1016 Not scary, just silly
Gu Youli placed the fresh flowers and fruit basket aside and sat down on the chair beside the bed.
âhuijun, are you alright?â she asked with concern.
âNo, Iâm not fine at all. He doesnât want me anymore and doesnât care about me anymore.â Gu Huijun shook her head and held Gu Youliâs hand as she spoke.
Tears welled up in her eyes, as if she had thought of something sad.
Gu Youli frowned and asked,âwhatâs going on between you two? Arenât you getting married? Since youâre going to get married, you definitely have feelings for each other. Why would he suddenly ignore you? what happened? why did it get so serious?â
At this point, Gu Huijun couldnât help but cry. She cried very sadly and kept her head down without saying a word.
Gu Youli did not know what to say either. She subconsciously looked out of the ward. At that moment, Gu Hongfei, who had been concerned about her sister, was standing there.
The door wasnât shut tight, so he naturally heard Gu Huijunâs cries.
He looked at Gu Youli and shook his head sadly, as if to say that the situation was serious.
Finally, Gu Huijunâs cries gradually died down.
It was only when her sobs became softer that she said to Gu Youli with reddened eyes, â Youli, Iâm sorry. I couldnât control myself and cried for you for such a long time!
Gu Youli took out a piece of tissue and handed it to her. She said softly, â itâs fine. Cry if you want to. Itâll be fine once you feel comfortable crying.
Gu Huijun wiped her tears and said bitterly, â he was my first boyfriend and the only man Iâve ever loved. I always thought that we would be together forever. I loved him very much, really, really. I thought that he would be the same. Even if things were different now, he should have loved me in the past. But I didnât expect that after so many years, we would break up when we were about to get married just because he felt that it was too tiring to be with me. He was not tired at all with that woman. Iâve known him for five years, but heâs only known that woman for less than five months.â
gu youli bit her lip. she also knew what to say. should she help her scold his ex-boyfriend, or should she comfort her and say that a man like this was not worthy of her being so sad?
She took out an orange from the fruit basket and began to peel it slowly. â no matter what youâve been through, no matter how deep your love is, you shouldnât underestimate your life like this. youâre so impulsive. for a man who no longer loves you, for a man who abandoned you, you hurt your family and friends who love you and make them worry and feel sad for you. itâs not worth it, really not worth it. â
Gu Huijun pursed her lips and said in a sobbing tone, â âi know. life is very precious. i donât really want to die. i look like a carefree person, but iâm actually a coward, weak, and useless. iâm most afraid of death. otherwise, i wouldnât have chosen sleeping pills that donât hurt. if i really wanted to die, i wouldnât have called him. i didnât want to die at all. i just wanted to use suicide to agitate him and win him back.â
As she spoke, her tears fell again.âam i very scary?â
Gu Youliâs lips curled up without a smile. She continued to peel her orange and said calmly, â âNot scary, just a little silly! Even if you kill yourself in front of him, he still wonât care. I guess he wonât even bat an eye if you die, because youâre already strangers to him.â