Chapter 5
Exercise Discretion
ARIA
The gala is the next day, which is Saturday. Even though I have to work, it feels like a reprieve from the long days Iâve been enduring recently.
I go to a spin class at my gym, then pick up Jettâs tux and drop it off at his apartment. I donât see him, which is fine by me, so I just leave it with Ronda.
After taking myself out to brunch, I go home and clean my apartment before getting ready for the gala.
I shower and curl my dark hair into sleek waves, with one side tucked in. Then I do a simple cat-eye with eyeliner, plus mascara, blush, and a nude lipstick.
It feels pretty low-key, but with the gold dress, I still worry that itâs too much. At the same time, I feel especially pretty and polished; the gold color of the dress looks great on my bronze skin. Iâm excited to see what Jett thinks.
I mean, I donât care what he thinks about ~me~, but hopefully Iâll blend in well with the crowd.
At 5:40, Jett texts me that theyâre outside. Itâs spring in New York, so I wear a black shawl over my dress. I bring a small black clutch containing my keys, wallet, lipstick, and both my phones, then step out into the evening air.
Jett opens the door and steps out of the car, and I think I see his eyes widen slightly as he spots me.
âHey!â I say as I approach. âThe tux looks great.â
âThanks. You lookâ¦good too,â he says, and I watch his eyes slide up and down my body.
âThank you. You ready?â
I try to keep it light as we get into the car and start driving away.
My phone beeps; itâs a notification from my group chat with Len and Katie. Iâd sent them a mirror selfie.
Len
you look amazinggggg! ð Have fun tonight! ð
Katie
yes and give us all the juicy details later! ð
Aria
will do!
I look up from my phone and catch Jett looking at me; then he scratches his cheek and looks out the window.
âSo, uh, I saw the gala is supporting a youth center?â I ask.
âYes, I like to support causes that benefit kids. Lena wanted to go because the New York Philharmonic is performing.â
My insides freeze. âWhat?â
Jett looks at me with concern. âThe New York Philharmonic? The orchestra?â
~Oh my god~.
I shouldâve looked at the invite closer.
My ex-boyfriend, Gray, plays trumpet for the New York Philharmonic. Heâs the last person on earth I want to run into tonight. But if theyâre playing, maybe they wonât mingle?
~Fuck, why did I wear this flashy dress?!~
Gray and I met at a bar while I was attending NYU and he was at Juilliard. He comes from a family of pretentious musicians whoâd basically planned for him to attend Juilliard since his birth.
We lost touch after school and reconnected a few years later when I ran into him at a coffee shop. We dated for almost two years, and for the first six months, we were happyâor so I thought.
I learned Gray was having an emotional affair with a fellow musician and, after confronting him, he had the nerve to blame ~me~ for not being emotionally available and supportive enough.
After we separated, I started seeing a therapist and finally saw how toxic and manipulative our relationship had been.
The last time I heard from him was about six months ago. He randomly texted me late at night; presumably, he was lonely or had drunk a few glasses of wine, and finally, I chose to block his number.
I was hoping New York was big enough that itâd be years before I saw him againâpreferably when weâd both moved on and healed.
Internally, Iâm freaking out, but I smile at Jett. âOh, great!â I say.
He raises an eyebrow at me but then looks out the window again.
As we pull up to the venue, I take my shawl off and leave it in the car with my clutch. Jett gets out first and turns around to help me out. As we walk up the large stone steps, my heart starts pounding in my chest.
The event is in an open ballroom decorated with large white trees covered in glittering lights. All around us, beautiful, rich people mingle while sipping expensive cocktails and nibbling on elegant hors dâoeuvres.
My eyes nervously scan the crowd for the one face I donât want to see.
âDrink?â
I desperately want to say yes, but I think of the tag on the dress thatâs tucked into the back.
âAria?â Jett prompts. I look at him and see a concerned wrinkle between his eyebrows. âAre you okay?â
âUh, yeah, yes, a drink, sure,â I say. ~God, get it together, Aria.~ âHow about champagne?â
âSure,â Jett says. He places a hand on my lower back and guides me to the drink line. Just then, an older gentleman approaches us.
âJett! How are you?â
âMartin Phillips in the flesh!â Jett shakes his hand. âHow was your trip to Tibet?â
âAbsolutely amazing. Youâll have to join us sometime.â The manâs eyes wander over to me. âAnd may I ask who this stunning young woman is?â
âAria James, my new PA. She graciously agreed to be my date tonight,â Jett says.
âHello, Mr. Phillips,â I say as I shake his hand and offer a wide smile.
âItâs a pleasure to meet you, Ms. James. Tell me, do you get to bid on anything with your bossâs money tonight? It only seems fair to me,â he says as he winks at me.
I laugh. All these guys are the same.
âOnly if thereâs a trip to Argentina on the docket,â I say brightly.
âIs that so?â
âYes, Iâve always wanted to visit the Torres del Paine National Park. It looks incredible.â
âOh, you should talk to my wife! Sheâs part of a group of benefactors dedicated to the preservation of Patagonia!â
âThatâs amazing! Yes, I would love that.â
âWell, hopefully weâll run into you again later this evening,â Martin says as he waves goodbye to us.
Jett turns to me. âThat was Martin Phillips, the CEOââ
âOf Digion, a software company responsible for creating the technology that more accurately measures water tables and their viability in local communities,â I say.
Jett gives me a surprised look. âSo, Torres del Paineâ¦â
âIs one of several national parks heavily supported by Martin Phillipsâ wife, Angela,â I say as I give the crowd another quick scan.
âWell, I donât say this often, Aria, but Iâm impressed,â Jett says, and I can hear the honesty in his voice.
âIs that a compliment?â I ask coyly.
He smiles down at me, and I feel a slight flutter in my stomach.
After we get our drinks, we continue to mingle throughout the room. When the New York Philharmonic plays, I manage to hide behind several tall people with broad shoulders. Upon peeking between two people, I see Gray is indeed playing on the stage tonight.
Through several more songs, speeches, and toasts, I manage to survive the rest of the performance without rousing Jettâs suspicion.
As the orchestra exits the stage and the evening winds down, Jett asks if Iâm ready to leave.
âYes, if you are,â I say. âIâll just head to the restroom real quick.â
After washing my hands, I exit the restroom and turn a cornerâand immediately spot Gray with his arm around a violin player. ~The~ violin player I caught him sexting while we were together.
Panic immediately rises in my chest, and I bolt the other direction. Unfortunately, I run square into a waiter carrying half- or fully empty glasses on a tray. He manages to steady them and doesnât drop any, but the whole thing causes a loud commotion.
âAre you okay? Iâm so sorry,â I say quietly.
âYes, maâam, no problem at all,â he says.
âAria?â
My insides drop as I hear a voice I havenât heard in monthsâbut could recognize anywhere.