Chapter 8: Bossalicious Bad Boy: Chapter 8

The early morning sunlight spills through the floor-to-ceiling windows of my penthouse, casting a golden glow onto the marble floors. I take a deep breath, inhaling the aroma of freshly brewed coffee wafting from the kitchen. Today feels like it’s going to be a good day.

‘Morning, Jorge,’ I call out as I make my way to the elevator, the familiar hum of the city below greeting me. My driver nods and flashes a grin before he opens the car door for me. ‘Thanks.’

‘Good morning, Mr. Blaese,’ he replies cheerfully. ‘You’re in early today.’

‘Big day at the office,’ I explain, settling into the plush leather seat. As we glide through the bustling streets, I can’t help but feel a sense of accomplishment and gratitude for everything that has brought me here. CEO of my own company, surrounded by people who believe in my vision – it’s more than I ever dreamed possible.

As we pull up to the entrance of the towering skyscraper that houses my company, I take a moment to soak it all in. The hustle and bustle of my employees streaming through the doors, their faces a mix of determination, enthusiasm, and anticipation. I’m proud of what we’ve built here.

‘Morning, Alex!’ calls out Ruby, her face lighting up as she sees me approach. She’s been with the company since the beginning and is a constant source of positivity and support.

‘Morning, Ruby,’ I reply, returning her infectious smile and nodding at a few other colleagues who greet me as they pass by. The energy in the room is palpable, and I can’t help but feel a renewed sense of motivation.

‘Hey, Alex,’ greets Tim, one of my senior project managers, as I stride towards my office. His brow is furrowed, and I can see the gears turning behind his eyes. ‘Got a minute?’

‘Of course,’ I say, pausing in my tracks. ‘What’s up?’

‘Quick question about the budget for Project Aurora,’ he begins, and we dive into a rapid-fire discussion, our words efficient and to the point. It’s easy to lose track of time when immersed in the details of our work, but as CEO, it’s important for me to strike the right balance between involvement and delegation.

‘Alright, thanks for the clarification, Alex,’ Tim says with a nod, visibly satisfied with our exchange. ‘I’ll get right on that.’

‘Great, keep me posted,’ I tell him before continuing on my way. As I enter my office, I take a moment to appreciate the stunning view of the city skyline, feeling a sense of pride in the empire I’ve built. But there’s still so much more to do, and I’m eager to tackle the challenges of the day head-on.

‘Let’s get to work,’ I murmur to myself, rolling up my sleeves and diving into the mountain of emails and documents that await my attention. There’s no time to waste, and every decision I make has the potential to impact the lives of my employees and the future of my company. It’s a responsibility I don’t take lightly.

I immerse myself in the world of spreadsheets, meetings, and phone calls. As I sit at my desk, I can’t help but notice Clara across the room, her eyes focused intently on her computer screen. She’s so different from anyone I’ve ever known – ambitious, intelligent, and undeniably attractive. The way her wavy hair cascades past her shoulders, framing her face in a way that highlights her natural beauty. A blush rises to my cheeks as I realize I’m staring, but I can’t seem to look away.

‘Hey, Alex, can you take a look at this report for me?’ Clara asks, snapping me out of my reverie. She approaches my desk, her radiant smile making my heart skip a beat.

‘Of course,’ I reply, forcing myself to focus on the task at hand. I skim through the pages of the report, occasionally glancing up at Clara to ask questions or provide feedback. But even as I engage in our professional exchange, I can’t help but be acutely aware of the electricity that seems to crackle between us.

‘Thanks for your input, Alex. It really helps,’ she says, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. ‘I’ll make those revisions and get it back to you later.’

‘Sounds good,’ I say, struggling to keep my voice steady. I watch as she walks back to her desk, feeling that familiar tug of attraction deep within my chest. We both know that pursuing anything beyond a professional relationship would be a bad idea – after all, I am her boss – but it doesn’t stop my heart from racing whenever she’s near.

Throughout the day, our interactions continue in much the same way. We collaborate on projects, discussing ideas and strategies with ease. And yet, there’s always that underlying tension, the knowledge that we’re both fighting against something more.

During a meeting, I find myself distracted by the way her lips move as she speaks, the passion and intelligence behind her words. I try to focus on the content of her presentation, but my mind keeps drifting back to the undeniable chemistry between us.

‘Alexander, any thoughts?’ one of my colleagues asks, jolting me back to reality.

‘Uh, yes,’ I stutter, trying to gather my thoughts. ‘I think Clara’s proposal has a lot of potential. Let’s explore it further.’

‘Great,’ Clara says, her eyes meeting mine for a brief moment, before quickly looking away.

As the day wears on, I become increasingly aware of my inability to concentrate on anything other than Clara. My heart races, my palms grow sweaty, and my stomach churns with a mixture of desire and anxiety. It’s becoming impossible to maintain my professional demeanor, and I know I need to find a way to resolve this internal conflict.

‘Hey, Alex,’ Clara’s voice disrupts my thoughts like a siren song. ‘Do you have a minute to discuss the quarterly report?’

‘Of course,’ I reply, attempting to keep my tone light and professional, but there’s an unintentional warmth that seeps through. I motion her towards my office, and she follows, clutching her laptop against her chest.

‘Alright, so I’ve been analyzing the numbers, and it looks like we’re on track for a great quarter,’ she begins, her words confident and crisp. It’s almost impossible not to admire her enthusiasm and dedication to our projects.

‘Excellent,’ I say, my eyes flicking briefly to her face before darting away, afraid of lingering too long. ‘Any areas you think could use improvement?’

‘Perhaps we could streamline the communication between departments,’ she suggests, her gaze steady and focused. ‘It might help us avoid any delays in the future.’

‘Good point,’ I agree, my voice catching slightly, betraying my growing difficulty in maintaining a strictly professional demeanor. Damn it, Alex, get it together, I scold myself internally.

As Clara leaves my office, I can’t help but feel a familiar rush of attraction, tinged with the ever-present worry that I’m letting my personal feelings interfere with my professional life. The more I interact with her, the harder it becomes to separate the two.

‘Alex, could you sign off on these invoices?’ another colleague asks, pulling me out of my reverie.

‘Sure,’ I say, forcing myself to refocus on the task at hand. It’s becoming increasingly difficult to maintain this facade, but I have no other choice – at least not yet.

As the day wears on, I find myself stumbling over my words and avoiding eye contact with Clara, unable to shake the gnawing feeling that I’m dancing dangerously close to the edge of something I can’t control. And as much as I want to simply let go, to allow myself to fully embrace the connection between us, I know I must tread carefully – for both our sakes.

My heart races as I walk past Clara’s desk, trying my hardest not to glance in her direction. I’ve been finding more and more reasons to come out here, just to be near her. I can feel the sweat forming on my palms, and a churning sensation in my stomach that seems to only intensify whenever she’s near. It’s all I can do to keep from betraying my feelings, but I know I must maintain a professional demeanor – for both our sakes.

‘Alexander,’ calls out Julie, ‘we have a meeting with the marketing team in five minutes.’

‘Thanks, Julie,’ I respond, grateful for the distraction. Interacting with other colleagues is like taking a breath of fresh air, allowing me to momentarily forget about the storm raging inside me. ‘Lead the way.’

As we enter the conference room, I take my seat at the head of the table, feeling an odd sense of relief as I find myself surrounded by people who aren’t Clara. Everyone exchanges polite greetings before diving into the discussion at hand. My focus sharpens, my words coming out smoothly and confidently – a stark contrast to earlier stumbles around Clara.

‘Alright, team,’ I begin, laying out our strategy for the upcoming quarter. ‘We need to ensure that our messaging aligns with our target demographics. Any suggestions?’

‘Perhaps we could run some focus groups to get direct feedback from potential customers?’ suggests Mark, our marketing director.

‘Great idea, let’s set that up,’ I reply, completely in control. It’s easier to maintain my composure when Clara isn’t in the room, and I find solace in these moments. But even then, the memory of her lingers, a constant reminder of the turmoil within.

‘Excuse me, Alexander,’ says Julie, entering the room with a stack of papers in her hands. ‘Clara just emailed over the latest reports you requested.’

‘Thank you, Julie,’ I say, accepting the documents and forcing a smile. My heart skips a beat at the mention of Clara’s name, and I struggle to keep my hand steady as I flip through the pages.

‘Everything looks good here,’ I remark, trying to focus on the numbers and figures in front of me. But my mind continues to drift back to Clara – the way her eyes light up when she’s passionate about an idea, or how her laughter fills the room with warmth.

‘Alexander?’ Julie prompts, pulling me from my thoughts.

‘Sorry, just reviewing the data,’ I lie, attempting to regain my footing. ‘Alright, team, let’s wrap this up and get back to work.’

As the meeting concludes, I can’t help but feel a sense of dread creeping in, knowing that I must face the source of my turmoil once more. The office suddenly feels like a battlefield, with every interaction fraught with danger and uncertainty. And yet, despite it all, I find myself drawn to Clara, unable to shake the undeniable connection between us.

‘See you later, Alexander,’ Mark says, patting me on the shoulder as we exit the conference room. I force a smile, nodding in response.

‘Later, Mark,’ I reply, steeling myself for what lies ahead. For I know that no matter how hard I try, I cannot escape the pull of my feelings for Clara – nor the battle within me to maintain my professionalism in the face of such overwhelming emotion.

I step out of the conference room, my heart pounding in my chest. It’s like a caged animal trying to break free, and I can’t ignore it any longer – this constant distraction, this exhausting battle within myself.

‘Hey Alex, got a minute?’ Sarah, one of our social media project managers, approaches me with a stack of papers in her hands. My pulse quickens for all the wrong reasons as Clara walks by, her gaze briefly meeting mine before she ducks into her office.

‘Sure, Sarah, what’s up?’ I ask, struggling to focus on the conversation at hand while my thoughts are consumed by Clara.

‘Could you review these projections?’ She hands me the papers, and I force my mind back to the present moment. I nod, scanning the documents as she talks through the details. It’s a simple request, but each word feels like it’s passing through a foggy haze, my attention constantly drawn back to Clara’s office door.

‘Alexander, did you catch that?’ Sarah asks, concern etched across her face.

‘Sorry, just a bit preoccupied today,’ I admit, rubbing a hand over my face. ‘Can you give me the rundown again?’

‘Of course,’ she replies, patiently going through the information once more. This time, I manage to absorb most of it, my fingers tapping against the folder in an attempt to channel my anxiety into something productive.

‘Thanks, Sarah. I’ll review this and get back to you,’ I say, hoping that my voice sounds steadier than I feel. She nods, giving me a small smile before walking away.

I retreat to my office, shutting the door behind me and leaning against it, attempting to steady my racing heart. The feeling of suffocation grows stronger, as if the walls are closing in on me, and I know I can’t keep going like this. I shouldn’t be this affected by Clara, and yet, every fiber of my being is drawn to her.

‘Get a grip, Alex,’ I mutter under my breath, shutting my eyes and taking several deep breaths. I need to figure out how to handle this situation, because the way things are going isn’t sustainable. I can’t allow my feelings for her to interfere with my work, my relationships with my colleagues, or my ability to lead this company effectively.

I open my eyes, determination settling in my chest. One way or another, I need to find a solution. My professional life depends on it, but more importantly, so does my sanity.