âMake me forget, Caleb.â Red closed her eyes, her seductive lips slightly parted. âI want you to rip myââ
The shrieking ring of the alarm snapped my eyes open. Disoriented, I instinctively slapped it off.
A dream, I realized, as I fell back on the bed and covered my eyes with my arm. A very, very good dream.
A wide grin stretched across my face. It didnât have to be a dream. I could find Red andâ¦kiss her right now.
Where was she? I remembered she told me she was going to have a shower.
Wait. How long was I out?
I sat up, looking around her small tidy room and spotting piles of books neatly stacked on her table, on the floor, and even on the windowsill. I knew it wouldnât be her room without books. When I built our house, Iâd make sure there was a library for her and a big kitchen with all the state-of-the-art appliances, since she loved to cook and bake.
I glanced up at the quick, sharp knock on the door.
âRed?â
âKeep dreaming, big boy. Itâs Kara.â
âOh, hey, Kar.â
The door opened a fraction. âYou naked?â
I laughed. âOnly in my dreams,â I muttered under my breath.
âHuh?â
âNope. Got all my clothes on. Youâre safe to come in.â
âWell.â She pushed the door wide open. âSo I guess that means no makeup sex for you.â
I shook my head.
She gave me a pitying look. âReally? And here I thought you were a master.â
I laughed again. âWhere is she?â
âSchool. Guess you conked out. She texted me and said to feed you. Come on.â She walked off.
Rising, I spotted a note from Red beside the alarm clock and smiled goofily as I read it. Folding it neatly, I tucked it in my wallet for safekeeping and followed Kara to the kitchen.
She was just placing a box of Lucky Charms and a box of Cheerios beside the milk carton on the table when I walked in. âHere you go. She said healthy breakfast. Cereal is healthy. It has fiber.â
Did she really believe that? But then I saw her smirk.
âI love Lucky Charms,â I said. âThanks.â
âTake a seat. I hate cooking, so this is as good as it gets. Want a croissant?â
âHell no,â I growled.
âWhoa. Chill, buster.â
âSorry.â I shook cereal into the bowl and then poured milk. âI really donât like croissants.â
âYeah, I think I got that. Make sure to tell her I fed you.â
âYou bet.â Then, as nonchalantly as possible, I asked, âSo whatâs the deal with Damon?â
She took the seat across from me and smirked. âWhat do you mean?â
She knew what I meant. She just loved to torture people. âKar,â I warned.
âOh, calm down.â I hadnât taken a bite of my healthy breakfast yet, and she pulled the bowl in front of her and started eating. âTheyâre just friends.â
I frowned. âHas he made a move on my girl?â
She raised an eyebrow. âYour girl? So I take it you guys are okay now?â
I nodded, grinning. âAs if she hasnât told you. I know you girls talk.â
She rolled her eyes. âWe girls havenât talked yet. Iâm going to get the dirty deets later.â
âYou do that.â It didnât bother me for one second. I loved it when Red talked about me. I tried to turn on the charm. âSoâ¦I know you tell each other everythingâ¦â
âUh-huh.â
âI thought this was my breakfast?â I grabbed the bowl back. âAs I was sayingââ
âYou want me to spill the dirt on her?â
I guess I was that transparent. âYou look really pretty today, Kar. That top looks phenomenal on you.â In my experience, compliments would get you anywhere with girls.
Usually.
âI know, right? In fact, I could use another one. In fuchsia, I think.â
I didnât even bother smirking. âIf you tell me more, Iâll buy you two.â
âDeal! What do you want to know?â
âHow many times did she go to my apartment after I left?â
When Kara called it quits, I had most of the information I wanted and had promised to get her a Stella McCartney gift card on top of the two blouses she wanted.
âOne last thing,â I added. âDoes Damon know that sheâs mine?â
Kara rolled her eyes. âWhat do you think?â She grabbed the bowl back. âDid you have to eat all the marshmallows?â
âTell him Iâll kill him if he so much as touches her again. If he plans on making another move on herââ
âHold up. He never did. Damonâs not like that.â
âJust tell him.â
âWhy are you so hung up about Damon?â
âRed doesnât hang out with any guys.â Except for me. âBut she hangs out with him.â
Kara bit the side of her lip.
I scowled. âWhat?â
âI guess you didnât know about Theo.â
I straightened in my seat. âTheo?â I asked quietly.
She waved her hand dismissively. âJust a friend. He belongs to Beth anyway, so stop being all alpha male. She told you about Beatchy-Rose sneaking in your apartment and stealing your key chain?â
I wanted to ask more about this Theo, but the key chain distracted me. âSo thatâs what Red got me? A key chain? I want it back.â
âWell, Beatchâs got it now. Whatcha gonna do about it?â
I felt a muscle tick in my jaw. âRed doesnât want me to do anything about it.â
âYou gonna do everything she tells you?â
I half snorted and half laughed.
âShe told you about Justin too?â
I grabbed the bowl back and shook more cereal into it. âJust that he was with Beatrice-Rose at the café.â
Her face turned grim.
âWhat is it, Kar?â
âThat prick was going to hit her, Caleb.â
I put the spoon down slowly. âWhat did you say?â
âJustin was going to fucking punch her.â
* * *
I really hated it when I let my anger control me. In my experience, nothing good ever came from letting it take over. But someone threatening to hurt Red, especially when I wasnât there to protect herâand someone I considered a friend? Unforgivable.
By the time I arrived at school, I was ready to beat Justinâs face to a pulp.
âHey, man!â Amos came up beside me. âSlow down, will you? Iâve got something important to tell you, bro.â
Not now, I wanted to tell him. But I refused to speak. I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, I would start yelling like a madman.
âCaleb, listen. Itâs about your girlfriend.â
That stopped me short. I glared at him. âWhat about my girlfriend?â
He handed me a crumpled piece of paper. âI found this in the locker room after practice last night.â
It was a picture of her dancing at the club that night I first saw her. Her hair down her back, her red dress hugging every inch of her body. Below the picture was a list ofâ¦sexual services with prices beside them. Then a message that said Find me in E Building, signed Veronica Strafford.
My ears rang as I felt blood rush to my head. âWhat. The. Fuck. Is this the only copy?â
Amos shrugged. âI donât know, Caleb. I doubt it.â
I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself. It didnât work. âWhere the fuck is Justin?â
âJustin? Whoa, dude, hold on. I donât know if Justin did this.â
I grabbed Amosâs collar. âWhere. The. Fuck. Is. He?â I knew in my gut Justin had something to do with it. I just knew.
âCaleb.â I heard Cameronâs voice behind me, his tone serious. I turned to look at him. His eyes were questioning, but he didnât ask what was wrong.
Amos put his hands up. âIf you do this now, you might get suspended. Weâre graduating, Caleb.â
I glared back at him. âI donât care. No one hurts her.â I crumpled the paper in my fist. âTell me where the fuck Justin is.â
âJustinâs in the multipurpose room,â Cameron said. âLetâs go.â
I donât even know how I got to the multipurpose room. When I spotted Justin, I headed straight for the fucker. Nothing could have stopped me.
Justinâs eyes widened in fear when he saw me. He backed away slowly, as if he was being careful not to anger me further. But it was too late. I was way beyond angry.
I was going to kill him.
He looked behind him, searching for an escape, but there was only the wall. âDude, she came on to meââ
There was a satisfying crunch as my fist connected with his face. He stumbled back, tripping over his feet. I was on him before he could recover. I heard shouts around me, but I didnât care.
He had hurt my girl. He was going to pay.
He was on the floor, his nose bleeding, his eye nearly closed. But I wasnât finished. I pulled him up by his shirt collar and shoved him against the wall. My hand wrapped around his throat, squeezing. It would be so easy to crush his windpipe. So easy.
âIf I even hear you say her name, youâre dead, motherfucker.â I heard voices around me, but I ignored all of them. I shook him. âDo you fucking understand me?â
I stiffened when I felt a hand on my back.
âCaleb.â
It was her. It was my Red.
She was safe.
My hold loosened a fraction, but not entirely. The asshole began wheezing and coughing.
âPlease. Let go of him.â This time, she stood beside me, placing her hand on my arm. âCaleb.â
There was no one who could make me do things I didnât want to do. Except her.
I would do anything for her.
I let go.
* * *
âYouâre bleeding!â Red cried out in alarm.
She was sitting beside me in my car. I should have felt calm and relieved, but I couldnât get us the hell away from this place fast enough.
Someone had alerted Coach while I was beating the crap out of Justin. Coach had sent us to the dean of our department, where I would have stayed longer if not for my mom phoning him.
I tried to pull my hand away from Redâs. She held on. âHold still.â
I felt a soft cloth on my knuckles.
âCaleb?â
I took a deep breath, calmer now that she was within my reach. Where I could protect her.
âIâm okay, Red.â
âWhat happened?â she asked.
I desperately wished there was a way to protect her from this, to stop her from knowing what happened, but hiding it from her would only make things worse.
She was one of the toughest people I knew, but I was also aware of how vulnerable she was. And this was a huge violation of her privacy. It made me angry that I hadnât stopped it from happening.
âRed. Listen. Iâll do everything to protect you. Iâll make sure there are no traces of that poster. You have to trust me.â
âI donât understand. What poster?â
I ground my teeth. âSomeone saw Justin putting up a poster in the locker room. It was a picture of you at the club where we met.â My hands fisted. âIt had some writing on it.â
âTell me.â
I looked down and shook my head slightly, grinding my teeth to dust.
âTell me, Caleb.â I looked up at her tone. Her eyes were hard.
âIt had a list ofâ¦fucking ugly things that youâd do for a fee. Fuck.â
When I saw the shock in her eyes, I wanted to yell like a madman. And when the shock turned into hurt, I wanted to beat Justinâs face to a pulp all over again. I reached to gather her in my arms, but she pushed me away.
âDonât.â She balled her hands into fists on her lap to stop them from shaking.
âNo.â I reached for her shoulders, turning her to me. âDonât shut me out. Stay with me. Right here.â I held her face in my hands and kissed her lips. âIâm sorry this happened. Iâm sorry, baby.â
She nodded.
âListen,â I said. âThere was only one poster in the locker room. As far as I know, only a few people on the team saw it.â
She shook her head. âThere wereâ¦there were guys following me, and one of them gave me his phone number. It makes sense now why they were asking me aboutâ¦those things.â
âAsking you what? Who are they?â It was a struggle for me to keep the anger at bay. âDid they hurt you?â
âNo. No,â she said. âThey didnât hurt me. Just said a few things. I donât remember who they were, Caleb. It doesnât matter. Justin canât get away with this.â She took a deep breath, and when she moved away, there was fire in her eyes.
Thatâs my girl.
âWhat should I do?â she asked. âI need to file a complaint with the departmentââ Suddenly, her eyes widened. âCaleb! What did the dean say? Did youâ¦get suspended?â I could hear the worry in her voice. She was more worried about me than what had happened to her.
âNo.â I probably would have if my mom hadnât called the dean. She was a member of the schoolâs board. I hated using my name to get out of sticky situations, especially with my momâs help. But I would fight dirty for Red.
âBut the bastard got suspended and kicked off the team,â I added. Personally, I thought he should be kicked off the planet. But I knew how important it was to Justin to be on the basketball team. It elevated his status, made him feel superior. He still had a year before he graduated, and being suspended and spending the year off the team would not be easy for him. âThis wasnât the first time he did something like this.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âHe emailed everyone a naked picture of his ex-girlfriend after she broke up with him.â
âAre you serious? How can he get away with doing that?â
âHe denied it. They couldnât trace the email, but everyone knew it was from him. This time, though, one of the freshmen from the basketball team saw him put up that poster in the locker room.â
She was silent.
âDonât worry, Red. This wonât happen again. I promise.â
She shook her head. âItâs not that. I donât want you to feel like you have to protect me all the time.â
âItâs my job to protect you.â
âCalebââ
I parked in front of Karaâs and turned to face her. âI want you to sleep at my place tonight.â When she opened her mouthâprobably to argueâI cut her off. âPlease. I need to feel that youâre safe. Just tonight. Please, Red.â
She nodded. âOkay.â
âIâll be back in two hours. I told Matthew to text the team to meet at his place. I need to make sure there are no more posters around.â
âItâs over now. Do you have to do this tonight?â
I held her face in my hands, rubbing her soft cheek with my thumb. âYes. He wonât hurt you again. Iâll make sure of it.â
* * *
Veronica âThe truth isâ¦â I hesitated, closing my eyes. âIt scared me to see Calebâ¦like that.â
Kara frowned, sitting next to me on the couch where sheâd placed a bowl of popcorn mixed with M&Mâs on my lap. She grabbed the remote and absentmindedly channel surfed.
I glanced at the clock again. Caleb had left hours ago. What was taking him so long?
âLike what?â
âI didnât recognize him. It was like he was a different person. He was so angry. It justâ¦reminded me.â
âReminded you?â Kara huffed. âWhy donât you explain all this to me so I donât sound like a damn parrot?â
âMy dad,â I answered after a moment.
âOh.â Kara reached for my hand, her eyes apologetic. I squeezed her hand, let go, and wrapped my arms around my middle. I suddenly felt cold.
âBut I realized that he was protecting me. Caleb would never hurt me.â
âVer.â She turned off the TV. âLockhart would cut off his hands before he hurt you.â
I nodded. âItâs justââ
Karaâs phone rang. When she glanced at the screen, her eyes widened in incredulity. âWho is it?â I asked.
âItâs Cameron.â
I raised my brows when she just stared at the screen. âAre you going to answer it?â
âNo.â But she pressed the answer button and lifted the phone to her ear. âHello?â
A voice spoke on the other end of the line, but I couldnât make out the words. Kara listened with a stoic expression. A moment later, her face paled.
Alerted, I straightened in my seat.
Kara got up from the couch, whispering into the phone. I stayed where I was to give her privacy. She would tell me if she wanted me to know.
A few minutes later, she came back. Her hazel eyes were wide and full of worry.
âVer,â she said cautiously.
âKar. Youâre scaring me. What is it?â
She took a deep breath. âCalebâs in jail.â