chapter 39

Pearl's povs,As I walked inside the cafe ,my face went pale to saw Alex. He turned and gave a big smile as if he is being waiting for his love and finally saw her.He waved towards me . I stood there in tension without moving from that place.He came to me.He took my hands and tried to drag towards table as if I gonna run away from him.He pulled a chair and made me to sit with him. His hands still gripped my hand.Oh Pearl's, come to sense. He is taking advantage of you. He is acting like my love.Be bold and end his pathetic game here.I pulled my hand away from him. I felt scared, nervous ,very uncomfortable around him . I felt dark aura around him.He is nothing like Alex I saw first when I meet him.I tried to muster my courage and act cool.He gave his charmer  smile and told " you don't change a bit...still acting shy when we are in public".He reached his overboard. Still thinking me same naive who loved him.He gave his boutique towards me. He gestured me to get it.Alex: Roses are red, violets are blue. There’s no lady fairer than you in all the land.You are so beautiful and look like I saw yesterday. Still look so young.  I brought lilies ,I knew it is your favorite flower.My mind come with bloody words to scold him.he is such a cheap one. He is characterless to flirty with a married lady.I feel ashamed to date him once . I cannot take anymore.. I lost my cool .I took lilies from him and threw it in dustbin.Pearl: cut the bullshit, Mr. Jackass, tell me what you want now? I have spent my precious time with worthless beast like you.Alex: calm down, girl. I think you don't like lilies anymore. Here , drink the water.I just took glass and poured the water in his face .he gave a pale look and become embarrassed as everyone laughing at him.I felt giddy inside but I showed a straight face and told " don't act like we are lovers. You Know very well I have a husband and also you have a ugly fiancee, nicole ...then why you are acting like this? I came here for only Weber. If u only talk about my man, I will be here or else I don't want to be around heartless jerk like you."I stood up . He become panicked and told " okay , let's speak about your husband. Before that I want 5 minutes to talk about us."Pearl( in anger): what do you mean by us? I don't have anything to do with you ,bastard. Alex: okay ,here drink bubble tea.I looked at him and grabbed it . I drank it without thought as I was so angry to concentrate on other things.Alex: mm... Do you know the girl I love most is you?Pearl: then you cheated me and dated Nicole Alex: it is not like you think. I was forced to be with her.....still now , I love you and want you to be mine ...you are my only love .My love is for you still now is same..I will accept you ,even you get married.I laughed out loudly  and told " oh god , why am I having nightmares..do you think I believe yours lies ? I fucked up with your lies in past. I willn't believe you ...  Alex, I am not toy you can play when you are bored or lonely. I am not fantasy . I m not naive girl who follows you like dog. I changed like everyone does. We are done before 5years ago.Do u know what is love? You have lost every rights to get me back.  I already married...to my love of my life. You are just stranger to my eyes.My love is not lottery . You can not  win it...you should earn it like my weber.  He loves me the way I am. "Alex face become angry and he tapped table hardly.Alex: stop talking. You describes that bloody moron like he is gentleman. He doesn't deserve you. If I m bad, he is worse. If I took advantage of you , he also took advantage of you". Pearl: what the hell are u speaking? If u talk about a bad thing about my husband. I don't know what I do.I raised my hand to slap him. He dodged my hand.Alex: you are so innocent. I don't break up with you. Weber forced me do it......My eyes widened to hear it. My world went blank. I shaked my head .Pearl: you are lying to me.Alex:oh god...let me explain you. It look like Weber don't told you anythingWhile we are dating ,you told me....you had sponsor for your studies...you asked my permission whether I can tell about our relationship to  my sponsor...as he is like brother to you...I agree it  . As u asked me.You wrote to him about our 2 years love journey.....on other hand, I become possessive on thought..you writes letter to some guy...I also worried if he is a bad guy...so I asked help of my uncle detective to get information about sponsor.In end,  the person who you wrote letters is piers Conner who is elder brother of Weber . But sponsor ship are only under piers name...but the work for ever sponsorship done by Weber. He is one who read your thousands letters u wrote.Later ,after reading your letter....Weber came to me. He asked me to leave you. He told you don't deserve me. He acted like pshyco. In end,he came up with barign to sell my love and leave you alone...in return,he told he agrees me to sent abroad for post graduate and building my own hospital....you know very well...my dearm to have my own big hospital. In end , I agree it.....to Make you... believe, I told I m in love with Nicole and stole your project with her. I went to abroad...I done all these things ...so u will hate me and leave me.In the end, my plan worked well. As I thought you moved on...while even I with Nicole,I have you in my  Mind .I don't love her...I just accept her as she proposed me...as I want u to hate me.In end , I understand...she proposed to me as she is jealous of you. She stole me from you. She is a beast and hard to satisfy. She doesn't need boyfriend but a puppet who follows her order.Every day, I missed you .I still love you with my heart. Be mine , Pearl. I don't care about Weber .if he comes again , I have power to chase him.I knew he tricked you and forced you to marry him.He is good actor and acted like he loves you..he married only for grin...I don't use as toy....he played well with you...you don't know anything.I felt like fool. By these 7 months, I lived a fake happy life thinking I might happy with him and he loves me. My heart broke to hear the truth. I broke into tears. Alex:After 5 years ,when I saw u in hospital. I chased after u to tell the truth...but Weber came and pulled me to fight . In end, he closed me with money...on my welcoming party, I thought of telling you....I froze to saw Weber with you.When he told 'he is your boyfriend'.I cannot tell anything.I don't believe that Alex, untill he told Weber read those letter...I know of yesterday weber is the reader of my letters as I found letters on his room.I felt helpless, unworthy,broken ,confusion. Emotional I m messed up. I felt like I stabbed by Weber at back. This truth is so long to take up for me I sat there and crying. Suddenly I felt dizzy and slept on table.I heard Alex's whisper ' I will make u as mine...I gave sleeping pills at coffee. .have a good sleep, love.' I lost my sense and fainted there