âIt feels like I owe you something, since youâve treated her for so long.â Jingjingâs mother said regretfully. Although Dr. Chen Xiaoqian was young, she was the most dedicated and responsible doctor she had ever met.
Xiao Qianâs gaze swept around and suddenly stopped at a small keychain on the table.
It was a somewhat faded metal mashimaro pendant.
âCan I have this?â
âSure, but itâs a bit faded. If you like it, I can buy you a new one.â
Xiao Qian waved her hand, âFaded items, unfaded memories. Please take good care of your recovered daughter. Goodbye.â
âThank you, Dr. Chen! You are a good person!â
Jingjingâs parents bowed to Xiao Qianâs retreating figure.
Xiao Qian held the Mashimaro pendant tightly in her hand, a faint smile appearing at the corner of her mouth.
A good person, huh?
She would rather be a bad person, but she was indeed a good doctor.
Being a bad person and a good doctor wasnât a conflict.
After leaving Jingjingâs house and reaching the entrance of the community, she suddenly heard someone calling her name, but she couldnât find a familiar face in her surroundings.
âItâs me!â Qiuqiu took off his hat and sunglasses, and walked up to Xiao Qian.
âWhy are you dressed like this?â Xiao Qian looked at Qiuqiuâs ragged outfit, with a crooked hat on his head and large sunglasses covering half of his face. It was hard to recognize him without getting close.
âIâve been pretending to be a beggar at the entrance of the community these days. Didnât you say not to let her discover my existence? Howâs the treatment going?â
âNo problem, rest assured. She will definitely have a brand new life in the future. But are you alright?â
âWhat could happen to me? Iâm fine. Boss Qian, can you have a few drinks with me?â
âWait for me to make a phone call. If thereâs nothing wrong with my mom, Iâll be with you for awhile.â
âMom, did you get checked?â Xiao Qian called Jia Xiufang.
âI did. Itâs nothing serious, just a bit of inflammation. Some medication will do the trick.â Xiufangâs voice sounded a little weak, but it was unclear if it was due to illness.
âI better go back to check on you then.â Xiao Qian was always worried.
âWhat do you need to come back for? I sent you to school so you could study, not to keep coming home! Focus on your studies, I donât need you to worry about me!â
Hearing her mother sounding so full of energy, Xiao Qian felt it might not be a big problem.
âPut Eldest Sister-in-law on the line. I want to talk to her.â
Jia Xiufang handed the phone to Eldest Sister-in-law, and made faces at her. Eldest Sister-in-law cleared her throat and took the call.
âXiao Qian, itâs Eldest Sister-in-law.â
âEldest Sister-in-law, whatâs wrong with Mom?â
âChronic⦠um, appendicitis.â With Xiufangâs eye signal, Eldest Sister-in-law said the predetermined illness.
âIs it serious?â
âNot serious, justâ¦â
Eldest Sister-in-law glanced at Xiufang, who silently pleaded with her hands clasped.
âJust what? Do I need to come back and take care of her?â
Xiao Qian knew that there were no relatives around her mother. Her younger brother was still a kid, and her two uncles were either unavailable or unhelpful. The Old Chen family had stopped contacting them after the divorce, and the only ones who still contacted them were Fourth Uncle and Fourth Aunt, who were taking care of Grandmother.
âNo need. I can take good care of Aunt. Donât worry, thereâs really no problem.â
âAlright, weâll stay in touch.â
Xiao Qian didnât suspect anything and hung up the phone, speaking to Qiuqiu.
âLetâs go, Iâll accompany you to relax.â
In the hospital, Eldest Sister-in-law spoke to Jia Xiufang who was lying on the bed.
âWhy do you have to keep this from Xiao Qian? Appendix surgery isnât a big deal. Letting her come back to see you would put her at ease, wouldnât it?â
Jia Xiufang didnât have a gynecological disease but chronic appendicitis. After a thorough diagnosis, the doctor suggested that she have it removed to avoid recurrent episodes.
It was a very minor surgery with almost no risk. Eldest Sister-in-law thought it would be better to tell Xiao Qian and let her come back to take care of her mother.
âQianâer is still a student, and she has a lot of school stuff to deal with. This surgery may be minor, but she would have to lie down for some time afterwards. If she were to come back, she would be distracted. Donât let the child go back and forth. I can just spend some money to hire a nursemaid.â
Jia Xiufang felt that this minor matter made it too troublesome for Xiao Qian to come back. In her heart, Xiao Qian was still a child who couldnât cook and had no experience in taking care of others. What could she do if she came back?
âYou donât need to do that. I have two aunts at home who can take care of you. Besides, Iâm in the hospital and can look after you. But if you donât tell Xiao Qian, she might worry and even hold a grudge against you after finding out.â
Eldest Sister-in-law had been in the hospital for many years, and she knew that having a family member at your bedside after being admitted was not only for care but also for a sense of security. If you open your eyes and see your loved one there, you will feel better.
âItâs fine. I know my girl. Sheâs tough on the outside but soft on the inside. She canât be mad at me. Eldest Sister-in-law, you must keep me a secret, donât tell Xiao Qian.â
âAlright.â
Xiao Qian and Qiuqiu drank a silent drink. They found a random place, Qiuqiu drank while Xiao Qian sat and listened to him talk about his time with Jingjing. Xiao Qian acted as a silent audience, knowing that what Qiuqiu needed at the moment was just a listener, not for her to express her opinion.
âIâm happy that she has her life today, that she can start a happy new life, and that itâs not bad for her to forget about me. If Iâm around, sheâll only think about bad things. Isnât it better for me to stay away? I have no regrets, just a bit of a pity. Pity that I didnât see her wear the skirt I bought for her, pity that I didnât wait for the flowers to bloomâ¦â
Qiuqiu spoke haltingly, not really knowing what he was talking about. But what if he had waited for the warm days and the blooming flowers? That would have always been a one-sided love with no ending, a lot of giving but only rewarded with her forgetting about him.
Two empty bottles of alcohol had appeared on the greasy table of the small bar, and Xiao Qian saw it was about time to leave. She asked, â
âItâs about time, arenât you going to see her for the last time?â
âWhere?â Qiuqiu had drank a bit too much, but he was still conscious.
âTrain Station, to say goodbye to the girl who has been on your mind for several months.â
âIâm going⦠Isnât that inappropriate?â
âWe can hide in the crowd, so she wonât notice.â
This was a very tempting suggestion, and Qiuqiu hesitated. Xiao Qian opened her palm, revealing the metal Mashimaro.
There were still traces of welding on the ears, and Qiuqiu recognized it at once. He and Jingjing had met because of this rabbit.
At that time, Jingjing was still in a state of shock and couldnât approach men. He had picked up her lost rabbit, repaired it, and given it back to her, which started their sweet but bitter and ambiguous love, where everything seemed to be understood without any words spoken.
Xiao Qian didnât accept the payment for the treatment from Jingjingâs parents, but took out this pendant instead.
The item stirred Qiuqiuâs emotions, and he grabbed the little rabbit into his palm. Xiao Qian pulled him up.
âLetâs go, seeing her may not change anything, but not seeing her would be a lifelong regret. Only by facing the past can we embrace the future. Letâs go!â
Together, they took a taxi straight to the Train Station, hid in an inconspicuous corner, and silently waited for Jingjing to arrive.