Chapter 14: Congratulations, You've won the Jerk of the Year Award
Once Upon A Push
Chapter 14
âLucas?â I exclaimed, smiling widely at my friend who sat across from me. Where had he appeared from? He grinned as he stared at my pizza; a confused look plastered his face for a moment before he smiled.
âNice⦠pizza.â He said, mockingly. I smacked him lightly as I pushed a slice to him.
âWant one?â I asked as he shrugged taking the slice.
âHowâs everything?â He asked, grinning.
âItâs okay. What about you?â I asked, lying slightly. Most things were okay, just one thing wasnât. Which turned it into many things but he didnât need to hear my venting- he was in a good mood and what will I look like to bring him down? Jerk of the Year, thatâs what.
âItâs good.â He grinned widely.
âHowâs Aria?â I asked, curiously. We texted a few times but weâd both have to cut it short due to activities that were too time consuming and we couldnât manage to text back. It was all just a nuisance; but Lucas was that friend that you didnât talk to for 3 weeks and you can go back together like nothing ever happened and thatâs what we did.
âSheâs amazing, sheâs applying to colleges.â He said, smiling.
âHowâs that going?â I asked, frowning. If sheâs going to college, doesnât that mean that heâll have to stay in school an extra year; heâs only a junior, like me?
âSheâs applying to community college and colleges in our area. And itâs not because of our relationship, fully. Itâs because she doesnât want to leave her mom and dad. So don't start telling me not to hold her back because I already told her to do what she wants for college, and if we last- we last. But she insisted, so you know?â He said, nodding. I nodded.
âIâm so happy for you, you deserve her.â I spoke honestly, smiling.
âSo whereâs your Prince Charming?â He teased. I furrowed my eyebrows.
âHeâs probably stuck in traffic somewhere.â I said, looking down at my plate, remembering Cyrus whoâs probably lying next to Miranda in bed, snuggling up with her. My stomach churned violently. I sighed loudly. Why canât things ever go good?
Cyrusâs Point of View
Stupid cars! I honked the horn loudly and repeatedly, earning a strand of ânumber onesâ from a row of cars beside me as I cut them off skillfully. They honked their horns at me but I ignored them, I had places to go but I canât because Iâm stuck in traffic! I pounded the steering wheel angrily. I have slight road rage, alright, full on road rage. But you would, too if you were trying to find a girl you like- as a friend, AS A FRIEND OKAY, to apologize for a mistake you made that included her enemy and I; but these stupid people canât drive to save their lives!
I finally got onto the street leading to the mall and I stepped on the gas, hightailing it to the parking lot of the large mall. Where can she be? Where can she be? I locked the car door, jogging to the opening. Knowing her, sheâd probably be⦠in the food court, right? She loves food, especially pizza. You can only count the amount of times she eats pizza in a week at school. I began my short walk to the food court, my body felt numb.
As I reached the food court, I searched the semi crowded large room for her familiar hair. I found her hunched over pizza. I began walking towards her, pacing myself. I didnât want to end up running and be winded, where she could barely make a word out of my apology. I didnât want to end up like my Grandpa.
Maverlyâs Point of View
âYou donât keep in contact with Bathroom boy?â Lucas asked with his nose wrinkled.
âOh, him.â I seethed.
âWhat did he do?â Lucas asked, confusion covering his features.
âI found him in a bedroom.â I said, calming myself down before I start crying.
âWow, and thatâs a crime? I must be a criminal; Iâve committed so many crimes!â He teased. He didnât realize the seriousness of the situation.
âWith a girl,â I continued. He stopped laughing. âWho I hate, Miranda.â I added.
âWhy is it such a big deal? He wasnât your boyfriend right?â Lucas asked, raising an eyebrow. A smirk was on his face.
âNo.â I answered.
âThen whatâs the problem? Is it because of what happened with your father?â He asked.
âNo, donât speak of him.â I spat, gritting my teeth. Lucas wasn't bothered by this and continued talking.
âThen what is it?â He furthered. I stayed silent, refusing to reply.
âOh no.â Lucas said, seeming to catch on.
âYou liked him?â He asked. I continued staying silent.
âYou like him?â He asked, meaning that I still like him. This, my friend, is the whole reason of my situation. Iâve come to like the boy who hurt me in ways that I cannot even explain.
âWhen did he do this?â He asked, getting his answers from my silence. This was one that I had to verbally answer.
âYesterday.â I answered. Lucas rolled his eyes.
âAnd you didnât talk to him?â He asked. I shook my head; it was my turn to roll my eyes.
âWhat was I supposed to do? Approach him while he was in bed with the girl and say, âCyrus, can I please talk to you?â Besides, itâs hard to talk to someone who doesnât even care about you.â I said, scoffing at the thought of Cyrus even caring about anyone other than his family and himself.
âIâm sure he cares about you.â Lucas said, crossing his arms.
âWhy would you say that, Oh Wise Lucas?â I continued, raising an eyebrow.
âBecause he kept you around.â He stated. I laughed, loudly too. It was only semi controllable; Iâd laugh and then stop, think about it, and laugh even more. Lucas sat there awkwardly watching me as I laughed.
Cyrusâs Point of View
I was a few meters from the table when I heard her laughing, her soft, angelic laughing. Over the span of about 3-4 weeks, I already like her⦠as a friend! AS A FRIEND, GUYS! AS A FRIEND. I watched her as she hunched over, laughing and patting the table. What could she be laughing at? Wasnât she alone?
As I rounded the corner I saw a guy sitting there, the same one Iâd met when I rescued her from the bathroom. What was his name? Luther? Luke? Lucifer? Ha-ha, just kidding. Lucas? Lucas! Thatâs it. He saw me before she did. He raised his eyebrows and dropped them awkwardly as he avoided eye contact. She kept laughing as he slowly and silently slid out of the booth, allowing me to slip into the red booth.
"Treat her right.â He whisper-demanded as he walked away. I sat there watching her as she choked for her breath. I wonder whatâs so funny.
"Youâre hilarious! H-he could never care for me like that, Luke!â She exclaimed, clutching her stomach as she chuckled at the hilarious thoughts. Who would never care for her like that?
âItâs uhm⦠Not L-Luke.â I stuttered stupidly. Her green eyes darted open, watching me for a moment before they turned cold.
Maverlyâs Point of View
âWhat do you want?â I seethed, breathing heavily due to anger and lack of breath.
âI just want to talk⦠to explain.â He calmed. It wouldâve worked if it wasnât for my stubbornness.
âNo. What if I donât want to talk? You know what they say, Cyrus. Actions speak louder than words. And your actions screamed at me bloody murder.â I fumed.
âI understand what I did couldâve been taken out of context-.â He started but I cut him off, angrily.
âTaken out of context? Taken out of context? Nothing was taken out of context, Cyrus. You were with her, thatâs what happened. You know what? I donât even want to know what happened, what you did and what you didnât do! I donât even know why I care so much! We arenât together. Heck we arenât even friends, now. Thanks to everything. It was looking up. But what goes up must come down, right Cyrus? Iâll just leave on this note Cyrus; when everything was going good, you ruined it. You ruined it, Cyrus. It was finally good. But everything good has to come to an end right? Iâm not going to say that itâs your fault, because it isnât. Itâs my fault, for being so stupid. Goodbye, Cyrus and I mean it this time. Enjoy your life without me, not that it makes a difference.â I said, walking off.
My appetite was lost and so was my common sense. He was there wanting to talk about it and here I was storming off like a 5 year old. If he really wants to be your friend again, heâll keep trying. I ignored that little voice; I knew he wasnât going to try again at what just happened. He didnât care. He got what he wanted; Iâm hurt. Congratulations. Youâve just won Jerk of the Year.
Cyrusâs Point of View
I feel like my stomach has been stabbed with a knife that twisted and twisted in circles repeatedly, so all in all, Iâm hurt. What she said was right, partially. I ruined it, yes I did. The way she said my name, like she was mocking me. It hurts me, a lot more than it should.
Was it normal to feel this way? I haven't even hugged the girl! She's just so... so... special. She doesnât understand that Miranda and I didnât do anything together. I felt the eyes of the people surrounding me as I sighed and got up and walked off, tucking my hands deep into my pockets.
I just had to go and drink and frolic off with Miranda. Stupid Miranda, itâs all her fault. But she canât take all of the blame. I have to take some, too. Iâll get Maverly back though, but this time, not as a friend, as more. Not as a girlfriend, as a mega best friend⦠okay, as a girlfriend.