chapter 46

Weber's povs,After mrineva left.Pearl and I stood there in shock still I cannot believe what I heard.I went outside and went to garden.My heart don't calm down...it full of emotions. Memories of me and my brother filled my mind. My brother hid diseases from us...as he don't want us to be hurt.  He is so selfless as before. I want to ask him why you did to us? I cannot blame him....even god took him away before I came to know truthI just punched at pillar in front of me. I felt pain in hands and I controlled my emotions. I went inside to check grin and pearl.Grin woke up and he hugged me and pearl.He gave me lot of kisses and hugs.He cried and I calmed him down.Then he went to pearl. He started to talk with pearl Grin: momma...I missed you so much. You are hurting so much...I will never you again. I was forced to be there by mrin...he just hyptonized him. I hate him.I called him even bro.Pearl : listen carefully, grin...mrin is like your twin . You always tell you are alone right...remember you gave siblings named mrin. I ....he wants to protect me..so only he asked you to be there. He is one who saved from those bad boys. Remember, you should be good with mrin.Grin: I will be momma. I fell tired...I gonna home and take some rest.Pearl: in this 1 week,you stayed without your dad and mom . Do u felt lonely? Is anyone mistreated you?Grin shakes his head. He looked at ground as if he thinking. He broken into tears and told " I never felt mistreated...I felt comfortable around that place...as mrineva visits me daily night and took care of me....strangely my hearts tells I cannot hate him. My heart starts to see him as my brother ".Pearl: look mrineva is so kind to you. Remember it, grin...you cannot understand it now...when you grew up...you will understand...mrineva underwent a lot for you.Weber: butler is waiting outside...go now.Grin went outside . He left us. I and pearl left alone .I put my hand on her arm. I cupped my another hand on her chin. I made her look into my eyes to get her attention.Weber : YOU.. PEARL..I DON'T WHAT TO DO WITH YOU...WHY YOU WENT BACK OF THAT JERK? What happened to you if I don't went there in correct time ?When I came there,you fainted in ground. What will happen if I came late?I gave my stern look to her to force her to tell answer. To my suprise,she pushed me away.Pearl turned to me with anger face.Pearl: I become emotional and hug you before. I swept with emotions...now you need to answer my questions ,mr. Weber conner.Weber: mm.She looked at me with anger eyes .I felt like she Found everything about those letters and dealing with alex.Pearl: I went to meet that bastard as he triggered me that weber isn't nice person and he cheated you. To prove him wrong i  went there to meet him .i had hope and trust on you....as you are transparent to me. But he proved me wrong....You totally controlled my life right.You gave him money and asked him to break up with me. Do u know know how much I underwent pain...I felt world upside down...when I heard about itwhy ,weber....you lied to me. You hid truth behind my back for 10 years.I don't anger if you  don't told me about your self before I don't get married you...after I married you...why you don't told me.Those thousands of letters....you never answered it ..leave that...at graduation function, you came there right...why you don't tell me it is you..who is reader of my letters...leave it...past is past....why weber you don't get heart to tell atleast after marriage?  I thought we become so close...after truth revealed....I felt more distant.  This 7 months...marriage went nothing...Do u not trust me?I don't told anything.  I just stared at window. I know she expected answers. I don't know what to tell her. I felt like I need to hug her and calm down. I cannot just stand to see her in tears.Pearl grabbed my collars and looked into my eyes. She mouthed " answer me ".Her eyes begged for explanation. I cannot blink my eyes. I just drowned in her hazel eyes.I tried my best to put emotionalless face. Everything guards I made ...break infront of her. She is my soft spot at my steel hard. I m usually good at controlling...when I saw her,I lost myself.My forehead rested against her forehead.  I wiped her tears.Weber: truth...I don't tell truth is...I thought you will broken...or you feel played by me. I.....want to tell at start of our marriage life...but I thought it is new beginning...I don't want to talk about past.I know you are deserve to know truth. The real reason...I had fears...if I told you...you leave me thinking I toyed your life and you.  I never interrupt in your life...I just felt anger on Alex when I comes to know you are dating him . You are innocent..he is a womanizer and made you a fool. On other end...I also felt possessive....I love you from time my eyes fell on you.So I gave him tons of money to separate you and him. After you finished college. I thought of making you mine...I waited for right time. That time only,grin became close to you.So I used opportunity...I forced to mame you as mine. I know what I done is wrong when comes to marriage ...but in alex case, what I done is right.I will never ask sorry for that thing...Those letters you sent is one of reason I lived during hard times. I used my brother name as to avoid rumours in foundation clubs which offers for scholarships. Even...I felt possessive on my brother..As you thought the reader of your letters is piers. I felt like I want to tell everyday when u sent letters on piers name ...that the reader of letter is me not piers. The person who came to ur graduation is me not him....I m one who is important person who u talked everything is me not him. I always being shadow of piers...for my parents . I felt hurt when it happened. But in your case, I felt like dying...when you thought piers is one who reads thise letters.Listen well, pearl...it is me,weber who read your letters.My love for you is infinite..so only I cannot accept anyone with you other than me. Remember it, you are mine.I stood up and walked near the wall.I become red. I tried to control my emotions. My hearts bests faster I blabbered everything in my handI never being  transparent and open hearted to anyone...other than my brother. I put my hand on my chest.I felt awkward . I don't know what she looked now...after she heart my thoughts. When comes to her, she took my every  first kiss, first love...first time I came out of nutshell for a girl.Suddenly I felt one hands around my waist. Pearl gave me back hug . She rested her forehead against my back.Pearl: I know you done everything for me....I will never ask sorry from you when It comes to alex case.I thank you for save me from that bastard and also...thank you for giving me such kind hearted cube face as my husband.  I felt lucky to have you.I m sorry if I act rude...I just acted like that to get truth from you. I don't had anger on you when I heard truth from alex...I only felt disappointed by you. Now I understand the reason.Thank you for came into my life ,weber.Thank you to show your true self to me.Thank you for loving me and made me feel loved .I love you ,weber .I turned towards her . She looked at expectation to tell something to her.I know what she expects..She wants me to tell I love you too. I felt shy ...as I never told her those words beforeEven my heart don't beats this much faster when I kissed her.i calmed myself...i told her in action.I cupped her face.  I looked at her . She closed her eyes in shy. I pulled her closer towards me. I felt her heartbeat against mine.I pressed my lips against hers.I Have put my lips touch softly as i feel the person out. I Keep her lips just slightly parted, and continue kissing the person for ....I don't how minutes passed. This kiss felt magical and gentle. It is unusual than our normal kiss. I felt something inside me opened and went to her. I felt myself revealing to her .She broke the kiss panting for  breath. Both if us stood there in red.She pulled my tie and pushed  me against the wall.I don't where she got this much courage. She gave a enchanting and naughty smile. She looked at me with shrieked eyes. I found her expression so sexy.if it Carrie's on I don't know I can control myself. I heard her husky voice against my ear.Pearl: I don't want you to show on action..tell me in words,weber.She looked at me as if she enjoy teasing me.I cannot control myself anymore .I put my hand around her and spinned her .Now position reversed. She got caged by me.I started to kiss her lips again. I gave a series of kisses on her neck. I left a hickey on her neck to mark her as mine. She moaned so softly. I felt like melting.I whispered " I love you, mrs. Conner".Suddenly door opened.  I turned and saw mrin stood there. He gave a awkward smile and told " I m sorry to disturb you...I left the files which  i stole from daisy office. I need to keep it again....so i came to take it ...continue on..bye".He ran away. I gave him glares for disturbing us.Pearl chuckled to see the incident.Pearl: you and mrin have great compatibility.