Chapter Sixty,
Liu Fang Rui thought that once He Xuan left, He Heng would send his words over, but she waited around in Han Yuan Palace up until the lanterns were up all around, He Yang couldnât wait any longer and first went back to his residence, yet He Hengâs words had not come yet.
âMy Lady, Lord Liu has sent this.â Lan Yi brought in a food box from the outside, and spoke. Liu Fang Ruiâs heart jumped, she took that food box, and as expected, there was a paper slip in between the layers.
It was Liu Guang Yiâs handwriting, saying that Old Lady Meng was unsatisfied with his Majestyâs arrangements, and planned on connecting with Tong Provinceâs other fellow countrymen to come to the capital to make a plea.
âWolves that can never be full.â Liu Fang Ruiâs fine features slightly wrinkled, she lightly stroked the nail protector embedded with gems on the right pinky finger, and coldly said, âSend someone to watch them, donât let them make things bigger.â
Liu Fang Rui paused, then added, âSend someone on watch over Tong Province too.â
âThis servant understands.â Lan Yi understood tacitly, âMy Lady hasnât even had dinner yet, would [you] like the kitchen to send in something to eat?â
âNo need.â Liu Fang Rui slightly wearily rubbed her brow ridge, she leaned on the cushion and slightly closed her eyes, and pulled a blanket from the side to cover with, then said, âIbg am a little tired, step down.â
âYes.â
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These days, He Xuan was busying with the matter of He Yang. Each day, he wouldnât stay at home, he would hurriedly come back to stuff in two mouthfuls of food, then be hurriedly called away. Xiao Zuo looked at this table full of dishes he liked eating, yet the seat beside him was empty, and was a bit unaccustomed to it for the time being.
âI cannot eat that much, donât make it next time.â Ling Xiang was at the side grabbing dishes for him, when she heard him say this, she smiled instead of agreeing, âHis Highness was the one who had us prepare it, it is all things that Duke likes eating.â
âIs his Highness not coming back to eat today either?â Though He Xuan mentioned it to him last night, when Xiao Zuo took up the chopsticks and looked at this table of dishes covered in chili oil, he couldnât help but be a bit disappointed.
âWho said that?â Xiao Zuo froze, the chopsticks he was holding up were still suspended in midair, and blankly watched He Xuan lean on the side of the door against the light, while the evening warm light fell onto his tall and risen profile, with the statue-like outline melting into the evening wind. His phoenix eyes were smiling, and curled his lips while coming in, and stroked Xiao Zuoâs head by the way, with his voice all lax, âMiss me?â
Xiao Zuo was too stubborn to admit it, and turned his neck to deny it, âNo, I just didnât want to waste some good food was all.â
âIs that so.â He Xuan hung his eyes down like he was baffled, while his tone was seeping with despair, âI missed you a lot these few days.â
He Xuan bent down, and reached out to hold up Xiao Zuoâs flushed face, then smiled as he came down with a lust-less kiss onto his lips, and sulked, âLi Nu being this heartless makes me very hurt.â
âIâ¦â¦â How could Xiao Zuo be He Xuanâs opponent- after a few times, he got defeated, his inner heart was struggling between continuing to be stubborn and just letting things be, but in the end, He Xuan was the one who came out on top. He quickly picked up a boiled slice of meat and stuffed it into He Xuanâs mouth, and gave a kiss guiltily by his mouth like a little cat before He Xuan could open his mouth, then softened his voice, âI miss you too.â
He Xuan narrowed his eyes, he swallowed the slice of meat in his mouth, then leisurely sat down beside Xiao Zuo, âIt will be autumn soon, there isnât much time left for you to eat chilies anymore.â
Xiao Zuo was eating to his heartâs content at this moment- unknown if it had been scalded or it was just the spice, his lips were particularly bright red, and at this time, he lifted his head up to gulp down water, but when he heard this, he widened his eyes at He Xuan, âAhâ¦â¦ I completely forgot, in the past at this time, our Nan Liang is considered to have just passed through the hottest times, and is still very early before autumn comes.â
When Xiao Zuo said this, he recalled the last autumn where winds and rains swayed around again. At that time, he was escorted from the richly-decorated jade halls of Jiang Nanâs romances to the rustling autumn Shang Anâjing, in a northern country where there was no one he was familiar with, he self-deceivingly sunk into that flourishing dream of old with jade trees and soft thin screens, so the few fragmented impressions he had of autumn were merely when he got startled awake in the middle of the night, where the clothes were cold and the pillows were frosty, and listened to the autumn night rains fall onto the plantains, and counted the sound of rain until daylight. Probably like how the poems write, one sound of the willow leaf brings one of autumn, one drop on the plantain drops one on oneâs concerns, only dreams made in the depth of the night bring one past the night[1].
âWhat is it?â
Xiao Zuo silently shook his head, He Xuan guessed he recalled something, and did not pursue the question, then picked up a piece of spicy diced chicken and placed it into his bowl, and diverted the topic, âIn two days, the matter with Old Fourth can be finished, at that time, Iâll bring you out for a stroll.â
âHow is it?â
He Xuan typically did not hide from Xiao Zuo, and told him as it was, âWeâve contacted the leader of that bunch of refugees, an.old lady of a declining family- she is old, and does not ask for much, but only wanted to look for shade for her grandson. I purposefully had someone go to Empress Liuâs place and let out some fake information, then let someone use an excuse to delay Sun gongâgong for a bit, Empress Liu would definitely not be patient.â
âAs expected, she sent people to surround the inn that the old lady and the rest were staying at.â He Xuan paused, âWe only added a fire for her.â
âThat old lady?â Xiao Zuo seemed to have thought of something, and slightly couldnât hold it in.
He Xuan sighed, he lifted up the jar of wine and poured a cup for himself, then indifferently said, âThat is the path she chose herself.â
Xiao Zuo hung his eyes down, he looked at the red oil in his bowl, and felt full for the time being.
âIâm finished.â
He Xuan swept his eyes at him, âWhat? Angry?â
âNo.â
âI am originally this type of person, using all the means possible to achieve a goal.â He Xuan lightly laughed, he lifted his head up and drank the wine in the cup in one gulp, the forefinger lightly swiped past the corner of the lips, and got stained with a few drops of wine, âXiao Zuo, do you still not understand it?â
âIâm not angry.â Xiao Zuo got irritated by the ridicule in He Xuanâs eyes, he abruptly stood up, and looked at He Xuan from up high, then said every word clearly, âI am not some small child who does not understand anything, nor am I some hero who would take up a fight because I witnessed the hardships of the common realm. I am merely a sinner who canât even keep his own life, with no qualifications, nor the free time to cry for another personâs choices.â
Xiao Zuo said it all in one go, then took in a deep breath. His voice softened a lot, but He Xuan could clearly hear it, âI know you arenât this kind of person either.â
After finishing, Xiao Zuo then turned and walked towards the back garden. He Xuan blankly watched his distant back, and after a long while, he then pulled at the corners of his lips like he was mocking himself, bearing a sliver of unknown dejection.
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Over on Empress Liuâs side, she constantly did not sleep well these past few days, and always felt uneasy, like something was going to happen. Liu Fang Rui absentmindedly held up a porcelain bowl, and picked around the breakfast the small kitchen sent over, then casually picked a few cakes with bean paste filling and placed it into the bowl, her hand was unsteady for a bit, and that porcelain bowl fell onto the ground, spreading the floor with broken porcelain fragments.
âMy Lady.â Lan Yi worriedly looked at Empress Liu, the other servants hurriedly took a dustpan and cleaned up the porcelain pieces, with this, Liu Fang Rui lost her appetite too, and she knitted her eyebrows and stood up, âItâs nothing, take it away.â
Lan Yi followed Liu Fang Rui into the hall, then stood behind her and massaged her shoulders, and asked, âIs there a concern, my Lady?â
âEn.â Liu Fang Rui said, âThe heart feels uneasy, anything happen over at that Old Lady Meng?â
âPeople have been sent over to watch her, nothing much.â
âThen thatâs good.â Liu Fang Rui sighed, âLetâs hope Ibg am just overthinking it.â
Just as her words fell, a small servant girl from outside pushed the door in and reported, âMy Lady, Lord Liu has sent a tally asking for an audience.â
âBig Brother?â Liu Fang Ruiâs heart jumped, âHave him come in.â
When Liu Guang Yi came in, his face was all dark and sunk, he silently bowed, then got hurriedly lifted up by Liu Fang Rui, impatiently asking, âWhat happened?â
Liu Guang Yiâs eyebrows were tightly knit, gathering with constant and unceasing tight mountain peaks, deeply imprinting on his slightly yellowed glabella, making him look to be older than he really was. He slightly hunched his back, and sat in front of Liu Fang Rui, and opened his mouth, âOld Lady Meng died in the inn this morning.â
âDied?â Liu Fang Rui widened her eyes in disbelief, she opened her mouth, with her voice a bit shrill, âIbg only had them watch her, how could she die?â
âThe murderer escaped, they didnât catch him, should weâ¦â¦â
âSend someone to search.â Liu Fang Ruiâs long nail protector dug into the flesh, yet she stared at the floor without feeling it, and coldly said, âWe must find them before the crown prince does.â