âYou canât be serious!â
Upon hearing the argument raging downstairs, I headed to my office and pulled the room theyâre in up on CCTV. Ant stands near the window, shifting his weight back and forth as he picks at his sweater sleeve. Brooke paces near the door, dragging one hand through her thick hair.
âMe?â Ant turns toward her. âYouâre the one thatâs selling yourself to that man.â
âIâm not selling myself,â Brooke snaps. âIâm choosing this for myself and Tiff so we can be safe and have a chance at a good future. Iâm also choosing it for you, you fucking idiot. Not sure why you have an issue with it seeing as you were so happy and encouraging for me to do whatever the Irish demanded. In fact, you were thanking me through tears in your eyes because me being sold as a sex slave and going through hell wouldâve saved your worthless skin!â
I shake my head as my blood boils. Brooke may hold her brother in high regard but itâs clear that most of it comes from familial obligation and not love. He doesnât appear to care about her beyond how he can use her, while she remains desperate to find her brother under all that drug-addicted mess. Unfortunately, Iâm not sure thereâs a brother left to find.
âThis is different,â Ant hisses.
âHow is it different?â Brooke throws her hands in the air. âIs it because Iâm making the choice this time?â
âYou talk like youâre fucking in love with him or something.â
Brooke stamps her foot in anger. âWill you stop being so pig-headed for five seconds!â
She doesnât deny it and my pulse quickens slightly. Caring for her didnât have any requirements on my end but I canât deny I like the idea of her loving me. Beyond the deal, of course. Sheâs a beautiful woman and Iâm utterly addicted to her. Is it possible she feels the same? I recline in my chair, entertaining the thought as the argument continues.
âIâm pig-headed?â Ant snaps. âYouâre the one always trying to fix things! Getting involved in my life like itâs yours to lead when I didnât ask you to.â
âWhat the fuck? Yes, you fucking did. You begged me to take you in when you lost your apartment, which, by the way, Iâm now thinking was a ruse, that you really needed a hideout from the Irish. Every time you get clean you ask for my help. You brought all this shit down on me and donât think for a second that Iâve forgotten that when I was going through hell for you, you were shooting up instead of watching over my daughter. The only way Iâll ever forgive you is if you get clean, stay clean, and spend the rest of your pathetic life apologizing.â
âIâm not apologizing!â Ant yells. âYou donât understand and you donât even try. You have no idea what itâs like to be an addict. How much it consumes me. How itâs so much stronger than me. You have no idea and you donât even care!â
One bullet and Brookeâs troubles would be over. Thatâs all it would take. One bullet and her useless sack of shit brother would be six feet under.
âI have to get out of here, I canât do this.â Ant starts pacing about like a caged animal.
âDonât be stupid,â Brooke snaps. âYou think youâll get help out there or is it drugs youâre really after?â Ant stays silent. âFor fuck sake, Ant. Youâre so close to getting clean. Why canât you just do this for me?â
âItâs a disease, Brooke, and youâre killing me by keeping me here.â
The rest of the argument fades away as an incoming call from my father steals my attention. I answer it, pressing the phone to my ear as I swivel around to stare out over the estate gardens now cloaked in darkness.
âFather.â
âWhat the hell are you playing at, you fool?â
My gut tightens. âExcuse me?â
âTell me, Leonity, why I just received a call from Ronan Murphy.â
Shit. The Irish Captain. âI have no idea.â
âDonât play dumb with me, boy. You know as well as I do that itâs bad news when the Murphys are on the move. Theyâve crawled out of the woodwork to come for us. What the hell did you do?â
I drum my fingers lightly on my thigh. âI have done nothing. They, on the other hand, have some internal strife that theyâre struggling to handle.â
âIs the truth simply fiction to you?â My father grunts sharply. âHe told me that weâre harboring someone who has insulted the Irish to the point that thereâs now a kill order out on them. Imagine my surprise when that little whoreâs name popped up when I asked who it was.â
âWhy did he call you?â Irritation begins to heat up under my skin. âYouâre retired.â
âClearly, he felt he could get more sense out of me than you. What are you playing at, Leonity? This woman is not one of ours. Itâs not like sheâs someone you paid for, so why are you risking so much of what Iâve built? The Murphys are not worth the trouble so hand her over. Son, you have to do whatâs best for the family.â
My eyes track a patrol of guards as they move through the gardens and I hum softly in acknowledgement. âThe Irish lost some drugs and are blaming a low-level dealer. In fact, it was a smaller family, the Contiâs, that started this mess. So if the Murphys want a solution, they can look closer to home.â
âSon, you know it doesnât work that way. You knowâ ââ
I end the call because I spot my door opening in the windowâs reflection. Brooke storms in.
âAre you busy?â
I set my phone down and turn to face her. âFor you? No.â
âIâm so⦠ugh, I just want to scream!â She drags her hands down her face. âIâm so damn angry and frustrated, and I donât know what to do.â
Pushing slightly away from the desk, I tap my thigh and invite her to sit. âTalk to me.â
Brooke strides over and drops into my lap, then sags back against my chest and heaves a deep sigh. âAnt. He says the coldest things. Accuses me of not caring about him and part of me thinks heâs right. I look at him and I donât see my brother anymore. I think heâs lost for good, and all my attempts to reach him have just been feeding the monster that took his place. But then he talks about his disease and his lack of control. I always end up feeling so guilty.â
âDonât feel guilty.â I press my lips to the side of her neck.
âOk, I wonât because itâs that easy,â Brooke mutters. âLet me just switch off my feelings.â
I chuckle softly and kiss up to her hairline. âHeâs an asshole and youâve given him way more than he deserves. Heâs family, I understand, but everyone has a limit.â
âHeâs all I have,â Brooke says dismally.
âNot true.â As I kiss around to her jaw, I slide one hand up her quivering thigh and under her skirt to the soft heat of her inner thighs. âYou have me.â
âDo I?â
I slide my hand higher and cup her heat only to find that she strolled in here without any panties on. âOf course you do. I told you that the day you came here. Your brother, on the other handâ¦â I canât think of anything nice to say so I let my words trail off. I cup her jaw with my other hand and coax her to face me. As soon as she does, I kiss her.
âJust focus on me right now,â I murmur against her lips. âAnd Iâll focus on you.â
Brooke grumbles into the kiss, but as my fingertips start dancing over her pussy, she allows herself to melt entirely into me, relaxing in my lap. Sheâs wet within seconds and before long, soft moans escape with each gasp she makes as we part from one kiss and fall immediately into another. I adjust her against me, allowing me to slide my fingers through her heat deep into her pussy. My thumb finds her clit and Brooke shudders against me.
Her hands clutch at my arm and her nails cut into my skin, the bite of fire making my blood run hotter.
âSpread your legs,â I whisper against her mouth. She obliges, her legs falling on either side of mine, giving me easier access to her pussy. This new position allows me to thrust my fingers deeper at a more rapid pace while flicking and rubbing her clit in time to the motion of her hips.
âOh god,â Brooke moans sweetly. Our kiss breaks and her head falls back onto my shoulder. I turn my attention to her throat, licking and sucking as she squirms with pleasure in my arms. Closer and closer she tumbles toward an orgasm. Her pussy clenches rhythmically around my fingers, her breathing grows more rapid, and her head tosses side to side on my shoulder.
âLeon, oh my god. Iâm so close. Iâm so⦠fuck!â
Itâs all the encouragement I need to hear. I double my efforts in fucking her with my fingers and within thirty seconds, Brooke is trembling in my arms with breathy cries and whimpers. She jolts forward and I hold her close, rapidly teasing her clit to get her the most out of her orgasm until she slumps back, panting.
âFeel better?â I ask, lazily kissing her jaw.
âYeah,â she gasps. âLoads better. Thank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â
Brooke swivels in my arms and kisses me deeply. âCome with me to bed?â
âHow can I resist?â