Idonât want to move. I know the gravity of what we just did will soon crash down on us, but right now, Iâd rather just ignore it. In this moment, he is no longer the intimidating CEO of the company I intern for, but simply Alex, vulnerable and exposed in a way I never thought Iâd see him.
âClara,â he whispers, his voice low and tender as he strokes my hair. âWe need to talk.â
I nod, biting my lip as I struggle to find words. Our relationship is a ticking time bomb, and we both know it. Yet, we couldnât resist the growing attraction between us, culminating in the passion that unfolded mere moments ago.
âWhat if someone finds out about us?â I ask, fear tugging at my insides. âThe office gossip alone would be unbearable, not to mention the potential consequences on our careers.â
âTrust me, Iâve thought about it too,â he admits, his eyes clouded with concern. âBut I canât help how I feel about you, Clara. And I donât want to give this up.â
âNeither do I,â I agree, my heart swelling with affection for this man who has somehow managed to break down my defenses and make me fall so completely and utterly in love with him.
âThen we have to keep this a secret,â he says decisively. âAt least for now. It wonât be easy, but itâs the only way.â
âKeeping this from everyone will be difficult,â I reply, my eyes searching his face for any signs of hesitation. âCan we really pull it off?â
He takes my hand, his fingers tangling with mine. âTogether, we can do anything.â
I watch Alexanderâs fingers trace idle patterns on my arm as we lay side by side, our bodies tangled together in a comfortable mess. The warmth of his touch sparks thoughts in my mind, and I canât help but imagine the chaos that would ensue if anyone were to find out about us.
âHow exactly are we going to pull this off? I think people have already started to notice.â
He runs a hand through his tousled hair, the concern mirrored in his blue eyes. âWell, for starters, we need to avoid any public displays of affection at work. No lingering looks or touches, especially when anyone else is around.â
âAgreed,â I nod, biting my lip. âAnd weâll have to communicate through private channels, like personal phones and emails, not our work ones.â
âExactly,â he says, pulling me closer. âWeâll also need to be cautious about how we spend time together outside of work. We donât want to arouse suspicion by suddenly spending every evening together.â
My stomach twists with anxiety, but I know heâs right. âItâs going to be difficult, isnât it? What if people notice somethingâs off between us?â
âWeâll just have to trust ourselves and each other,â Alex reassures me, his strong hand cupping my cheek. âYes, there will be challenges, like dealing with suspicion from coworkers and jealousy from our families. But weâre smart, resourceful people. We can handle this.â
His confidence soothes my nerves, but I canât shake the feeling that this wonât be easy. âWhat if someone catches on, despite our best efforts?â I ask, my voice barely audible.
âThen we face it with honesty, and we stand by each other,â he replies firmly, his gaze never wavering from mine.
âAnd our relationship is discovered?â I ask cautiously.
He sighs, knowing Iâm right. The thought of facing disciplinary action or losing our professional credibility weighs heavily on me. âYeah, I know. It could be devastating for both of us.â
âExactly,â I agree. âOur careers could be jeopardized, and it might even affect the companyâs reputation. Is it worth it?â I ask hesitantly, searching his eyes for reassurance.
âUs? Absolutely,â he replies without missing a beat, his conviction leaving no room for doubt. âBut we need to be smart about this, Clara. We canât afford any slip-ups.â His thumb brushes against my cheek, a tender gesture that makes my heart swell.
âThen weâll be careful,â I promise. âWeâve already discussed ways to keep our relationship hidden, and weâll continue to be vigilant.â
âGood,â he says, nodding firmly. âAnd remember â whatever happens, weâre in this together.â
âAlright, letâs plan our next steps,â he says, looking up at me with determination. âWe need to figure out how to maintain our relationship while avoiding any complications.â
I nod, and he slowly pulls away from me. Iâm already aching from the absence, but I let him go. He helps me clean up and dress, and only once weâre put back together, I turn my mind back to the task at hand.
âFirst, we should schedule our dates outside of work hours and away from the office,â I suggest, my mind already racing with ideas. âThat way, thereâs less chance of anyone seeing us together.â
âAgreed. And weâll use an encrypted messaging app to communicate privately. No more texting or emailing each other about anything personal.â
âSounds like a solid plan,â I say, feeling relieved that weâre taking control of the situation. âI think, if we stick to these guidelines, we should be able to keep our relationship hidden.â
âHopefully,â he agrees, his eyes meeting mine with a mixture of hope and anxiety. âBut letâs also have a backup plan, just in case someone starts getting suspicious.â
âRight,â I reply, my heart pounding with anticipation. âIf that happens, weâll come clean â but only to someone we trust implicitly. They might be able to help us navigate the fallout.â
âExactly,â he says, his voice filled with conviction. âWe canât predict the future, but we can prepare for it.â