Chapter 2 Her motherâs excited voice immediately came through the phone: âThatâs fantastic, sweetheart! Weâll start the paperwork right awayâonce itâs done, thereâs no turning back. Itâs a point of no return.â
She gripped her phone tightly, fingertips trembling, but her voice remained unshakeable âI wonât change my mind.â
Her mother was about to hang up but hesitated, cautiously asking: âWhat about that boyfriend of yours? Didnât you chase after him forever? I thought you were head over heels for him.â
The word âboyfriendâ felt like a knife twisting in her chest.
Arianaâs mind instantly flashed back to the hospital roomâthe cruel laughter, Luigi sprawled carelessly on the bed scrolling through social media, his friendsâ vicious mockery, and the devastating realization that heâd wasted three years dating her solely to execute some twisted revenge plan for Leila Brown Her heart constricted so violently she could barely breathe, like someone had reached into her chest and was squeezing it with bare hands.
âIâm done with him,â she heard herself say, her voice raw but eerily steady. âCompletely done. Forever.â
After hanging up. Ariana stood motionless on the sidewalk, letting the bitter wind whip through her hair. She stared up at the bleak gray sky, drew in a deep breath that burned her lungs, and turned toward what she had foolishly called âhome.â
The moment she pushed open the door, the familiar scent punched her in the gut.
Ariana froze in the entryway, staring at the living room she knew so well, feeling like she was trapped in someone elseâs nightmare.
This was Luigiâs apartmentâthe one heâd casually tossed her a key to after finally acknowledging her feelings.
That day, he had leaned against the doorframe with that trademark smirk and shrugged: âWanna shack up?â
Back then, sheâd blushed like an idiot, heart soaring with joy, believing it was the beginning of their love story rather than what it actually wasâconvenient access for his ongoing psychological torture campaign.
She had spent countless nights lying beside him, dreaming about their future wedding in this very living room, picturing their children running around, fantasizing about growing old together in this space.
Now those memories were like acid in her veins..
Moving in together? Just another calculated move to maximize her pain when the final blow came.
She couldnât comprehend the depths of his obsession with Lellaâto waste three years of his life with someone he despised, to live with her, to sleep with her night after night..
All to build the perfect illusion before destroying her completely.
For the next three days, Ariana didnât so much as text Luigi at the hospital.
She locked herself in the apartment and systematically purged every trace of him from her life.
She found the journal where sheâd documented her pathetic crushâa thick, worn notebook with every page filled with lovestruck ramblings.
âOMG saw Luigi in the library today!!! White button down those jeans DYING. Had to pretend to read because I couldnât stop staring!â
âHE ACTUALLY SPOKE TO ME TODAY!!! Just asked me to pass his coffee but I swear our fingers touched and there was a MOMENT. Havenât washed my hand yet lol.â
I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. He said YES. ME. Luigi Maggiore is dating MF. Is this real life?? Iâm literally shaking writing this!!!â
Ariana flipped through page after cringeâworthy page, tears streaming down her face, each drop burning like fire.
She threw the journal into a garbage bag with such force it tore through the plastic, her hands shaking with angerâat him, but mostly at herself.
Next came the gifts sheâd spent thousands on-
The sterling silver tie clip sheâd saved three months for. The limitedâedition watch sheâd stood in line overnight to purchase. The designer jacket that cost more than her rent. Each item representing months of sacrifice and planning on her part, probably tossed in a drawer and forgotten on his.
Finally, the dozens of photos sheâd secretly taken and printed of him.
Pictures of Luigi giving campaign speeches for student president, dominating the basketball court, holding court in hallways surrounded by admirersâeach one had once made her heart flutter like a trapped bird.
She dumped everything into the trash, methodically erasing every physical reminder of her former delusion.
By the evening of the third day, Ariana had finally purged the last item.
Standing in the center of the now barren living room, she felt a strange lightness wash over her, like shedding a skin that had grown too tight.
Just then, the front door swung open and Luigi walked in.
His eyes narrowed as he surveyed the noticeably emptier space. âWhat the hell did you throw out?â His tone was sharp, demanding Ariana looked up, meeting his gaze without flinching: âNothing important. Just garbage I shouldâve gotten rid of years ago.â
Luigi stepped closer, irritation evident in his voice: âI was in the fucking hospital after a serious accident. Where were you?â
Arianaâs lips curved into a hollow smile, her voice iceâcold: âYouâre walking around just fine, arenât you? Guess it wasnât that serious after all.â
Luigi froze, clearly caught off guard by her tone. He recovered quickly, softening his approach: âI heard you donated blood for me. I was worried about you, so I came to check.â
His gaze dropped to her arm, his voice dropping to that seductive murmur she once found irresistible: âAre you in pain.
Ariana pulled her arm away like his gaze might contaminate her. âNo,â she said flatly, as if speaking to at stranger.
Luigiâs brow furrowed deeply, clearly unsettled by this new version of her: âWhat the fuck happened while I was gone? Youâre like a completely different person.â
Arianaâs lips twitched into a smile that didnât reach her eyes: âDifferent? How so?â
Luigi didnât answer, but they both knew exactly what had changed.
The old Ariana had looked at him like he hung the moon and stars. Sheâd once spent three straight nights by his bedside when he had a common cold, checking his temperature every hour, making homemade soup, practically worshipping at the altar of his minor discomfort.
Yet now, after what was supposed to be a lifeâthreatening accident, she hadnât even bothered to call.
Luigiâs intense gaze searched her face, hunting for some clue to this sudden transformation.
His voice dropped to that practiced, intimate tone he used when he wanted something: âYou seem stressed. My boys are throwing me a welcomeâback rager tonight. Come with me?â
Chapter 3