched out on our own.â Another very effective pause before he adds, âWe were friends.â
âAnd now youâre enemies.â
âWe donât have to be,â Damien says pleasantly.
What?
âYou were right. Smart girl that you are⦠youâre not here because Devil gave you to me. Youâre here because I need a meeting with your husband and you, Saint Ava, are the leverage I need to get him here.â
Saint Ava.
He says it just the way Joey did before he died, but just like then, I have no idea how Damien knows my old nickname.
Ignoring the way he said he needed me for leverage, I focus on the name.
âI hadnât had contact with Link in years when you sent Joey after me. Taking me hostage then wouldnât have done anything.â
A dark look flashes over his refined face. âI didnât send that idiot anywhere. He was newly inducted into the Family when he first heard the whispers of Saint Ava. He put two and two together on his own, and thought he would throw you at me to get back at Devil. It was a relief when I heard through the grapevine what happened to him.â
Is it? Oh, thank God.
He nods at the sigh of relief I canât keep back. âExactly. I want loyal soldiers who do what theyâre told, not idiots who think for themselves.â He huffs. âAnd, honestly, if thereâs anyone to blame, itâs your husband. He was the one who put out word through the streets that Ava⦠his Ava was untouchable. Good guys got a pass, but the rest of us⦠we all knew that he was watching you from the shadows, making sure everyone treated you right. Maglione did⦠until he fucked up after he got his dragonfly. Even with shit for brains, it didnât take long for him to realize his ex-girlfriend and Devilâs Madonna were the same.â
Most of what Damien said is like an angry buzz in the back of my woozy mind. Most it, except for the part about Link.
My mouth goes dry. I try to swallow to get some moisture, but it doesnât work.
Untouchable? Link made me untouchable? He watched me?
He never forgot about me at all?
What?
âDonât you wonder where you got the name from, dear? For as long as Iâve known him, Devil has worshiped you. And that is precisely why youâre the leverage I need.â
I ignored him before when it came to that.
This time, I donât.
âLeverage?â I repeat. âLeverage for what?â
He doesnât answer me. He doesnât get the chance.
All of a sudden, the door inches open. I almost expect it to be Heidi again, but it isnât. Instead, a young man wearing a suit a little too small for him, tiptoes into the room.
Damien quirks an eyebrow. âYes?â
âWe just got the call. Itâs a green. Sixty, boss.â
âAh.â Damien brushes the younger man off, sending him scurrying back out of the room. Then, shifting his suit jacket, pulling out the gun I knew was there, he smiles at me before dropping his gaze, checking to see how many rounds are in it. âTime to go, Mrs. Crewes.â
He must have understood something in that coded message that I didnât.
âGo?â I echo. âWhere?â
âIt seems as if your husband has agreed to my terms. We donât want to leave him waiting, do we?â
Oh, no.
Link.