Chapter 23. A Plan that Overcomes Blanks (2)
God of Music
Translator: Synopsis
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âHey, hey, hey. Isnât that Sedy?â
âSedy? Whoa. Whatâs he doing here?â
The trainees whispered to each other while looking at Lee JunYeol who was sitting with crossed legs on a sofa. The light shining from the window emphasized his already handsome face, and it was all the rage, especially with the girl trainees.
âYoung ones. Theyâre cute.â
Lee JunYeol stayed in the lobby while giving out signatures and sometimes, advice, to the trainees. He spent time looking at the passerbys and playing games on his mobile phone. However, the person who said he contacted KangYoon didnât appear.
âIs it not yet?â
ââ¦He says for you to return.â
It was already the 10th time. Now, the lobby staff didnât even contact KangYoon since they were fed up with it. At first, they called each time due to his looks and name value, but now that it was turning dark, their gazes turned into looks that were given to insects.
âAyy. Such an interesting guy.â
Lee JunYeol became curious about KangYoon. How could he meticulously ignore him like this? Of course, he was angry. However, his curiosity was bigger. He was curious that KangYoon said that he would fail despite living well until now.
âAh, Iâm doomed for todayâs evaluation. SamSoon, how about you?â
âI failed too. And so refreshingly too. How about you, Jung?â
ââ¦Iâm Ailee, Jung is my surname.â
It was night, and the moon was already high when the last batch of trainees came out while chatting. It had been a long time since the lobby staff left work.
âWhat is this? That guyâs still at work?â
Lee JunYeol was dumbfounded at the fact that KangYoon didnât leave when even the trainees had left. But he didnât want to return like this. He refused to yield, now that he came all the way here and he didnât want to leave before seeing that face.
ââ¦Sedy?â
It was only after a long while after the trainees left that the one who he wanted to see had appeared. It was KangYoon. This guy who didnât even show himself even worked over time and left last.
âYouâ¦?!â
âYou still didnât go? I donât have anything to speak to you.â
He was surprised that he waited until now, but KangYoon didnât think much about it. He hadnât the slightest thought that he would do a stage with him by changing that person. That only came out in books and movies. In this regard, KangYoon was realistic.
âI canât get my head around it no matter how I think about it.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âIt has no relation to me. And why are you so impolite, youâre younger than me.â
KangYoon also didnât hold back. Some people crawled up when he stayed polite. Sedy was one of them.
Lee JunYeol was in the last stages of star complex, where he put everyone beneath his foot. KangYoon didnât want to work with such a person. Lee JunYeol, who was looking at KangYoon for some time, laughed as if it never happened.
âHahaha. Youâre indeed interesting. Yes, Hyung. Cool. You say everything you want.â
âJust do your thing and embrace some girls. I donât confront delinquents.â
âKeke. Delinquents, eh.â
He was severely insulted, but Lee JunYeol only laughed. KangYoon didnât see the value to confront him.
âHeâs crazy. Itâll become bad if I confront him anymore.â
KangYoon wanted to leave the place as he was worried that he would get caught up in something strange. There wouldnât be anything good if he talked with the meticulously self-centered Sedy anymore.
However, Lee JunYeol said something out of his expectations.
âHyun. Letâs do a concert together.â
And he said something absurd to KangYoon.
âWhat?â
âPlease make my comeback stage.â
KangYoon was dumbfounded. He didnât know what he had just heard.
âWhat did you just say? Comeback?â
âYeah. Comeback.â
KangYoon was dumbfounded. When he looked at Sedyâs face, it was full of playing around as he was smirking the whole time. KangYoon suppressed the fire in his heart once and turned serious.
âI refuse. No, I respectfully decline. If you have a comeback right now, you will fail with 100% chance, so I donât see the necessity to waste my energy on you.â
âFail? Me?â
âAbsolutely. Your voice changed so how can you not fail?â
Grab!!
Lee JunYeol violently grabbed KangYoonâs collars. He was playing around when he said that. But he didnât know that KangYoon would poke him where it hurts so directly. He was an always-smiling Sedy, but his face turned fierce in an instant.
âYou, you, you dareâ¦!!â
âDo you think that the people wonât notice? Itâs over with a star when the delusion breaks. Transformation? Transformation is when something changes to become better, and you think your voice changing is a transformation? Thatâs not a transformation but a disfigure. Why donât I use a better word? Itâs mutation. Itâs not progress but regress.â
âUuuâ¦â
KangYoon said all those harsh words without blinking. However, Lee JunYeol couldnât argue against it. The hands that grabbed KangYoonâs collars trembled. Sedy, who carefreely spoke until now was long gone.
âBut even after that, you donât put in any effort, and youâve immersed yourself in women and smoking. And you want me to make a stage for you? If it was the God of Music here, I donât know. Selling albums after a comeback in 3 weeks? Not possible.â
ââ¦â¦â
In the end, Lee JunYeol let go of KangYoonâs collars with trembling arms. However, all energy had long since left his body. Lee JunYeol, who acted carefreely, was long but gone.
âBut if I have any advice for you, that is to quit smoking. Smoking is the worst thing for a singer.â
KangYoon left Lee JunYeol. Lee JunYeol already seemed to have lost all his strength as he plopped down. It was his complete defeat.
âHe wonât come again, right?â
Arrogance drags a person into hell. Although he wonât work with Sedy, he wished that Sedy would put an end to his arrogance. He purely wished for good singers to go well. Of course, the choice was his.
âLee KangYoon. Lee KangYoonâ¦â¦!!â
Lee JunYeol glared at the lobby after KangYoon left while grinding his teeth. With a trembling body and bloodshot eyesâ¦
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âHanYu, letâs see. You do not lack anywhere.â
âThank you.â
A personal interview that happened once a week. KangYoon was drinking a canned drink while talking with Seo HanYu who was drinking coffee. Of course, the drinks were without sugar.
Seo HanYu was nervous while looking at the graphs that evaluated her.
âI think you are looking at the fruits of your hard work. Singing, Dancing â you do not lack anything. The trainersâ evaluations are also good.â
âThank you.â
âBut this part, about the âeye-catching.â She isnât very eye-catching but does her role. What does this mean?â
ââ¦â¦â
When KangYoon asked about the star quality, Seo HanYu became silent.
âHanYu. I want you to be a little more enthusiastic.â
âEnthusiastic?â
âIâll explain it in simpler terms. First, letâs put singing training and dancing training to the minimum and do other things. I will set a schedule for training outside as the basis.â
When she heard the word âoutside,â she stiffened. She didnât like the outside that well. However, KangYoon didnât bother about it and kept writing. In the end, a special schedule outside was created especially for Seo HanYu.
After creating the schedule, KangYoon asked.
âAre you doing well with the unnis?â
âYes. Iâm doing well.â
âYou shared a room with Christie, right? Do you think you can get along?â
ââ¦If you exclude the fact that she snores at night, then yes.â
KangYoon almost burst out laughing, but he suppressed it. Being too honest was also a problem in itself. To think she snores with that face of hers⦠KangYoon thought that he should bury it somewhere in his heart.
KangYoon sent Seo HanYu away, and he approved some of the budget reports. These were to be taken to the Presidentâs office.
âItâs going well. But thereâs less used budget then I thought for this month. I think I can use it somewhere else.â
And when he finished writing the report, it became night. KangYoon stretched his arms and hurried home.
But thenâ¦
âHyung!!â
When he went to the lobby, there was a voice which called him intimately.
âSedy?â
âI came here to see you. Hi?â
It was Lee JunYeol who even grabbed his collar. However, such a figure was gone. It was if as he had bipolar disorder as his expression was full of smiles.
âWhat is it again?â
âHey, weâre done being polite with each other right?â
ââ¦â¦â
KangYoon had a headache. To think he came back after all that insult⦠While KangYoon was grabbing his head to think of a solution to send him away, Lee JunYeol spoke.
âI thought about it a lot yesterday. Yes, your words are all correct. My voice changed, and I didnât put in an effort. Smoke? I smoked like crazy to forget all that. People say that you should control evil with evil so I even believed in an absurd thing like smoke can make me better. But the result is this.â
ââ¦â¦â
KangYoon narrowed his eyes. He didnât understand what Lee JunYeol was saying right now. Is he confessing his sins or something? However, he calmly listened.
âIn the end, I started doing things as I wanted. My throat was becoming worse, but I had loads of money. Playing around was fun. Women? I played around to the point of being fed up. Meeting women was so easy when I had the money. Rubbing and rolling around â I did everything I wanted to do at that time. But you know? The more I played around; I thought strange things. Iâm a singer, a singer. Iâm supposed to be singing but what is this? â Things like that. And so I even recorded things.â
âWhat is it that you want to say?â
âI did record things, but the stages were all not to my liking. No, to say it correctly, I was afraid now that I was going to sing. My changed voice, wouldnât people say something about it? Will it be alright? My heart was pounding. I was scared. My entire body trembled in fear.â
ââ¦â¦â
âHowever, a man should have face. How can I say this? And so I rejected all of them. I wonât do it. And I met you.â
âThen donât do it. Iâm not a Catholic priest who listens to confessions.â
KangYoon felt like he was talking with a drunk man. He asked himself, and he answered himself. He got excited by himself â Lee JunYeol was like that. KangYoon felt that he didnât need to listen anymore and turned back.
But Lee JunYeol desperately clung to him.
âHyun. I was wrong. Please make my stage.â
ââ¦â¦â
KangYoon doubted his ears. He blinked his eyes while thinking what he had just heard.
âNobody has ever said things like that to me. In fact, I also thought that I was probably a little worse than before, but I never thought that I would fail. I just vaguely thought that this was wrong. However, you told the entire truth to me. I was angry at first, but when I thought about it, your words were all correct.â
ââ¦â¦â
âIâm scared to stand in front of my fans with this voice. However, if itâs you if itâs you who told me about myself clearly and looked into me, helped, I think itâll be possible. Help. I beg you.â
Lee JunYeol kneeled towards KangYoon who had his back towards him. He was serious. KangYoon was surprised at Lee JunYeol being so serious, but he didnât show it on the surface. KangYoon calmly spoke.
âI already said yesterday. I donât want to invest my time and effort in something that has no possibility. And this industry is not as easy as you think it is, you wonât succeed just because youâve changed your mind, you should know this, right?â
âHyuuungâ¦â
âPerhaps the God of Music could do it, but it will be difficult for me. If you have truly changed, then you will be able to do well even by working with other people.â
KangYoon tapped Lee JunYeolâs shoulders and left for home. With the kneeling Lee JunYeol behind him. He did feel bad, but KangYoon did his best to ignore it.
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âOh my godâ¦â
âI, isnât that Sedy?â
âWhoa, what is up with that?â
The next day.
As soon as the employees of MG Entertainment came to work, they saw an amazing scene. It was a scene where Sedy was kneeling in the lobby. He wasnât taken away since he wasnât in the way of the entrance, but everyone whispered to each other.
Chairman Won JinMoon and President Lee HyunJi also found this absurd after they got off the black sedan.
âInteresting things sure keep happening nowadays, miss HyunJi.â
âIndeed.â
They ordered their secretaries to look into it and went to their respective offices. It was all chaotic after that too. All the trainees and employees talked about Lee JunYeol. Predictions and rumors that he was proposing or he was the secret illegitimate son of the chairman swept across MG Entertainment.
âLee JunYeolâ¦â
âHyung, you came?â
And finally, the source of the problem had arrived.
KangYoon sighed when he looked at Lee JunYeol who greeted him in the same clothes as yesterday.
âSedyâ¦â
Morning rush hour. There were many people inside the lobby. In the middle, Lee JunYeol was kneeling in front of him. Peopleâs gazes focused on him, and people started whispering to each other. KangYoon was the current hot icon of the company. Lee JunYeol was once a well-going singer. One was kneeling while one was receiving, so it was, of course, chaos.
âDid you actually spend the night here?â
âYes. I waited for you.â
âHaâ¦â
KangYoon thought it was absurd. Due to the characteristics of an entertainment company, there were a lot of cases where people had to work overnight, so it was indeed open 24 hours a day. Of course, security was meticulous. KangYoon grabbed a guard who stayed overnight and asked. When he heard that it was indeed true, he could only be dumbfounded.
âBut why?â
âI said it, didnât I? Help me.â
âI think you heard what I said yesterday. Donât do useless things like this and return.â
Although he was surprised that Sedy stayed the whole night, KangYoon was cool-headed. Even while looking at KangYoon scanning the ID card to enter and going in the elevator, Sedy shouted loudly.
âIâll wait for you!!â
KangYoon thought it was absurd as he sighed. This kind of recklessness was a first for him. But he did slightly pity him.
There was a somewhat absurd trouble, but KangYoonâs day was ordinary. He approved, and he got things approved, and he held meetings, and there was nothing special.
The problem occurred at night.
âHaaâ¦â
He finished early, so he was about to go home when he saw Lee JunYeol still kneeling in the lobby. The people whispered to each other as they passed by, and the lobby staff seemed to have given him something to eat, as Kimbab and bread was placed in front of him.
âHahaâ¦â
When he looked at Lee JunYeol waving at him, only a dry laugh came out of his mouth. He thought about Lee JunYeol a lot since the night before, but he couldnât decide on a direction due to the risk and the profit. He thought that he wouldnât be here today, but he was here today.
âYouâre here?â
âYou are amazing; I give you thatâ¦â
âDidnât I say? That it wonât do without you.â
âI should have refused. Even if youâre like this, it wonât work.â
âThen what should I do for you to do it? Am I hopeless? Because my voice changed? Will the people really not accept me like this? Iâm over just like that?â
ââ¦â¦â
âWhether it was the people at my company or the people I worked with, they all said this: Youâre Sedy, your singing will work. However, youâre saying different things. And so, Iâm worried. And I think that if you say I can do it, I can really do it. I believe that if you say I can do it, I can definitely do it.â
ââ¦I should tell you why you really canât do it.â
KangYoon plopped down to sit in front of Lee JunYeol. He felt the curious gazes of the people around him, but KangYoon didnât bother with it.
âYour voice is a significant element of worry. However, you didnât try to overcome that element of worry or use it. You escaped it all and fell into abyss. Smoking, alcohol, women. Itâs good to enjoy these moderately, but you couldnât control yourself. I canât work with suchâ¦â
âI will stop them all.â
âWhat?â
âI will stop them all. Smoking, alcohol, women, and everything. I will just do as you say.â
The resolution could be seen inside Lee JunYeolâs eyes. And KangYoon also felt it. However, he was worried. It was easier said than done.
âIn the end, Sedy didnât do well. Is there a reason I should do this despite all that?â
There was no need to take risks. Work will keep coming his way anyway. Moreover, he had already reported to President Lee HyunJi that he wouldnât do it. However, he did change JooAhâs future for the better, and he was changing the traineesâ future as well. Even if itâs Sedy, wouldnât that be true? Wasnât there a value worth challenging?â
Due to KangYoon, the album which should be settled around 10th place on the Oricon Chart topped it and was sweeping money from Japan. Even if it wasnât to this point, couldnât he change the future?
KangYoon who pondered for a long time spoke with lights in his eyes.
âFirst. Let me hear your voice before I decide.â
âReally? Thenâ¦â
âVoice first. Letâs go.â
Lee JunYeol rejoiced like a little kid. KangYoon meant that he would consider it even if it were just a little. KangYoon told him to stand up, and Lee JunYeol tried to stand up. But as he was kneeling for such a long time, he couldnât straighten his legs easily. In the end, KangYoon had to help him up.
âWhere did your manager go?â
âVacation. I canât show him such an uncool side of me, right?â
ââ¦Youâre something, alright?â
While looking at Lee JunYeol who was going to the underground floor with the help from KangYoon, people who were leaving work whispered to themselves. While going through those whispers, KangYoon and Lee JunYeol headed towards the underground studio.
âWow, to think Iâm entering the studio of the renowned MG.â
âIs this place that famous?â
âOf course. This is one of the big three studios. Itâs renowned for its sound quality being good.â
âThe conditions are good. But are your legs alright?â
âIâm alright. I can do it sitting.â
Lee JunYeol sat down after limping. KangYoon turned on the machine and sat in front of the mixer and configured the settings. He matched the settings to match his voice. Lee JunYeolâs music wasnât there, so he had to go with a recording of a famous song.
Just a little faster ?? Just a little ??
A thick and pleasant voice rang throughout the studio. It was the low voice that the fans liked. However, the problem came after that.
But ??my love ? is still??
The higher the pitch became, a strange change happened. Sedy was someone who exploded out at a high pitch after grabbing their hearts with a low voice at the beginning, but power was insufficient in the high parts. Of course, it wasnât a big change. One had to be conscious about it to notice it.
âItâs getting weaker.â
The Sedy reflected in KangYoonâs eyes was shining brightly with white light at the beginning. However, as the song progressed, the white light became fainter, and at the end, its density became a lot lower.
After the song ended, Lee JunYeol carefully spoke to the microphone inside the studio.
-How was it?
KangYoon thought for a bit.
âIt isnât as good as in the past.â
-As expected, is that so.
âYou worked hard.â
Lee JunYeol, who heard a not so good evaluation came out nervously. KangYoon sat in front of him.
âIâm not as good as I was in the past, it seems. Is it really difficult? Ah, Iâm craving for a cigarette.â
Lee JunYeol took out a cigar from his pocket as he always did but he put it back in the end. A habit sure was a frightening thing. KangYoon clicked his tongue as if it was absurd.
âYou said youâd quit.â
âSorry, forgive me for just this time. Really.. Bad, bad hand, bad hand!!â
ââ¦Okay. Letâs pack up.â
âThen weâre really doing a concert together?â
KangYoon kept pushing Lee JunYeol away, but the thought that it wouldnât do without KangYoon pervaded Lee JunYeolâs mind. He thought that, if it was him, he could do other things for him other than just setting him on the right path.
âA significant risk always bring together a significant profit.â
KangYoon thought about it. If the reactions of Sedyâs comeback stage was good, then he will be able to receive better work after it. Although albums were a bit of a stretch, KangYoon decided that he would do something if it was just the concert.
âIâll think about it more for the next few days. First, keep what you said last time.â
âYes.â
This referred to smoking, women and other things like these. Lee JunYeol nodded his head like a little kid. KangYoon emphasized again as if it was still worrying.
âWords are easy. Especially smoking. Quit it unconditionally. If you smoke even once while preparing for the stage, then the project is over.â
âOkay, okay.â
âI will put this in the contract.â
âHuh?! Thenâ¦â
âDidnât I say I will think about it for the next few days? Quit smoking by next week. Letâs talk then. Now return. Iâm scared that people will spread rumors about me if you keep kneeling like that in the lobby.â
âThank you, thank you.â
Lee JunYeol finally smiled brightly and hugged KangYoon. However, it was a manâs, KangYoon hated it.
âLet go!!â
âHahaha!! Thank you, thank you.â
âGo away.â
KangYoon was a man who preferred the soft embrace of a woman rather than a hard embrace of a man.
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Until 2nd year, HeeYoonâs school life wasnât that enjoyable.
Thinking that she had to graduate high school at least, she dragged her weak body to school while receiving dialysis, but due to her weak body, it was difficult for her to hang out with her friends. Moreover, poverty made the other kids around her age not approach her, as they were at the ages where they liked to make themselves up. HeeYoon was always alone.
However, starting from her 3rd year, her school life became different. Her clothes were obvious and starting from the time that rumors that she was friends with JooAh spread around the school, evaluation about her became entirely different.
âHuh? Itâs solved like this?â
âYeah. If you look here, the limit value isâ¦â
HeeYoon now had friend that she could ask questions that she didnât understand too. Thanks to that, her school life became very enjoyable. The past that she didnât want to talk about to KangYoon as she didnât want to make him worry was gone.
âThanks.â
âNo, HeeYoon, Iâ¦â
âWhat is it? Do you have anything to say?â
The class leader who taught her a math question stuttered. The class leader seemed to have something difficult to say as she kept touching her glasses before speaking with difficulty.
âY⦠you know, JooAhâs signature⦠Can I get one?â
âJooAhâs signature? Didnât you receive one last time?â
âThe line was too longâ¦â
Even the rich would become fans if they saw a singer once. The bookworm class leader who said she had no interest in singers was the same. HeeYoon said okay and accepted it. The class leader said thanks and even copied the notes she took for HeeYoon.
When half of the afternoon classes were over, HeeYoon left early. It was to receive dialysis. She left school with her bag like normal, but a familiar person was waiting there.
âOppa!!â
âHello.â
KangYoon leaned on the school gates and greeted her.
âOppa, arenât you supposed to be working right now?â
âTodayâs an early leave. You gotta go to hospital.â
âI said I could go alone.
As her brother was always busy, it felt bad to her to take his time away. However, she was also thankful that such a busy person was spending time with her. HeeYoon knew very well that KangYoon treated her as the number one.
After starting dialysis after arriving at the hospital, KangYoon sat in front of HeeYoon, and they talked about a lot of things. It was mostly about the trainees. HeeYoon enjoyed the story about her peers that KangYoon talked about.
âPfft. So that MinAh girl keeps calling you ahjussi?â
âThatâs what Iâm saying. I keep telling her not to, but I donât know why but she keeps doing that.â
âItâs probably because she likes you.â
âNo way. Do you call a man you like âahjussi,â HeeYoon?â
âUum⦠No, but Iâm probably right. That MinAh girl is probably doing that since she likes you, oppa.â
âNo way, not possible. Then should I call a girl I like âahjummaâ? HeeYoon-ahjumma?â
âSay that again, and you will receive a beating!â
The conversation inside the hospital was enjoyable, but it wasnât long. The exhaustion due to dialysis made HeeYoon fall asleep, and KangYoon headed to the doctor to see the current progress.
The doctor said that there were no significant problems. KangYoon, who heard that nothing was different from usual, headed to the hospital entrance. It was because he craved for a smoke.
âPhewâ¦â
KangYoon was refreshingly exhaling smoke when a familiar shadow could be seen distantly. It was a school uniform that wasnât fancy, but it was a middle school girl with an eye-catching tall height.
âSeo HanYu?â
To think that Seo HanYu was at the hospital when she should be at practice⦠KangYoon was confused. However, it was more laughable to tail her. He decided to ask her in the next personal interview.
After he finished smoking and waited for the smell of smoke to go away, KangYoon headed to the ward.
âSheâs still sleeping, eh.â
HeeYoon, who was still under dialysis was sleeping without a care in the world. KangYoon gently stroked her hair.
âHeeYoon. This time, I will definitely let you live for a long. Long time. Iâll let you marry, have kids, and live a happy life. Definitely!. You donât have to worry about anything and just keep on living. Okay?â
KangYoonâs greatest wish. That was for her sister to live a healthy life like ordinary people and marry and live happily. His motivation to hold out despite failing every singer he put his hands on in his previous life, was HeeYoon.
While looking at HeeYoonâs calm face which was gently shined on by the sunlight, KangYoon smiled peacefully.
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