Chapter 17 - Explosive Desire

Joshua's POV

"Then kill me now. I won't give up on Hazel. I love her so much," he declared confidently.

"You fucking bastard!" I exclaimed furiously and punched him in the face.

"Joshua, stop now!" Celeste exclaimed angrily, trying to pull me away from Kayden, getting on my nerves.

"Celeste!" I warned her, giving her a death glare.

"If you don't want the whole world finds out the secret, you will leave with me now," she told me, giving me a wicked look.

"You wouldn't dare," I said nervously, looking her in the eyes without releasing Kayden's collar.

"Try me." She smirked devilishly, folding her arms over her chest.

Can she really tell everyone that we are married?

No, she can't. She doesn't want anyone to find about us too.

But... when she gets angry, no one can stop her.

Damn it!

I gritted my teeth and released Kayden's collars and got up furiously.

"Stay away from Hazel!" I warned him, shaking my finger at her, and walked towards the elevator in quick steps, bumping into Celeste's shoulder.

I should drag her out of my car when she got into it! I shouldn't bring her here with me.

Celeste's POV

As we left the building, Joshua got in his car quickly. I rushed after him and got in the car. He instantly started the car without even letting me close the door.

Joshua was driving the car in silence, but I could feel that he was still pissed off. I decided not to speak, letting him calm down.

After driving for a while, Joshua parked his car near the sea and got out of the car. There was no one here. The only noise was the sound of the waves.

I got out of the car and approached my furious husband who was pacing back and forth. Suddenly, he stopped pacing and kicked the car angrily, cursing.

"Calm down, Joshua," I said, concerned.

"I should have killed him, but you didn't let me. I shouldn't have brought you with me," he commented in irritation.

"If I didn't stop you, you would kill the poor guy!"

"He is a bastard. He deserved it," Joshua snapped, full of rage in his voice.

I sighed and commented calmly. "Yes, what he did wasn't good, but you can't kill everyone who treated another person badly."

"If it is about my sister, I can, " Joshua stated firmly, clenching his fist.

I heaved a loud sigh and grabbed his hand. "Calm down, Joshua. Hazel wouldn't want you to see in jail," I said calmly.

He sighed, relaxing slightly without pulling his hand away from mine, and commented, determined. "But that bastard deserved it. I will destroy him."

"Here we go again! Stop acting like you are a freaking mafia boss. Just calm down and think with a clear mind!" I snapped, annoyed.

"Don't shout at me!" he warned me angrily.

"Or what?" I asked in irritation, looking him in the eyes.

In a flash, Joshua cupped the back of my neck, pulling me towards him, and smashed his lips against mine. I moaned into his mouth as he lifted me up and placed me on the hood, still kissing me feverishly.

Joshua moved his lips from my lips to my neck, leaving kisses along his way and cupped my breast over my dress. I moaned, gripping his shoulders.

My eyes widened in shock as in a flash, he ripped my dress. Without letting me giving me time to react, he pulled my bra up and attacked my nipple.

"Joshua...," I moaned, gripping his hair tightly, closing my eyes.

The desire for this gorgeous man was getting worse and worse. I was on fire, and only my handsome husband could help me with it.

I couldn't know how he managed to make me forget about everything and drown in the sea of pleasure every time.

"Joshua!" I exclaimed as he ripped my panties, interrupting my thoughts, and placed it into his pocket. He ignored me and showed his finger into my core, making me moan in pleasure.

"You are ready for me, babe," he commented huskily and reclaimed my lips, starting to move his finger inside me.

I heard him undoing his zipper while kissing me eagerly.

I screamed, digging my nails into his shoulder as he slammed into me, wrapping his arm around my waist.

He looked at me, confused and cupped my cheek. "Are you okay? Why did you scream? I am sure you aren't a virgin because I took care of it myself," he said arrogantly and gave me a mischievous smirk.

"Joshua!" I warned him while I was sure that I flushed. "I... I haven't done it since...," I mumbled shyly and bit my lower lip without finishing my sentence, averting my gaze.

Joshua grabbed my chin, lifting my head up, letting our eyes met. He gave me a tender smile and ran his finger over my lower lip.

"I am happy to hear that I am your only man, babe," he commented with an indescribable emotion in his eyes and started moving inside me, but when I screamed in pain, he stopped again. "You are so tight, babe."

"You are big," I commented and took a deep breath.

He smirked cockily and commented. "Thank you for your compliment. Don't worry. I will let you adjust my size. So you will feel just pleasure, not pain. And we need more practice together."

"Or it will be better if I find someone who is less big," I said playfully.

His jaw clenched immediately and gave me an intimidating look.

"I am sorry to break it to you,  but you have to postpone your dreams to find someone who have a less big dick because I won't let any man touch my wife," he stated in an authoritative tone, grabbing the back of my neck tightly.

"But we aren't-"

"I don't care. We are married. So don't even think about it. No one can touch you. You are mine. Got it?" he resumed firmly and crashed his lips against mine without letting me say anything.

He rested his hand on the back of my neck, kissing me passionately, and started thrusting into me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and moaned in pleasure.

Joshua squeezed my breast and bit my neck, making me groan.

"Joshua...," I mumbled as I felt close.

After a few deep thrusts, we came together. We were in each other's arms while breathing heavily.

Joshua pulled back and zipped his fly while I was still sitting on the hood in daze. Then he walked towards the door and came back, holding his suit jacket in his hand.

"Sorry," he said, gesturing to my dress and extended the jacket towards me, rubbing the back of his neck. I nodded, blushing, and took the jacket.

Once I put on the jacket, he extended his hand towards me to help me to climb down the hood.

I wrapped my arms around myself, covering my half-naked chest with the jacket.

As soon as we got in the car, he started the car without looking at me. I leaned my head against the window, lost in my thoughts.

Will things change between us?

Do I want it?

And Joshua... Does he want more? Or it was just lust for him.

Suddenly, Joshua pulled over. I gave him a confused look and looked around through the window. We were in front of the pharmacy.

He got out of the car without saying anything and walked towards the pharmacy.

A few minutes later, he left the pharmacy, holding a little plastic bag in his hand.

As soon as he got in the car and closed the door, he extended the plastic bag towards me.

"What is it?" I asked, confused and took the plastic bag.

"Plan B. I forgot to use a condom. And I think you aren't on the pills," he replied nonchalantly.

"Oh," I mumbled and tightened my fist around the bag.

You got your answer, Celeste.

It was just lust for him.

Even thinking that he could knock you up gives him a nightmare.

He didn't waste time to get rid of this possibility.

Get a grip, Celeste!

Don't act like that you want something with him.

It was just lust for you too. You two got caught in the moment. That's all.

I heaved a loud sigh and looked through the window.

Thirty minutes later, we finally arrived at my apartment building.

"Celeste...," Joshua paused, clearing his throat, and ran his hand through his hair. "Earlier... I-"

"See you in the company tomorrow," I said dryly, cutting him off, and got out of the car without letting him say anything.