Bully: Chapter 26
Bully (The Fall Away Series Book 1)
My muscles tensed. I immediately started scanning the hallway to see if anyone was laughing, a sign that this was all a joke.
But none of Madocâs pals were around to witness the prank, and Jared was nowhere in sight.
Turning back to Madoc, I fixed him with a glare. âDid you really expect me to fall for that?â
âFall for what? My charm and amazing body? Absolutely.â
His sarcasm did nothing to ease my distrust. I rolled my eyes, already wondering why the hell Iâd stood here listening to him. âEnough. Iâm going to lunch. Tell Jared that Iâm not that stupid.â
I turned around and headed for the cafeteria.
âWait.â Madoc jogged up beside me. âYou think this is a setup?â
Ignoring him, I kept walking. Of course, this was a setup. Why would Madoc want to go to Homecoming with me? And why would he think that Iâd say âyes?â Weâd been at each otherâs throats for years.
âTate, Jared would probably set fire to my hair if he knew I was talking to you, let alone asking you out. Iâm being serious here. No pranks. No jokes. I really want to take you to the dance.â
I pushed on towards the cafeteria hoping heâd get the hint. I started to feel like I was suffocating. He needed to get away from me.
âTate, please stop.â Madoc touched my arm.
I whirled around to face him, hot with anger. âEven if you are being serious, did you really think Iâd ever trust you? Youâve groped me, and Iâve broken your nose. Youâre asking me out? Really?â
This was the dumbest turn of events Iâd never anticipated, and whatâs more? It was a waste of my time.
âI realize we have an interesting history,â Madoc started, holding up his hands, âand I want to assure you that Iâm not asking you out in a romantic way. Jared will have my balls as it is. Iâve been a jerk, and I want to make amends. If you donât already have a date, Iâd love to take you and show you that I can be a good guy.â
Aww, what a nice little speech.
âNo,â I replied.
His charm didnât work on me the way it worked on others, but the shocked look on his face gave me a little pause. Part of me wanted to laugh, because he actually looked disappointed. And part of me was troubled, because he actually looked disappointed.
I owed Madoc nothing. I told myself.
After everything, I shouldnât even be speaking to him. But then again, after overhearing his talk with Jared last week in the hall, it seemed like he never was fully on board when it came to trying to hurt me. Maybe he really did want to make amends.
Doesnât matter. Itâs not going to happen.
Twisting around, I headed for the cafeteria again when I really just wanted to run out the front door. It was only Monday morning, and I was already climbing the walls to get out of here.
It was true that I wanted to go to the dance, and I didnât yet have a date. And going with Madoc would make Jared jealous. Maybe I wanted to see him twisted up in knots over me.
I shook the thoughts from my mind. Donât go there, Tate.
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âAre you thinking of trying for an athletic scholarship?â Jess asked me as we threw away the remains of our lunches.
âNot really. I like running, but Iâm not sure if I want to make that kind of commitment while Iâm in college,â I answered.
K.C. and Liam had joined us for lunch but had disappeared a while ago, probably underneath the bleachers near the football field to talk. She seemed happy, and Liam had been even sweeter than usual. It would be a long time before I could look at him without thinking about his betrayal, but I was glad they were together again.
After theyâd left, I barely ate any of my chicken burrito. Madoc kept smiling at me from across the cafeteria.
Ben kept texting me, too. He wanted to talk before lunch was over, but thanks to my friends, I had an excuse not to be alone with him. Heâd been stupid, and while I was aggravated, I knew Iâd have to talk to him some time. Even if itâs just to say âletâs be friends.â
âWell, you were awesome on Saturday.â Jess finished off her juice before tossing the bottle. âOh, and Friday, too. I didnât see the race, but the schoolâs been buzzing about it. You made people a lot of money. Derek Roman was pretty pissed, I hear.â
âIâm sure he was.â I swept my long hair up into a ponytail and felt a flash of heat bore into the back of my neck.
It was crazy how my awareness of Jared worked, but I was pretty sure he was in here somewhere.
Heâd been AWOL all morning, no sign of his car or him. I kept my attention on Jess, even though the pull to turn around vibrated all over my body. After the two kisses and the dream, not to mention his apology, Iâd thought about him a lot this weekend.
Before I could give in and search for him, I made my way to the doors with Jess. A moment later, I halted when I heard someone calling my name.
âTatum Brandt!â
I jumped, instantly embarrassed that the person yelling made me the focus of the entire lunchroom.
âWill you please go to the Homecoming dance with me?â the idiotâs voice asked behind me.
I closed my eyes. I. Am. Going. To. Kill. Him.
I spun around slowly to see that Madoc was kneeling a few of feet away. He stared up at me with big, blue, puppy dog eyes, and I noticed that the lunchroom had gotten very quiet as people hushed others and looked at us wide-eyed and breathless.
âYouâve got to be kidding me,â I mumbled out and offered an apologetic smile to Jess. Walking on his knees in short, hilarious steps, he came flush with my shoes and cocked his head all the way back to peer up at me. He took my hand in his.
Girls were giggling, and everyone was staring at us. Only Madoc could get away with this flamboyant display and still be considered manly.
âPlease, please! Donât say no. I need you.â His dramatic tone caused an uproar of laughter and chants encouraging him further.
My heart was pounding. Any second now I was going to go ballistic on him, and I probably wouldnât be lucky enough to stay out of the Deanâs office a second time.
âGet up,â I snapped, pulling on my hand. My head swam with ideas of how I was going to hurt this kid. Theyâd never find the body.
âPlease, letâs make this work. Iâm sorry for everything.â He was deliberately speaking above the laughter so that everyone knew our business.
âI said no.â
âBut the baby needs a father!â he implored.
My heart sunk at his words. Oh, my God. No, no, noâ¦
Hoots and hollers erupted from every corner of the room, and heat rose up my neck and face. I felt like I was having an out of body experience. This could not be happening. Is this how he was making amends? By embarrassing me more?
He grabbed my hips and pressed his face into my stomach. âI promise Iâll love our kid,â he whispered for only me to hear. âI can say it louder if you want.â
âFine, Iâll go. For now,â I said through clenched teeth. âBut if you pull any more shit, Iâll break your arm.â
He popped up, wrapped his arms around me and pulled me off my feet into a hug. Swinging me around, everyone clapped and whistled, and I felt like throwing up. Once I was back on my feet, I slapped him on the arm and stalked out of the cafeteria, knowing I did not want to catch the expressions on Jessâs or Jaredâs faces.