CH 6
Don't Hide From Me!
When he returned from the bath, Ye Yao was in a trance, in contrast to Lu Xun, who was beside him, who was in high spirits.
âHow does it feel to have a bath for the first time?â Lu Xun put an arm around Ye Yaoâs shoulders, âIs it still acceptable to take a bath in the north?â
Ye Yao pursed his lips and did not speak.
Lu Xun didnât care if Ye Yao didnât answer, he was now holding Ye Yao in his arms and his heart was full of satisfaction.
âWhen are we going next?â Lu Xun asks.
Ye Yao is silent for a moment, shaking his head.
He will probably never want to go to the bathhouse with Lu Xun again unless he asks for clarification about what happened today.
â Lu Xun , do you know what you are doing?â Ye Yao asked.
âWhatâs wrong?â Lu Xun looked at Ye Yaoâs expression with an open face, and with a wicked smile, he changed from putting his arm around Ye Yaoâs shoulder to holding Ye Yaoâs hand, âWhatâs wrong with that, weâre best friends.â
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Late at night, Ye Yao lies alone in bed, contemplating.
â¦â¦ What a straight man theory this is.
He had heard this expression when he was a straight man too, but just scoffed at it at the time.
He couldnât care less what other people did, and he wouldnât do that with his friends anyway.
Now heâs gone from straight to crooked, so heâs accepted it with a smack in the face, but what about Lu Xun?
Lu Xun A super homophobic straight guy can also accept two guys doing that together, is it because he is too straight or is it because â¦â¦ homophobic deep closet?
He had been friends with Lu Xun for several years, but because his thinking was so different, he couldnât understand what was behind all of Lu Xunâs actions.
Ye Yao thought about it, so he put his head under the covers and turned on his mobile phone, turning to the almighty Baidu.
Someone really did ask the same question Ye Yao was wondering: [My favorite homophobic straight boyfriend helped me â¦â¦ Iâm sure everyone understands when I say itâs subtle! Iâm so happy, is it possible heâs not that straight?
There were quite a few replies below:
If he knows youâre curvy, heâs hitting on you. If he thinks youâre straight, then itâs just normal friend behavior, so please donât think too much about it.
[pull a few down, just this is still homophobic straight, gay pretend straight, I a fist pound you and his face.
The actual fact is that you will be able to get a lot more than just a few of these. For example, ask him to sit at a gay bar and see how he reacts.
[â¦â¦ straight? Is there something I misunderstood about the term?
Ye Yao contemplates.
Taking Lu Xun to a gay bar is out of the question, he doesnât want to go himself and he doesnât want to take Lu Xun to such a place, itâs too weird.
But there are other, softer ways of trying, that might be tried. For example, ask Lu Xun to see a recently released film that has a subtle subplot about a pair of male friends who like each other, only in the end the two donât get together and regretfully miss out.
I wonder how Lu Xun will take to such an obscure plot.
Ye Yao knows that Lu Xun has an aversion to men with a male sexual orientation, but in all the time he has known him, he has never seen Lu Xunâs reaction when confronted with a same-sex couple.
The reason for this is simple: since we met, Lu Xun has been in contact with guys who like the same sex either because they like Lu Xun or because they like him, and none of these guys have ever gotten a good look from Lu Xun. The other same-sex couples donât come close to Lu Xun either.
Tomorrow weâll go to the movies with Lu Xun.
If Lu Xun is a deep cabinet, is he available â¦â¦
Ye Yao pursed his lips, turned off his phone screen, pulled the covers off his head â and saw a face hanging directly above him in the dimness.
Ye Yao Yao didnât even raise an eyebrow and reached out to push the face a little further away.
âWaiting here to scare me?â Ye Yao asked.
Lu Xun held Ye Yaoâs hand, âIâm not scaring you, you said you wanted to be alone tonight, so I didnât say anything.â
Yes, Ye Yao is sleeping alone in a bed tonight because he told Lu Xun that the day was too exciting and he wanted to be alone to Jing Jing.
Itâs just that Lu Xunâs bed â¦â¦ is right next to his, and he sleeps head to head, so even if Ye Yao sleeps alone, heâs not more than a handâs reach away from Lu Xun.
Tomorrow weekend, Xiao Pang and Wen Wen went to a cyber cafe for a night of hacking together, and they didnât have any concerns about talking and disturbing others.
Lu Xunâs teasing tone was withdrawn: âDonât look at your phone in the dark, itâs bad for your eyes, Iâll turn on the light if you want to play with it.â
Ye Yaoâs hand was warmed and he whispered back, âNo, I just wanted to search for some information.â
Lu Xun, probably satisfied, puts his hand on Ye Yaoâs thin eyelids and gives Ye Yao an eye massage while he starts to curse.
âYou donât think about it, what if you canât see faces when youâre a hundred years old, and you recognise other old men as me, and take people home with you, and I go and fight with other old men? Itâs all so old, Iâm afraid itâs a bad influence.â
ââ¦â¦â Ye Yao was speechless, âItâs not Alzheimerâs, how can I mistake your face, at most, I would mistake your son for you.â
Lu Xunâs hand paused before pinching the flesh of Ye Yaoâs cheek instead, and his tone, which had just been nice, turned cold again: âYou donât have the chance.â
Lu Xun stopped and got up, âI think youâre just starting to talk nonsense when you donât sleep with me.
Ye Yao objected in vain and was forced to share a single bed with Lu Xun.
Ye Yao is once again in a familiar embrace, and everything is as normal as if this bed was meant to sleep two people.