Revealing His Secrets.

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|Revealing His Secrets.|

Ayla

I could tell by the look on his face that he was still hurting, that time didn't heal.

"A few months before we started secondary school she died." He spoke sadly and paused as his breath hitched.

I squeezed his hand to reassure him that everything was okay.

"I had just gotten the letter that I was accepted into Cambridge Academy and we were out at a restaurant, all of us, celebrating." My heart seized out of sadness, he seemed so broken as he shared the story.

"When we left the restaurant Isabella wanted ice cream and I promised I would buy her some. There was a ice cream shop across the street and I turned around for a few seconds to pick something up and before I knew it she had crossed the road and a—the car hit her." Slowly he told me and my heart broke.

"There was no way she was going to survive and she was taken away from me within seconds, my princess was only 5. She had only been in this world for five years and I thought how was she not able to experience growing up, how did a few seconds take away a lifetime for my Bella My life then had turned around completely. Mum had an affair with someone out of the fact that dad was depressed and out of it. Once he found out he became verbally abusive not only to mum but to me. I know mum didn't mean to have the affair but she was scarred and ran to someone else for emotional support." A gasp form me tore the silence that followed after his tale.

"And you Ayla helped me. Talking to you made me happy. I fell in love with you, your kind heart, your smile and everything else but knowing that I would damage you made me like this. A bully. I wish I never hurt you, I wish I stood by you and cherished you, treated you like the queen you are." He says and a sob is released from me, tears dripped down my face.

"Ayla. I want you to know how much I love you.       I want you to know because I'm leaving London. I'm leaving." He reveals and my breathing stops, my lungs burn as I take in what he says.

He can't, he can't. How, I won't be able to— I won't be able to cope if he's not here.

I already felt empty even as he sat by my side.

"Ayla. Love me tonight, just so I can keep a memory where you loved me back."

I nodded and kissed him, he let me go and took my hands. We walked for a few seconds until we stopped at a little house. Entering we immediately start locking lips again, Removing each other clothes was easy and quick before he laid me down on the bed.

He took my hoodie off and looked at me with an emotion I could only depict as love and lust, it turned me on.

I swallowed nervously and looked up at him with a lust filled stare. He leaned down and latched his mouth onto one of my nipples causing me to cry out in pleasure.

"A-Ah! R-Ryder!" I let out a small moan and arched my back off of the bed to get closer to him.

He flicked the hardening bud with his tongue before drawing it back into his mouth. "Ohhh!" I gasped as he trailed his hand down my stomach and between my legs. He rubbed my clit gently. I spread my legs for him some while he rubbed his finger up and down my slit slowly before pushing one of his fingers into me.

Despite feeling an overwhelming sense of pleasure, I couldn't help the heartbroken sensation I felt thinking about him leaving. I tried my best to bite back the painful, downhearted thoughts and enjoy what we were doing now.

I was brought out of my thoughts by feeling him trail hot kisses down my chest and stomach.   He blew a soft breath across my aching core and circled his tongue around my clit slowly.

"D-Don't tease me." I whimpered and thrust my hips up some.

"I want to take the time to pleasure you right, my queen." He slides his tongue into me, burying his face between my legs. My eyes cross in pleasure as I let out a small scream and tug on his hair.

"M-More!" I started to grind my hips up against him. He hummed against me and ran his tongue up and down my slit slowly before sliding his tongue back into me. I couldn't even think straight as he thrust two fingers into me while sucking on my clit.

"R-Ryder!" I let out a loud scream and felt a strong sensation building in my abdomen. "I-I-""I know." He murmurs against me softly then continues his slow torture on me.

My eyes closed in pleasure as my climax hit me. I screamed his name in pleasure and thrust my hips up against him a few times. He licked me up and pulled his fingers out then licked them.

He kissed his way back up my body and pecked my lips. I wrapped my hand around his length and pumped my hand up and down a few times then leaned down to take his head in my mouth. I felt him slide his finger into me, making me moan around him. I bobbed my head up and down a few times while sucking him gently.

He let out a few grunts and moaned my name quietly. "A-Ayla."

I looked up to see his eyes closed. I sucked him slowly and gagged a little. He opened his eyes then looked at me and gently pulled me off of him. "I need to make love to you." He presses a kiss to my forehead. I nodded and wrapped my arms around his neck. He rolled a condom over his length and positioned himself before slowly pushing in.   I grit my teeth in pain.

"I'm sorry, baby." He thrust into me slowly. My eyes watered at the pain I felt, but I remained still.

He rubbed my clit some and pushed the rest of the him in then stopped to let me adjust to his size. Tears trailed their way down my cheeks but he quickly used his thumb to brush them away while murmuring sweet things to me.

"K-Keep going." I looked up at him while biting my lips. He nodded.

He started to thrust at a slow pace before picking up his speed. I wrapped my legs around his waist and ground my hips up against him while moaning his name in his ear.

"You're...so...tight." He grunts between thrusts. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back with a blush.

"Mm, R-Ryder." I moaned and raked my nails down his back.

I felt him grow larger within me. We continued like this, looking into each others eyes as we pleasured each other.

"I'm close." He groaned and continued to thrust.

I clenched myself around him while dripping at how aroused I was. I urged him to thrust faster so he started to pump even more. He let out a loud moan and paused for a few seconds. I opened my eyes to see his face tighten with pleasure before he continued to thrust. A few seconds later, I found my second release hit me hard.

I writhed beneath him and squealed with pleasure, swallowing the hedonism.

The ceiling became white and my heart stopped as I once again thought about Ryder leaving. My heart ached and my stomach clenched with sadness.

He got off of me and held me making me stand up straight. Grabbing my clothes he put my shorts on carefully, gently. He then helped me wear my sweater. We didn't talk, too scared that the precious moment we shared would be ruined, taken away from us. Once he finished putting his clothes on we left the little house and walked.

Within a few minutes we were at his car.

As he unlocked it I opened the sleek black doors and sat down, he does the same and as I felt his heat I held my breath. He started driving and I stared out the window looking at the early morning sky. The developing sunrise looked beautiful as I focused on it, the deep orange and yellow mixed creating dim light over the dark sky. A water bottle was put in my lap and I picked it up drinking it, chugging it to be accurate.

I wasn't ready for this moment to end, I wasn't ready.

The car slowed down and pulled up to the entrance of my neighbourhood. When the car stopped I couldn't help it. I broke down crying not wanting to leave.

Looking at him his face remained motionless. "Please don't go, I'm begging you, Ryder please, let me help you, let me fix you, please, I love you, let me love you." I cried out, desperate.

He wrapped his hand around my nape making me look into his eyes. "I love you so much, you'll always be in my heart but I have to do this. Please don't make this any harder for me." As he spoke his last sentence a stray tear ran down his chiselled face.

Nodding I give him one last kiss to savour and imprint his taste on my mind.

I unlocked the door and stepped out, each step was agony and broke my heart multiple times into little pieces. I looked at him once more and gave him a wave and a small smile. He reversed and left the area and I walked slowly to my house. I climbed the bars of the side of my house and entered my bedroom.

Sitting on the bed I put my head between my knees and cried quietly. The wind blew through my room but I wasn't cold for he broke me, made me fall in love him and left me and that coldness was nowhere near as freezing, harsh as the wind that penetrated my room.

This was really the end.

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