"Before that, I will have different dreams. There are people I don't know. I don't understand why you want to prevent me from recalling the past, but if that's what you want, it doesn't matter if I drink the soup."
Sima Jingxuan's face turned pale and wanted to explain, but he couldn't find a word to argue for himself.
"Jingxuan, you are the first person I have seen since I woke up. I believe you. I am who you say I am. I am willing if you want me to be your queen. But can you hide this from me all my life? Even if Nangong Yan doesn't appear, do you think I will forgive you when I think of it?"
Ji Qingxue roared with red eyes: "I've been waiting for you to tell me, but I didn't wait. So Nangong Yan came, which is probably God's arrangement. So you understand, I just want to find out who I am. I don't want to live like this!"
She worked as Mo chunian for a year, and she didn't dare to ask many questions, because once she mentioned Sima Jingxuan's face would always be ugly.
So Ji Qingxue chose to suppress her thoughts. She no longer tried to figure out what happened in the dream, so she thought it was just a dream.
Just when she was about to accept her life, Nangong Yan suddenly appeared. He said that everything was caused by fate.
Sima Jing seemed to have suffered a great blow. It turned out that she knew it.
He covered his chest and finally asked the question he was most afraid of: "Qingxue, tell me, even if you have doubts, do you stay with me because you love me or because you want to repay me?"
Ji Qingxue doesn't know how to answer this question. Is it because of love? She asked herself the same question, but she didn't even know it.
"I think you don't have to answer me this question." Sima Jingxuan just felt heartache at the moment, like a knife twist.
The hesitant look on her face was the best answer.
Sima Jingxuan turned and left. Ji Qingxue put his hands on the table, and the expression on his face was also very painful.
She hurt Sima Jingxuan after all.
Ji Qingxue sat in the House late into the night and said that you only need to follow your heart to do everything, but that's easy. It's really too difficult to do it.
Finally, Ji Qingxue decided to get up and see Sima Jingxuan. Even if what she said today has always been what she thought in her heart, she said too frankly and naked. She doesn't know how he is now.
She just wants to get back her memory and doesn't want to hurt anyone.
Xueqing palace.
Ji Qingxue stood at the door. The consul eunuch looked at her in some embarrassment. At this time, there was a man's rough breathing and a woman's charming chanting from the room. Just listening to this sound was enough to make people daydream.
"Empress, the Emperor just..."
"Needless to say, don't tell him I was here tonight."
Sima Jing was full of wine, and the woman lay naked under him.
"Master." the woman's face was flushed and her eyes were like silk. She wanted to reach out to touch his face, but he clasped her hands.
"Qingxue, Qingxue." Sima Jing hung scarlet eyes, "won't you leave me?"
The woman suddenly lost her color. Why, you can only see that woman in your eyes and heart all the time?
Sima Jingxuan looked at the people under him obsessed: "Qingxue, as long as you don't leave me, I'm willing to do anything for you."
The woman responded to his words cooperatively: "OK, I won't leave you."
Sima Jingxuan finally smiled. It's good. Qingxue promised him he wouldn't leave.
The cold wind poured in from the half open window, and Sima Jingxuan's stimulated wine woke up.
After he saw the people under him, he was full of hostility: "Why are you here?"
"Master, I just want to accompany you because you are in a bad mood. What's good about that woman? Forget her. My subordinates will always accompany you."
Sima Jingxuan immediately turned over and got out of bed. He stared at the woman on the bed fiercely: "what are you, and you deserve it?"
Sima Jingxuan tidied up his clothes, and then shouted to the people outside the door, "come!"
"Master, are you so disgusted with your subordinates?" the woman looked sad, and the appearance of pear flowers with rain was very pitiful.
The consul eunuch outside the door immediately rushed in with the palace man. Sima Jing didn't look at her: "get this bed out and burn it immediately!"
He paused and then said, "throw it out together with this woman!"
Then Sima Jingxuan was about to leave. At this time, the consular eunuch said to him, "I don't know what to say about the emperor's slave."
"Say!"
"Empress, she was here just now."
As soon as the voice fell, Sima Jing hung and pulled his skirt. His eyes seemed to cut him alive: "did you say the queen came here?"
The consul nodded. Although there was no formal canonization ceremony, the Queen's copy of the treasure book had already been sent. She was recognized as the empress in the harem.
"The empress just stood at the door for a while and left."
Sima Jingxuan's face is very ugly. It's really over.
Sima Jingxuan turned and ran out. The man on the bed pulled the quilt to cover the jade body, and the color of resentment in his eyes deepened.
Sima Jing ran to Ji Qingxue's residence in a panic, and then hugged her in his arms: "Qingxue! I'm sorry, I'm just drunk! I really have nothing to do with her!"
Ji Qingxue never said a word. After a long time, she said faintly, "enough? Let go when enough."
Sima Jingxuan's hands seemed to be frozen by the cold ice. He looked at Ji Qingxue's face and was very calm. He didn't look angry at all.
Why can you face me like this? Don't you care at all?
"Qingxue!" Sima Jing said astringently, "it's my fault. I want to keep you around. I used the wrong method! It's my fault. Forgive me. Shall we start over again?"
Ji Qingxue looked at him calmly. Only a cold look was enough to make Sima mirror hang in an instant.
"Do you think it's ok?"
"Why not?" Sima Jing hung his hands and pressed them on her shoulder. "Whether it's for gratitude or anything else. As long as you're willing to stay with me, everything will be long."
It's good to say he's mean and selfish. In a word, he will never let go at this time.