Chapter 487: Chapter 486: 460: Changing Values

Qiuqiu heard Xiao Qian’s words and showed a deep sorrow, looking at the short sleeve stall not far away and asking Xiao Qian.

“Can you finish before the season when she can wear skirts for me comes?”

When shopping before, Qiuqiu bought a beautiful skirt for Jingjing, hoping that their relationship could reach the season when flowers bloom.

Xiao Qian didn’t want to hurt him, but couldn’t not tell the truth.

“It will be much earlier than that. Starting from the end of this month, you have to distance yourself from her day by day until she forgets you. After I instill a brand-new identity in her, you can reappear in her world as a stranger and re-contact her. However, it’s unknown if she will have the same feelings for you with her new identity.”

Just like Lone Wolf’s fiancee, Hu Meijing, after she got a new identity, her feelings for her old friends changed, and now she only loves her husband.

Always expecting a relationship to last forever, when you love someone, you think it’s a lifetime. But after experiencing many things, you will find that the people you loved will eventually become passers-by.

Because of Hu Meijing’s experience, Xiao Qian felt profound when she talked about these things to Qiuqiu.

No matter what kind of relationship Jingjing has with Qiuqiu, whether it’s dependence, transference due to mistrust of men after illness, or something else, Qiuqiu has been sincere to Jingjing. Xiao Qian noticed their interactions during dinner. So when asking Qiuqiu these questions, Xiao Qian had a lot of reluctance in her heart.

“Before the end of the month? I still have time, I can take her to see the begonias bloom.” Qiuqiu waved at Jingjing, who was standing far away looking at him.

Xiao Qian understood what he meant, he wanted to hurry and leave the last memories.

“Boss Qian, I’ll stop here, I’m leaving!” Qiuqiu waved at Xiao Qian, showing a sunny smile as usual. Coupled with the current situation, it made Xiao Qian feel an indescribable melancholy.

On the way back, Xiao Qian was thinking about what happened to the people around her, and the usually chatty Shi Touyu was silent.

“Shi Tou, what’s wrong?” Xiao Qian noticed that she had been a little off since dinner.

Shi Touyu sighed, “Before, I was worried about how to tell my parents about my brother and me. But after seeing Qiuqiu, I feel that we are not the most pitiful people. At least, after my brother and I are beaten, we can still be together.”

All sorrows are produced without comparison.

Xiao Qian nodded, “I’ll tell you a case related to our profession. There was a very depressed person who felt that he had encountered the most unfortunate thing. He was very sad every day. He found a famous philosopher and asked for a solution. Guess what the philosopher said?”

“Hmm, if you’re not happy, just scratch the wall?”

Xiao Qian rolled her eyes, “If we treat patients like this, how many people would we kill? The philosopher told him to go to the town and knock on every door, asking people––”

“Have you heard of × profit?”

Shi Touyu suddenly interrupted. In recent years, direct sales companies have sprung up all over the domestic market, both legal and illegal. After experiencing things like state-owned enterprise reform, many people felt that new business methods could change their fate but found out that only a few could reach the top, and most people would leave just as they entered. The 80-20 rule applies to any industry.

Xiao Qian glared at Shi Touyu, and Shi Touyu laughed, “I just thought of this joke when I heard about knocking on every door, didn’t I? You continue, I can’t think of what the philosopher told people.”

“He told the person who felt so troubled that he was about to get depressed to knock on everyone’s door and find out who has never had any troubles. As a result, he went around the town, and his mood improved, no longer feeling like a depressed person, because no matter how perfect other families look, behind that closed door, everyone has different troubles.”

What people show others is always the good side, and their own sorrows can only be understood by themselves.

“Boss Qian, why are you so emotional today? After spending the night with Boss Yu, you are becoming more and more feminine. I think you are different from the impression I had when we first met.”

Xiao Qian smiled, neither admitting nor denying, the landlady’s silly daughter was actually quite sensitive in some ways, with the intuition of an artist.

“I like the current you, I feel that your soul is not floating around so frequently. Occasionally, when you meet someone you’re interested in, your soul will come down and turn you into a real person. But most of the time, you are still floating in the air, looking down on everything you don’t care to deal with – when you mention Boss Yu, your soul comes down, and just now, for some reason, I felt that after you talked to Qiuqiu, you also came down and cared.”

Shi Touyu’s words were very apt, and Xiao Qian thought for a moment and nodded.

“Yeah, you’re right. It’s just that when you said that I realized that when I treat others, I am also looking for a way to save myself. In your words, if my soul is all here, my OCD should be better.”

The bleeding hole in her heart, bit by bit, was repaired after she started dating Yu Minglang. And after she returned, she deliberately or unintentionally sought out her past life patients. Each interaction with them brought different feelings. These feelings accumulated together, and Xiao Qian’s condition gradually improved. Now her OCD is very mild.

“It’s good to have some small flaws. You’re just lovely because you’re not perfect. You’re already so smart, if everything’s given to you, you’d make people too jealous. Look at our art class drawing Venus, it’s precisely because she’s armless that she’s beautiful. By the way, Boss Qian, come back to the dormitory with me, I need to get some paper, I ran out of the drawing paper I brought.”

Xiao Qian stood at the school gate waiting for Shi Touyu, the light flickered on the school’s sign, thinking about how she and Xiao Qiang were rolling in bed at this time last night, and now they were going their separate ways.

“Dr. Chen.”

“Is it you?”

Xiao Qian looked at Wang Yafei in surprise, who was not far away.

How could this guy turn up at the school gate after being completely defeated by Xiao Qiang in a PK last night?

Moreover, Wang Yafei’s eyes when looking at her was different from before. Since she got involved in his assessment, he looked at her with hatred. However, at this moment, Xiao Qian seemed to see a trace of guilt in his eyes. Did his values change overnight?

“Yes, it’s me. I have something to say to you, is it convenient?”