I focus on my breaths as rage and hatred create a storm in my chest. My heart slams against my ribs, making me feel confined in the dress instead of beautiful.
Stepping into the banquet hall, I feel naked without my firearms and combat clothes.
My eyes follow Vince Blanco, my hands itching to strangle the life from him. To him and his family, my beloved mother was nothing but an animal they hunted for sport. It was a senseless killing. The threat didnât make my father hand over the blood diamond business to them.
My mother was kind and caring. She was loved dearly by all our employees. She was angelic, and now sheâs immortalized in our hearts.
With Cillianâs help, I will see Vince Blanco die. Iâll see the life drain from his eyes and his blood spill over the ground, just like my motherâs.
âIf you keep staring, heâll know he managed to get to you,â Damien suddenly murmurs next to me. âNever show your enemy theyâve managed to rattle your cage.â
My head snaps up, my gaze colliding with Damienâs deadly brown eyes. Again I feel the punch to my stomach from how attractive he is. Itâs bewildering, to say the least. His dark brown hair looks thick and silky, and the slight stubble on his jaw accentuates his manliness. The tuxedo heâs wearing makes him look like a perfect male specimen â nothing short of a god.
If only he wasnât deadly.
âGiving advice to the enemy? Not clever of you,â I mutter as I let my gaze sweep over the other attendees. Everyone is scattered, watchful of their enemies.
The Bratva comes in, followed by the Cartels, and it makes my eyebrows lift. Gabriella Terrero. Princess of Terror. Like me, she has a nickname seeing as her mother is the Queen of Terror. Only her nickname comes from peddling flesh instead of smuggling blood diamonds.
Another woman comes in, and not recognizing her, I ask Damien, âWho is she?â
âMJ Fang. Sheâs a custodian in training,â he informs me with a low rumbling voice.
So I wonât be the only woman. Things just got interesting.
My lips curve up at the thought.
âDo you know MJ?â Damien asks, pulling my attention back to him.
âNot personally,â I murmur.
He lets out a chuckle, the corner of his mouth curving into a sexy grin that causes a fluttering in my stomach. âDo any of us really know each other?â
âI guess not,â I murmur, my gaze drinking in his handsome features.
Thereâs nothing wrong with looking.
Damien gestures to a table. âThe custodians will all be seated there.â He walks away from me, and I take a moment to admire him from behind.
Up until now, the only guy Iâve been with was one of the guards, Petro. It was nothing but meaningless sex. I havenât dated like other girls my age, and I never will. Iâll probably marry whoever my father tells me to marry to secure an alliance.
It doesnât stop me from admiring an attractive male specimen when I see one, and Damien is definitely attractive⦠and lethal. Such an intoxicating mixture.
Madame Keller comes into the room, followed by her two personal custodians. For a seventy-three-year-old woman, she looks nothing older than fifty. Her grey hair is swept up in a bun, and her makeupâs applied with an expert hand. I canât help but admire how successful sheâs been in creating St. Monarchâs Academy.
My eyes move to the custodianâs table, and seeing Hugo Lamas seated at it makes my stomach tighten.
God, the competition is brutal.
I walk toward the table where there are three seats open. Not wanting to back down from a threat, I take the chair between Damien and Hugo.
Hugo slowly turns his face to me, and for a split second, our eyes meet before he glances back to Madame Keller. Heâs indifferent about my being here, and Iâm taking it as a good sign. He still has to learn the valuable lesson to never underestimate the competition. Right now, it gives me an advantage over him.
âWelcome,â Madame Keller says, and it instantly grows quiet in the room. âWe have twelve new attendees. Itâs the most weâve ever hosted. Thereâs only one rule; no killing. Youâre allowed to conduct business as always. If a fight breaks out, we will not intervene⦠unless thereâs a death.â
So basically, we can beat each other to a pulp. Itâs not a comforting thought.
I feel eyes on me, and then my gaze connects with Vinceâs. Lifting his hand to his neck, he drags a finger over the width, indicating heâs planning on killing me.
Iâll have to watch my back. Getting hurt, means I wonât be able to train, and I canât have that.
I glance over the other attendees. Most arenât here to learn their trade but to hide behind the secure walls of St. Monarchâs. To them, this place is nothing more than a resort. Others are here to build alliances, and the rest are probably here for the same reason as me â to learn what I can and show Iâm a threat.
âThe only weapons on the premises are held in the armory. If a weapon is found on you, the penalty will be severe.â Madame Kellerâs gaze sweeps over all the tables. âSt. Monarchâs Academy is not responsible for what happens outside our gates. We hope you will find your stay with us a pleasant one.â
As soon as Madame Keller takes a seat at the head table upfront, servers flood into the hall.
I look over the instructors. Iâm only interested in Miss Dervishi, whoâll be training us in weapons, and Mr. Yeoh, whoâs the martial arts Grandmaster. Iâll be spending four hours a day in each class.
Platters of seafood, various meats, and vegetables are placed down in the middle of the table.
A waiter begins to take our drink orders, and when she turns her attention to me, I say, âCranberry juice. No ice.â
âVodka,â Damien murmurs. âStoli.â
Itâs only when he orders the Russian drink that I hear his accent slip through, and it makes a tingle spiral down my spine.
Turning my head toward Damien, our eyes connect, and for the longest moment, we just stare at each other.
Attraction skirts around the edges of the fear he instills in me, but nothing in this world will make me act on it. I keep staring at him because one, I wonât back down, and two, I like admiring masterpieces.
DAMIEN
âWondering if you can take me on?â I ask, keeping my voice low, so the others seated at the table wonât hear.
âNo. Just admiring the view,â she throws my words from earlier back at me.
The corner of my mouth lifts in a smirk, and it has her eyes lowering to my lips while interest darkens her eyes.
Lust. Itâs the only other emotion thatâs as strong as hate.
âEnemies can admire each other,â she whispers.
âTrue,â I agree. Tilting my head, I ask, âWhat have I done to become your enemy?â
She lets out a burst of silent laughter, and it makes her cleavage swell for a tantalizing moment. âItâs simple. If youâre not for my family, youâre against us.â
âNo neutral ground?â
âNever.â With the word drifting over her lips, she turns her attention to the table where the families who deal in arms are seated.
Winter is preparing for war, and I wonder how her father and brother fit into everything. Why did they task her with the defense of the family?
Winter was right when she told Carson sheâs no ordinary princess. Sheâs the furthest thing from one. A warrior.
To get the dinner over with, I plate a couple of slices of beef and some vegetables for myself. Only then do the rest of the table begin to help themselves to food, and it makes my eyes narrow as I glance at each of my companions.
It used to be just Hugo, Paulie, and myself.
My gaze settles on Megan-Joe Fang, also known as MJ. Her father is a retired custodian, so she might be a match for Hugo and Paulie.
As I take the last bite of my meal, I turn my eyes back to Winter. Sheâs shown me she can fight Paulie, but Iâm not so sure whether sheâll be able to stand her ground against Hugo.
Winter should be sitting with the Smugglers. Sheâs too tiny, too fragile-looking to train with us.
Feeling rattled by the worry slithering through my veins, I down my drink and get up from the chair. Walking away from the table, I feel eyes burning on my back. Those of my enemies, my competition, and then the sensation changes as Winterâs eyes settle on me.
Right now, there might be a physical attraction between us, but Iâm sure it will die a sudden death when weâre forced to fight tomorrow.
Even though training only starts at eight, Iâm in the studio to warm up by six every day.
Wearing my usual rashguard shirt and MMA shorts, I strap on the shin guards, hand wrap, and gloves. When Iâm ready, I head over to the reflex bag and begin with slow punches, increasing my pace every couple of minutes.
Iâve just started working up a sweat when I feel the air shift. Glancing over my shoulder, a frown settles on my face when I see Winter walking into the sparring studio. Sheâs tied her hair back in a ponytail, and it makes her look even younger. Then my eyes lower to her body. In the tight black pants and shirt, every curve is on full display.
Once again, I shove the attraction aside, and before continuing to punch the bag, I grumble, âYou should join the Smugglers.â
âMorning to you too,â she mutters.
Iâm not one to care about others or to issue warnings, but still, I find myself huffing, âYouâre going to get hurt.â
âAww, I didnât know you cared,â she sasses me.
Shooting her a glare, I see sheâs busy putting on her gear.
âI donât.â The words are clipped. If she doesnât heed the warning, sheâll just have to roll with the punches. Literally.
I continue with my exercises, doing my best to ignore Winter, where sheâs jumping rope on the other side of the room.
When the other trainees and Grandmaster Yeoh enter the studio, I stop punching and walk to where I left my bag. I retrieve a water bottle and down half of it before using a towel to wipe the sweat from my face and neck.
âMorning,â Grandmaster Yeoh says as he bows slightly.
We return his greeting, then wait for his instructions.
Grandmaster Yeohâs eyes dart between Winter and MJ, then he says, âLetâs see what experience the newcomers have. Miss Fang versusâ¦â His eyes jump over us, then he mutters, âMr. Lamas.â
The rest of us move to the back of the studio, and Winter ends up standing between Paulie and me.
âNothing like an ass-whooping first thing in the morning,â Paulie chuckles as MJ and Hugo start to circle each other.
Hugo blows MJ a kiss which makes her attack. She manages to give Hugo an uppercut and a punch to the side of his head before his right fist connects with her left side. It sends her flying to the side and her body sliding over the floor.
Ouch.
I glance down at Winterâs face, but instead of seeing fear, sheâs focused on the fight.
MJ climbs back to her feet, shaking her head. It has Hugo attacking, and my muscles clench when he goes airborne, his body twisting before he delivers a kick to the left side of MJâs head. This time she flies, and when she drops to the floor, she stays down, out cold from the blow.
I expected MJ to be better. Guess I was wrong.
Grandmaster Yeoh slowly shakes his head, then mutters, âMove her to the side so we can continue with the training.â
Hugo grabs hold of MJâs arm and drags her to the other side of the room.
âNext,â Grandmaster Yeoh snaps. My heartbeat kicks up, hoping Winter will be paired with Paulie. âMiss Hemsley versusâ¦â Grandmaster Yeohâs eyes flick between Paulie and me, and after a couple of seconds, he settles on me. âMr. Vetrov.â
Fuck.