âMy honey, sweet cutie pie is going to be someone elseâs soon. Why wonât you allow me to record our time together for once?â
â...â She was not sure if it was the half-baked joke from Gu Jinzhi or it was her sentiments, as her eyes reddened with tears.
There could be years with us yet now I only end with a video clip few minutes long containing you being alive.
âGu Jinzhi, honestly speaking, are you my secret admirer?â The camera shook as Gu Jinzhi spat out the water he sipped before rolling his eyes upon her as if viewing a retard.
âHahahaâHow funny...â Wen He laughed at the interaction in the video while the corners of her eyes were wet.
What a fool...
âEnough talking, Iâm catching some shut-eye.âAnd Wen He took out an eye-mask to end the conversation in the video.
Wen He thought the video would end at this point butâthe progress bar stated otherwise. Her eyes enlarged as she continued loading the video cooperatively. The camera remained fixed upon her face and Gu Jinzhi did not speak a word till the view flashed by as Gu Jinzhi leaned towards a sleeping Wen He forâa kiss near her lips.
â...â Wen He could not believe what she saw but what Gu Jinzhi said next stunned her to another realm.
âYou are right...Wen He,â he whispered, âI am your secret admirer. I love you.â
â...â Wen Heâs mouth widened. Unlike the usual joker he was, Gu Jinzhiâs eyes turned grave and serious with a hint of sorrow unexplainable until now.
He was looking at her endearingly, like the rose in the jar to the beast.
Such kindness and simple admirationâthe straight, the passionate the purest.
And Gu Jinzhiâs face flushed in embarrassment.
âCough cough,â he quickly looked away as if a 17-year-old kid asking a girl he liked for prom night.
The video ended and Wen He went back to pause at a few moments, even replayed in slow motionâas if the last few frames of Gu Jinzhiâs different look were her only salvation back then.
There was no mischief in his eyes but pure sincerity. It was so nearâyet so far.
Wen He caressed the Gu Jinzhiâs digital face. She could not help but do so. She almost could not breathe upon thinking through the scenes.
So thatâs it...
Thatâs the answer.
Wen He thought so as she teared up. She sniffed as tears rolled down her cheeks.
Huo Chen was hidden by the door, feeling heartache over the sight.
ââ
It had been three months since Gu Jinzhi was buried. Wen He was still the same, silent as before, but she was at least functional, no longer the girl who would lock herself in her room, refuse every meal and contact.
She started picking up the business and learning how to run Gu Jinzhiâs properties. It was a busy yet contented life.
One day, she reached out for Huo Chen again, âCan you help me out?â
âWhat is it?â
âIâve been investigating on this person called âLin Yuntianâ. But I can barely find any info about him, do you know his whereabouts?â
Ever since the family had fallen with the death of Lin Kang, Lin Yuntian seemed to have vaporized from this world.
âYeah.â Huo Chen took a glance, âWhat do you want to do though?â
âOh~ nothing.â She was calm as she spoke, âI just want to kill him, thatâs allâ
âNo! You canât do that!â
If it was before she became a heroine, I would let it happen regardless.
But now, she must not! She might have become the Second Lieutenant but a part of the public still held negative opinions towards her.
What she performs also represents the military. She canât!