Chapter 27
Exercise Discretion
ARIA
Though it felt like forever, it only took a few weeks for the media attention to die down, and my life began to settle into a new normal as I became accustomed to the spotlight.
Regular articles still pop up featuring my outfits of the day and showing candid moments between Jett and me in public, but theyâre more favorable than anything.
After our ice cream date, the photo of Jett tying my shoe was plastered everywhere. People began speculating that our relationship was deeper than previously thought after Jettâs tender display.
Suddenly, black-and-white Converse shoes were selling out across the country, and Converse themselves reached out, asking me for my agentâs name so they could discuss me representing their brand.
Over lunch with Jett, I laugh at the idea of me modeling for a major brand, but he just shrugs.
âYou could, you know. Brand campaigns are relatively easy to execute and tend to bring in a high rate of return,â he says.
âIâm not a model. Iâm not a brand rep,â I say. âIâm just dating a famous, hot guy.â
Jett looks at me. âAria, perhaps you havenât heard this enough in your life, but youâre fucking stunning. Literally. And not just naked. If you donât want to do it, that should be your reason, but you absolutely ~can~.â
I canât help the smirk that slides up my face as I take another bite of my salad. Jett doesnât mince words, and he doesnât say things just to make someone feel better.
I try to play it cool, but somewhere deep down inside me, I feel my giddy, teenage girl voice say, ~Jett Abrams thinks Iâm fucking stunning.~
***
Jettâs purchase of DYAD becomes official a few days later, and just as the ink dries, I suddenly find myself $3.2 million richer after taxes and fees.
Unfortunately, after meeting with several contractors, I learn that renovating Grandmaâs brownstone will be more expensive than I thought. Plus, I want to upgrade her caregiver to full-time, which is more costly than I realized.
If Iâm not careful, this money wonât last long.
Of course, I still have a job, but the email from Converseâas well as various other brandsâsits unanswered in my inbox. I have no idea how long the interest in me will last, so perhaps now is the time to take advantage of it.
Within a few days, I hire an agent, a publicist, and an accountant to help me navigate both my buyout and my newfound influence.
I have no intention of making this my career, but I decide to take Converse up on their offer to star in a campaign for $500,000. They book the shoot for two weeks from the signing date.
I also sign a new contract with Alastair Holdings, LLC to stay on as the VP of operations for DYAD. Soon, Tim will be taking time off to start his family, so I need to find Jett a replacement assistant as soon as possible.
Somehow, I feel this will be an easier feat than it was before, as Jett has relaxed his intense work ethic to spend time with me.
The most qualified individuals who apply for the job are all young females, with the exception of a few men.
I interview each one and suddenly find myself picturing them spending a significant amount of alone time with my boyfriend.
I have never been the jealous type, but for some reason, I canât help but worry that each and every one of these women is hoping theyâll be the next assistant-turned-girlfriend.
What if Jett finally gets bored with me? What if he realizes Iâm not that special after spending time with someone else? The insecure voice in my head is relentless.
I repeatedly tell myself how ridiculous my reservations are and decide to hire the most qualified applicantâa young woman named Kaitlin with a degree in management from Rutgers.
Jett declines the need to interview her himself, and I donât know if that makes me feel better or worse. If I could see him be cold to her, it might make me feel better.
Then I think how ridiculous my inner voice sounds, and I attempt to push the thoughts away.
The day Kaitlin starts at Alastair, I show her to her officeâthe office Iâve occupied for the last three monthsâand hand over the PA cell phone and planner. After introducing her to Vivian, I walk her into Jettâs office to make the official introductions.
Jett looks up from his computer and smiles at us as we approach.
âJett, this is Kaitlin Brooks, your new assistant. Kaitlin, this is Jett Abrams,â I say.
Jett stands, and Kaitlin approaches him to shake his hand.
âItâs so nice to finally meet you, Jett. Iâm a big fan,â Kaitlin says.
âIs that so?â Jett asks as he sits back down and motions for us to sit in the seats in front of his desk.
âAbsolutely,â Kaitlin says breathily. âWe studied several of your campaigns and your business model in school. Youâre a bit of a legend at Rutgers.â
âRutgers, huh? Are you originally from Jersey?â he asks.
âActually, I grew up in Queens like you,â Kaitlin says as she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. âThis feels weird to admit now that Iâm sitting here, but I also read your biography, so I feel like Iâm already kind of a Jett expert.â
Kaitlin blushes slightly as Jett chuckles.
âHa, I didnât know a class would make my biography required reading,â Jett says with a smirk.
âOh, they didnât. I just wanted to read it, so I did,â she says with a small giggle. âI actually chose to write about Alastair Holdings, LLC, for my senior project as well.â
Jettâs eyebrows go up. âWow. Well, Iâm flattered. So, what is your degree in?â he asks as his eyes shift from her, briefly to me, then back to her.
âBusiness Management. Iâd love to go back for my masterâs, but I really wanted to get out into the workforce for a bit first,â she says. âPlus, Knicks tickets arenât free.â
âKnicks fan, huh? Perfect. Youâll do just fine here,â Jett says as he leans back in his chair, and Kaitlin lets out another giggle.
âWell, if you ever have an extra ticket, Iâm there!â she says.
They both laugh as I force a smile. I honestly canât tell if Iâm overreacting or not, but the whole exchange feels incredibly flirtatious to me.
But I simply try to redirect the conversation back to the tasks at hand and what is expected of Jettâs PA. Of course, I make this list much less demanding and time-consuming than it was when I started.
For the next week, Kaitlin bustles around fulfilling the tasks of Jettâs PA, while I settle into my old/new job in my new office.
Jett offers to allow me to return to my old office in the building Tim was renting, but I opt to occupy an empty one in Jettâs building.
My new office is near the elevators on the top floor, which provides a lovely view but also gives me a front-row seat to anyoneâs conversation as they enter and exit the elevator.
Just a few days later, I overhear Kaitlin as she steps onto the elevator.
âOh my god, heâs so fucking gorgeous, Syd, and we vibe super well. I only wish Iâd met him when he was singleâbut hey, they might not work out,â she says with a giggle as the elevator doors close with her inside.
My stomach twists. She must think Iâm not here, or she doesnât realize how far her voice carries. I attempt to go back to work, but Kaitlinâs words echo through my mind.
Later that day, I walk into Jettâs office and notice Kaitlin leaning over him at his desk as she points to something on the screen. She playfully slaps him on the shoulder and laughs at something he said.
When she sees me, the smile drops from her face as she stands up straight.
âOh, hi, Aria,â she says as I approach. âCan I help you?â
âI need to speak to Jett,â I say.
âOh, uh,â Kaitlin looks down at Jett, who nods at her.
âYou can check in later, Kaitlin,â he says.
She squeezes his shoulder and leaves.
Jett makes eye contact with me, then slides his eyes down and back up my body as we listen to Kaitlinâs footsteps and then the door close.
Jett stands and approaches me. My heart beats faster as his body moves into my space, just like the first time.
âYou look like you have something important to tell me,â he says as he slides a hand around my neck and kisses my jaw.
âIâm worried,â I say shakily as his lips travel down my neck, âthat Iâll sound like a crazy person.â
He pulls back and narrows his eyes as they lock with mine.
âTell me,â he says.
I try to look away, but he gently grabs my chin.
âAria,â he says. His eyebrow goes up, concern etched on his face.
Words spill from me. âKaitlin is attracted to you. IâI overheard her, and Iâm just, like, what ifâ¦I mean, if you donât want to be with me, then just tell me!â I say, tears filling my eyes.
I suddenly feel insane. That is ~not~ what I meant to say, but my brain is frazzled by insecurity and Jettâs touch.
Jettâs expression softens as he grabs my face.
âAria,â he says in a low tone. âYou could tell me to drop to my knees in front of you and beg for you, and I wouldnât hesitate.â
I flinch at his confession.
âI am yours, and only yours, forever,â he says. My heart drops at the word ~forever.~ âWe will let her go.â
My eyes widen. âOh, uh, no, thatâs not necessary. I just wantedââ
âStop,â he commands. âI wanted her to work out, because I know you donât need anything else stressing you out right now. I can sense her, er, casualness. Iâm not a fan.â
âReally? I feelâ¦guilty,â I say, even though Iâm a little too gleeful at his dislike of Kaitlin.
âDonât. Iâll pay out her vacation and write her a recommendation letter,â he says. âThen you can find me a new assistantâone who is marriedâ¦or blind.â
My eyebrows go up. âWow. So, theyâd have to be blind not to be attracted to you?â
Jett chuckles, and it sends shivers down my spine.
âNo, theyâd have to be blind not to be envious of~ you,â he says, and then he kisses me deeply. âTonight, I need you. Can you leave early?â
I smile. âIâll ask my boss.â
âI heard heâs a real hard-ass,â he says.
âEh,â I say. âHe has his moments.â